Emotional verbal, telling about a woman’s marriage, having sex with her husband’s male friend.
Speaker: Ms. Sun
five years ago. One dark night, my husband and I drove by car to have a car accident on the road, and my husband was unable to speak because of the sudden car accident causing hemiplegia and hemiplegia.
At the beginning, we also visited the big hospital, because the damage caused could not be recovered, and the family who was not wealthy at first had to go home for self-cultivation.
In order to earn money to buy medicines for him, I work hourly in a factory near our home. It costs 100 yuan a day. I have nothing to do with a woman, and the men in the family can’t come out to work to make money. I can only choose such a place.
Every day my life revolves around the factory and home. The pressure of life once made me escape, but I still clenched my teeth and persevered. My husband is the only child, and my parents are old and weak. If I leave again, I No one can take care of her husband.
Fortunately, my husband had a few old guys who played well before the accident. They knew that the conditions of our family were not good, and they would give us some help in life. One of them was Wang Shuai every time. He secretly gave me money, and he told me that no matter how hard your family is, no matter how tired you are, don't suffer yourself. As a woman, you can't break yourself down. Usually use the money to buy more daily necessities and improve your food.
At the beginning, I refused to accept the money he gave us. I think there are a few people who pay attention to us in our current home, and the people who take care of us are already pretty good. If we give us money, I can't bear it. But he insisted on giving it to me every time, and in the end I couldn't help him, so I had to accept it.
Since then, I have been very impressed with him. Since my husband's accident, he has come to our house the most times. He always brings a lot of things and takes special care of our house.
One night I was cooking at home. He came to see my husband with fruit. I asked him if he had eaten. He said that he just got off work and just passed by here to see us. I heard that he hasn't eaten yet. He took a pair of tableware from the dining cupboard and asked him to sit down and eat with us. He looked at my husband who was sick in bed and said to me, "It’s really hard for you." I smiled and said to him, "No way. , God is so unfair,Maybe I did something bad in my previous life and let me suffer the punishment in this life.” As I said that, tears flowed down, and she saw me crying, stood up, took a few pieces of paper from the coffee table nearby, and threw it to me. Me, patted my shoulder and said, "Everything will be okay."
After eating, I went downstairs to see him. When I walked to the gate of the community, I said to him, "Come with me out for a walk."
He asked me, is your husband okay at home?
I said, I have just eaten now and there is nothing wrong with it. I usually go to work, and I also tidy it up for him in advance.
So we walked away together In a park not far from our house, it was cold at night because I didn’t wear a jacket. He saw me shaking with my arms around my shoulders. He took off his jacket and said to me, There is a bench in front, let’s sit down first.
So we started to talk about the family, chatting and chatting to our home, he said, "I really sympathize with you, a woman’s house, and I have to take care of it. My family is going to work to earn money again.” He said a lot of things that touched me. I couldn’t help crying. He saw me crying and wanted to comfort me but embarrassed to hug me. At that time, I didn’t know what happened, so I buried my head. In his arms, he was a bit at a loss at the time. I told him that I have been clenching my teeth all these years. I am a woman, and sometimes I really can’t carry it anymore. I come home every day. The house is quiet and there is no breath of life at all. I am a woman and I need love.
He may also hold me tight because of my miserable life. I feel so warm. I haven't had it for many years. I felt this feeling.
I wiped my tears and said to him, accompany me to have a drink, I want to get drunk, maybe he agreed because he wanted to comfort me.
We finished buying wine and sat by the road I started to drink, maybe I was a little overwhelmed that day, I can't remember how much I drank by then, and I felt dizzy and a bit untenable.
He saw that I was drunk, so he sent me home , My husband was already asleep in the next room.
He sent me into my room, I saw him vaguely, and my husband’s appearance appeared on him from time to time, so I suddenly hugged me He said “husband, I’m too tired.”
He didn’t say anything,Just hugged me tightly and said, "It will all get better."
I told him that for the first time tonight I felt the feeling of being warm and loved by others. I haven't felt this way for a long time. I am a woman, and I also need physical needs to stay in such a family. After a long time, I almost forget that I am a woman.
After I said, I said to him, "Can you stop leaving tonight and stay with me". He may also get a little drunk and be trapped by me.
The next day, I lay on the bed and opened my eyes to look at a man lying next to me. I lifted the quilt and took a look. We both lay naked together without clothes. I quickly got up to find clothes to put on and went to the living room.
After a while, he also woke up. He also realized what happened yesterday and hurriedly said sorry to me. In fact, I also know that I drank too much yesterday that made me look like this. I said to him, "It's not your problem, you can't be blamed on you, you just assume that nothing happened, forget about it". Then I let him go back.
At this time, I was paralyzed on the sofa, looked at my husband who was still asleep, then looked around the house, and sighed.
I know that I have done something sorry for my husband and betrayed our marriage, but I am a woman, how should I choose to live?
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