Just because of that sentence: Do happy things with lovers, don’t ask whether it’s a disaster or fate!
So on the three days of National Day, I finished reading "Tangyang Gyatso" by Gao Ping
Tangyang Gyatso's life was full of drama. He was born in a remote village, but suddenly ascended the throne of honor and prominent; he had no intention of political competition, but was involved in the vortex of power struggle; he occupied the position of Buddhist leaders, but did many things that were contrary to the doctrine; he longed for love, but had the identity of a lama who could not fall in love and could not get married; he loved life, but his youth was destroyed by high walls and big temples and angrily hail and wind. He was constantly hit, like an eagle that could never fly freely. As he angrily accused, the rocks and the storm scattered the eagle's feathers. He is a tragic figure who survives in the cracks of the power struggle.
Cangyang Gyatso is a love monk with great love in his heart, loving all living beings, loving life, loving heaven and earth; he does not give up small love, loving lovers, loving parents, and loving friends.
The last sentence left to Tsangyang Gyatso when his father Tashi Danzeng was leaving was: " Dad did not leave you wealth. Remember, it is better to enrich yourself with knowledge than to decorate yourself with jewelry." So when the older lama recruited children to study scriptures in the temple, he was in a warm and cold manner, and his curiosity and curiosity attracted him to go to a new place, see something that he had never seen before, and get in touch with another world. But he was reluctant to leave his mother, and left the cottage where his father still retained his shadow and voice. There were also Azu who often came to play with him, even the smoke in the afterglow of the sunset, the grown-up calf... After doubting and entanglement, he chose to study the scriptures.
Because of studying the scriptures, he left his mother at the age of 9 and has never seen each other again. During the four years of learning scriptures, I took four leaves, but all of them were rejected.
The first time , the Master of Jing said, "You have just come out for a year and haven't learned much. It's very inappropriate to run home now. A pot of water cong is not heated, and it's still far from boiling. Are you rushing to lift the lid?"
The Master of Jing said, "As far as we know, your mother is healthy. Her life will be taken care of by the temple. You are a child, what's the use of going back? Learn with peace of mind. Knowledge must be sought when you are young, and fertile fields must be plowed in autumn."
The third time , Master of the Sutra said, "You are still young and the road is hard to recognize. I am afraid that it will take many days to go back and forth. If you missed the sutra, the Buddha will blame me. Besides, the road is slippery, so what if something happens? Sending someone to escort will make others tired. How can you bear it? It's better not to go back. If you don't get it right, you won't pick up cow dung and throw the basket."
The fourth time , Master of the Sutra said, "People who study sutras should not be in love with their homes."
0 's just like that. After four years of studying sutras, they waited for the news of grandma's death. Uncle Sen said, "Your mom knows you want to learn more." I didn't go back to see her. She missed you, how could she not think about it? I often often stand on the stone wall outside the village, looking at the small road to the north in a daze. I said to her several times: I'll accompany you to see your son. She always smiled bitterly and shook her head and said: Let him study hard, don't bother. She said less and less, and her body became thinner. She was not sick, she had nothing to do, but just felt lonely. She died, she died alone. "
childhood playmate Gangzu was assassinated by Diba for helping him protect him, and she lost her confidant forever.
The lover Renzeng Wangmu remarried because he left helplessly. In order to meet him, Renzeng Wangmu converted to Buddhism and became a nun after the divorce. He really met him.
The lover, noble lady Bai Zhen not only loves money, but also speaks sweetly, which makes him experience gratitude, doubts, resentment, and regrets, and also tarnishes the reputation of the lama.
The lover Dawa is greedy for manly men and his pursuit is never satisfied, which makes him unable to be satisfied in terms of feelings.
The lover Yu Qiongzhuoga is not for money, the second is for sleeping, and the third is for friendship and is his favorite lover. Since a snowy night meeting, Yu Qiongzhuoga's ex-husband has reported it based on snowy night footprints and was sent by Diba to imprison Yu Qiongzhuoga, so everything has changed.
During the coup, Tsangyang Gyatso thought: Now, I overturned my Dalai Lama's seat without asking for resignation. Thousands of believers regard me as the supreme living Buddha, pray for my blessings, and hope that I will change their miserable destiny. Alas, poor sentient beings, how can you know that I can't even control my own destiny.
Cangyang Gyatso looked back at Lhasa and could no longer see the towering figure of the Potala Palace. He murmured silently: I was not a Dalai Lama originally, but some people who had nothing to do with me made me a Dalai Lama, and others who had nothing to do with me didn't let me be a Dalai Lama; if I want to be, I don't want to be, how I can't be, it's up to others to decide. All of this is so involuntary! I am not a mule and a horse, so why should I be led by someone else? I am not yak , why should I be driven away by others... He wants to cry, but he has no tears anymore.
In the past, I used to think that I would not be a Dalai Lama in order to get the freedom of life; now, when I really don’t become a Dalai Lama, I have lost my free life. From prisoners to prisoners, from Buddha palace to barracks, my wings have always been disabled, my sky has always been low, how I envy the little birds in the forest! "
Cangyang Gyatso is too lonely and can only be accompanied by poetry. He is only 24 years old and is buried in the beautiful Qinghai Lake forever!
part of the beautiful article excerpts
They are together all day and night, and they can't finish their hearts and talk about everything. From Buddhism to life, from childhood to youth; whether it is right, wrong, highlights or stains, there is no concealment at all, and there is no need to take it into consideration. Everything can be understood and all can be understood. The night in Lhasa has never been like now Short!
Because you believe in Buddhism can only get benefits in the next life, but you can taste the sweetness in this life.
If you don’t love each other, what’s the use of marrying? If you love each other, you will be happy if you don’t marry.
People are also at a loss in the submerged sea of love
Old love is the seeds of the flowers of the past. If you throw them on stones, they will dry up and germinate again.
When they use today’s opportunity to make up for the loss of the day before yesterday, they can completely forget yesterday.
Why didn’t meet at the beginning, so as not to be able to avoid God Falling in love; it's better not to know each other, so as not to have feelings linger.
If she doesn't love me, or she doesn't love me like I love her, but we are so harmonious and in harmony! I have tried it in the garden, archery, singing, drinking and seeking comfort, and I can only temporarily paralyze myself, and it will be even more painful afterwards.
For more than a few years, there are unresolved knots in the hearts of the three of us: Caiwangjiamao is sure that I was betrayal of her, and she hated me to the core; and I believe that it was Lazanghan who took the opportunity to take me away I hate him to the bones of the woman; Lazang Khan always feels that he drinks the remaining water of me and Caiwangjiamao, and he always doubts that there is still old love between me and Caiwangjiamao, and he also hates me to the bones.
It is hotter than the sun and colder than the moon; it is as deep as the sea and as shallow as the stream; it is full of friendship and doubt; it is strong in meekness and indignation in peace; it is both the weakness of a girl and the stubbornness of an old man; it is more innocence than maturity, and frankness than hiding... Are you seeking sympathy? Not like; inciting resistance? No. People finally find the most heart-wrenching thing from it - farewell.