As long as you don't show up, I feel at ease. As long as I don’t admit it, you will not part. Later I realized the meaning of the word forever. For others, being together forever is forever. For me, as long as you belong to me at a certain moment, it will be the true and eternal

As long as you don’t show up, I feel at ease.

As long as I don’t admit it, you will not part.

Later I understood the meaning of the word forever.

For others, being together is forever.

For me, as long as you belong to me at a certain moment, it is the true and eternal thing in my heart.

We should be satisfied with having it,

instead of greed and always wanting it.

In this world, no one will always accompany anyone, including parents, brothers and sisters, friends, lovers, and children...

let alone, if you want to have it all the time,

is a dream that does not exist, but you must have.

I can't be confused all the time,

will always have a day of sobering.

Do you love me or not? It seems that it is all your business.

actually depends on me. What kind of mentality does

have for you.

I can't decide who can I meet?

But I can control my love not to be so deep.

In the past, I was just an ostrich buried in the sand, and

didn't have the courage to face some loss caused by someone.

until I met another person,

until that person left me with the same ending.

I clearly realized that escaping is useless, disappointment is useless, and regret is commonplace in the world.

No matter what, it cannot change the ending,

Why don’t I make myself feel more comfortable and decent?

So, my world suddenly became clear, with sunshine and rain.

It’s the same for anyone or not, and it can’t affect my rhythm.

used to feel that growing up was particularly painful and resistant.

Now I feel that it is just like that. Everyone's growth is full of ups and downs, with peaks and troughs, with loss and joy, with worries and happiness.

even feels a little complacent,

After all,

exchanges pain for maturity,

exchanges loss for understanding,

exchanges time for depth,

exchanges body and mind for story.

Think carefully and calculate carefully.

talked about a few loves and loved a few people.

is not bad in the world, but there is no vain life.

text is difficult to express the deep meaning of my heart,

but it always protects me from being abandoned by the outside world.

Maybe this is what people are like, half dreaming and half awake are the best.

Some things can only be said to not be done.

Some things can only be done but not said.

There are many things that cannot be said and cannot be done.

is buried in your heart, deeply to the end.