When I saw Yanzi's wedding invitation in Moments, I didn't open it, didn't like it, and didn't have any blessings. There is only piercing pain in my heart, unacceptable pain...
The last time I bid farewell to Yanzi was in her hometown. That was the last time I begged Yanzi to give me a chance. But Yanzi said: Nothing can go back.
Why can't I go back in time? As long as you want, we can start again.
How much love can come again? I am already in love.
is impossible, we only broke up for three months.
is true, I don't have to lie to you. Yanzi's resolute attitude makes me very heartbroken. What I fear most is not your indifference, but your unfeeling!
I don't believe it, you have to make me give up, no such excuses. Unless you show me pictures of you together.
Did you just give up when you watched it?
Yes, if you are really in love, I will never disturb you!
Yanzi and I are classmates in college. Our love is a long-term relationship. At that time, there was a boy in the class who had been chasing swallows. He was a stalker, who pleased him in every possible way. But Yanzi refused to agree. However, Yanzi and I often work together because of class duties, and over time we talked to each other from the bottom of our hearts. Later, I boldly confessed to Yanzi.
Yanzi disagreed at first because she was worried that we would hurt the boy who was chasing him when we were together. I couldn't stand up to my rumors, and I promised Yanzi not to disclose my relationship with her.
Of course, paper cannot hold fire. Finally, in everyone's surprise and blessing, we finally didn't have to be together secretly. And my only regret is that I cannot but feel sorry for the boy who chased her. And he and I have also changed from a relationship with classmates who usually meet and greet each other and talk and laugh, to become two strangers. There is still no contact.
I have hesitated about this question, especially when I see the swallow in embarrassment. But I think love is selfish, it is an intimate relationship between two people. Moreover, Yanzi refused his pursuit from the beginning, and never gave him hope.
My relationship with Yanzi lasted until I graduated from university.In this age when college students are everywhere, and clean, sanitation and security guards need academic qualifications, the former pride of heaven has become the dumpling of heaven, let people wrap it, and we have to produce fillings that others need.
Finally, I found a job to stay in the big city, but Yanzi went back to her hometown. Her parents had already arranged a job for her in the institution.
Before leaving, I said to Yanzi: Our temporary departure today is to get together better. We can only save the country by curve.
In the two years since graduation, we have been working hard together. In addition to the annual fixed national, provincial, and municipal civil service examinations, if any city's public institution has recruitment, we will desperately go to the past to take the exam. According to our agreement, whoever gets the first test of a civil servant or institution in a big city will follow. This is the solution to our long-distance relationship.
In order to be together, we have been to seven or eight cities in two years, and experienced more than 20 exams, but each time we were full of confidence and disappointed.
I remember the last time I went to the Foshan exam. But when we went to the train station after the exam and were about to head to our respective cities, our eyes were sore and tears filled our eyes again.
We were sitting in the waiting room, watching the constant flow of people and the display of departures in different cities on the screen, and listening to the information on the radio that urged people to get on the bus. The difference at that moment is still unforgettable.
If I can't pass the exam this time, I don't want to take it. My dad said that he would invite the leaders of our unit to have dinner next month.
I did not speak, just held her hand tightly. What can I say? The pain of love lies in the fact that when you are young, you have love but you can't give the other party material security. When you have money, you can't find true love.
Soon after, Yanzi became the small leader of the unit and managed a few people, and I was still the bottom employee in our company. At first, Yanzi and I were not on the same horizontal line. Even if there is an intersection, there will be none.
You can't come to my side. At least I am the main editor of a public institution here.
What can I do in the past? It's easy to find a job here.
but I don’t want to go there anymore,My dad paid too much for me, and I can't make them worry. Also, my parents have been forcing me to go on a blind date recently.
If you feel good, go on a blind date.
Regarding whether to go to the Yanzi side or the Yanzi side to develop, we have discussed many times, but every time it ends without a problem. In Yanzi's words: None of us will give in, and no one can persuade the other. Maybe we don't want to make a decision, we are just waiting for the judgment of time.
Swallow, let's break up! After a drink, I finally broke up.
Have you really thought about it?
I think about it. We are in different places, and we are not willing to compromise with each other. Your parents didn't agree that we were together, and it would be fruitless.
There was a long silence on the phone: If you really want to break up, then do it. Then the phone was hung up.
Maybe we know each other a long time ago, we can't be together. We don't say it because we still have the previous love in our hearts. But no matter how good the love is, it can't stand the erosion of time, why not say it earlier and leave a good memory for each other!
When I went to find Yanzi again, it was three months after I broke up. During these three months, we have not had any contact, just like our world never existed with each other. But it was this cooling-off period that made me wonder what is the most important thing. So I decided to save the swallow.
Actually, I want to understand that instead of seeing no future in a big city, it is better to work in a small town with peace of mind, buy a house and a car, and wives and children are hot on the bed. But things are unpredictable.
When Yanzi showed me a picture of her and her boyfriend, I couldn't accept it with 10,000 in my heart. I don't believe that our five-year relationship will not be worth their three months.
Love is so magical, you can die when you love, and once you don’t love it, it’s as plain as water. This is how I treat you now. Swallow said to me plainly.
I don't believe it, you are lying to me.
I did not lie to you. Although he looks very honest, he gives me a sense of peace of mind. We waste too much time,Toss our love away.
I don't believe that our love can be said to be gone without it. Please give me another chance. I have decided to come to you. We can buy a car and a house soon.
Sorry. My heart is no longer with you. So I hope you can have a good time and find your significant other as soon as possible.
The difference between men and women in the treatment of love is: men always like old love, and once a woman has a new love, the old love has no place. From this point of view, men are sometimes more affectionate, while women are more unfeeling.
The biggest regret in life is to know to cherish it when you lose it. The biggest pain in life is to understand this truth but never cherish it! The abuse you make yourself will suffer, and you will eat the fruits you grow yourself!
There is no alternative but the flowers are gone, the familiar Yan is back!
The flowers will wither all the time, but the swallows will not necessarily return. Even if you return, maybe it's already wrong!
Later, I learned from my classmates that Yanzi was the mother of two children. I lament how time flies, lament the impermanence of the world.
When she said that we could not get back together, I was not unacceptable, even with a little bit of resentment. Now, I have already walked out, and she has also become the mother of the child, and I only have blessings in my heart. This blessing also made up for the vacancy when she got married.
When suffering, all comfort is weakness, only time is the best comfort that can stand the test!
The sun is still there, youth has no regrets, everything is fine!
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