suddenly felt about the past ten years because it was hit by a hot topic on a certain platform. Ten years, long and short. What is long is different, things change, and people are short as if they are dreamy.
In the photo ten years ago, I was a classmate, and although I was not gorgeous, I was also prosperous. Let’s look at myself in the photo ten years later, with a hint of fatigue and a 70% calmness.
Ten years ago, I didn’t have a lot of material things but was very happy. Ten years later, I had something and started to pursue happiness.
I am not willing to recall the past, and I always feel guilty about settled the score after autumn. But no matter what, I have experienced several major events in my life in the past ten years. I don’t want to talk about the specific things. A mortal experiences are just mundane things, but I want to talk to you about some of my feelings.
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If you want to leave, don’t force yourself to stay
For ten years, I have said goodbye to two important people in my life. One is the kind that is separated from heaven and man forever, and the other is the kind that is lost as you walk.
For them, I tried my best. After all, it took a lot of effort, but it still depends on God's eyes. The blows from the front and back almost couldn't get rid of them.
Now I want to come here, I’m a bit wishful and forced. He was obviously in such pain, leaving early might be a good choice. And he, there is obviously nothing to say, and the awkward chat makes each other even more embarrassed.
For ten years, I learned to say goodbye to some people, and then I never saw each other again. I also understood the truth that if I change, I will change, and I can't go back even if I force it.
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Enjoy happiness and pursue
Ten years ago, I had too many ideas and pursued them. Never think about what happiness is, but just keep chasing all kinds of novel things you want.
is now packed up, and I found that most of them are things that are thrown away but can’t bear to throw away, and cannot use them.
It turns out that what I keep pursuing is just pleasure, not happiness. The pleasure will disappear the moment you succeed. If you have one and think about another, the more you have, the more you are afraid of losing, the more tired you are.
In the past ten years, I just knew how to move forward. For the sake of something that is important, I gave up a lot of small happiness that can be obtained.
Maybe my mother is right, you have to find that degree in everything. It is not good to be stupid in studying, and it is not right to work hard. Life is not just a color and a way of living, it is really good to be colorful. Fortunately, it is not too late to wake up now.
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Life is a rally
impatient people like to be in a hurry. When they meet any slow person, they will be furious for a while. If they can bear it for a while, they will have to turn their eyelids into the sky, making the other party confused. This is me ten years ago.
Now let me see myself at that time, "I'm afraid this person is not a lunatic." Now I feel even more funny. Before I even figured out my life goal, I rushed forward desperately, and looked like no one could stop me from being crazy.
Ten years later, I realized that the road of life is by no means a straight road that can always be rushed. Sometimes it is not a bad thing to step on the brakes properly. Now I am more willing to stop running and walk slowly with the important people in my life.
In the past ten years, I seem to have changed a lot, but it seems that I have not changed. I have worked hard and been confused in the past ten years. I have gained and lost. Looking forward to the next ten years, maybe I will still encounter many strange things. Maybe I can't become the person I expect, but I think I will still have many pleasant memories.
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