Author: The Sea in the Distant 2016 This article comes from the "Food, Men and Women" section. Original title: The four aunts record their daily life of surviving at the bottom of the valley. Thank you for providing Tianya with high-quality original content. Don’t always see the

Author: The Sea in the Distant 2016

This article comes from "Food Men and Women" Section
Original title: The four aunts record the daily life of surviving at the bottom of the valley

Thank you for providing Tianya with high-quality original content

You, don't always see the small flaws on yourself, and then lose yourself and feel inferior.

But you are also shining, gentle and cute.

Today, you can eat one person. You can eat two meals. It is more comfortable to make it by yourself. The little fish is dried by yourself. I haven’t eaten it for many years. I only had it when my grandma was there. I have been away from us for more than ten years. You have been away from us. You are the pillar of my life!

Be a roughly kind person, have selfishness at the right time and indifferently, life will be much easier. This sentence is given to yourself.

Yesterday, the disease control officer told me that when I was collecting nucleic acid the day before yesterday, I became a close contact. I was very happy to be at home quarantine for seven days, so I hurried home and stayed honestly.

Milk powder egg cereals in the morning, hehe, weight is 56.6 this morning.

One person has lunch, and I feel that I don’t need to make it at night. Fry the winter melon in a little oil, don’t add onion, ginger, garlic, chili, just add some soy sauce and water to stew it, and I tasted the taste of my grandma when I was a child.

Let me talk about my bottom. I encountered some accidents a while ago, which involved work and life. I couldn’t be happy whether I went to work or went home. My heart collapsed, so I cut off all social interactions and started a person’s healing.

In the past, many friends who like to chat with me also made appointments for dinner and drinks from time to time, until I think the people who believed in me tricked me hard, so now I don’t want to contact my friends anymore, and I think it’s boring to chat with friends. I work when I go to work, and after get off work is my own world. I no longer want to listen to anyone’s family questions and gossip. This is the biggest change since I rejected social interaction recently. I suddenly became cold and silent.

Sweet potato flour fried cake, very nimble. When I was a child, my grandmother would often make me a bowl of sweet " mountain flour paste ". I was wronged outside before, so I called home and listened to my grandmother's voice. Tears were rolling in my eyes. My wounds were healed after hanging up the phone.

Standing in front of the window, watching the traffic jam outside, imagining how many families are having fun and gathering scenes, I feel glad that this festival is isolated, unable to integrate into a foreign land, and cannot go back to the hometown, it is good to be alone at this moment.

stayed in bed until noon. I haven't slept well for a long time. I felt like I was alive again. I continued to clean the refrigerator inventory. Every day, community staff would ask if they would help buy anything, but they all refused. They were also busy, and the refrigerator was enough for me to eat for a few days. A few days ago, I bought beef balls from Xinxinnian Chaoshan. It was sent from Shantou. I wanted to give it a try at noon. It is super convenient to cut some beef balls.

The biggest problem is the economic problem. My husband is a person who is content with the status quo. Even if he can't give me living expenses, he will not change it. Too much economic pressure is the most troublesome thing in reality.

Breakfast is only 10 o'clock. It is very fragrant and a little greasy toast with a cup of tea.

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2 meals today, and the supper was solved very early. I chopped pepper and stir-fried cabbage, which still tasted the taste of my childhood.

This year my son sent him to a private primary school. The school is pretty good. The tuition fee is more than 30,000 yuan a year. This is the first semester. He paid 20,000 yuan. His father paid the tuition fee, so there was no living expenses for us. My salary is not high, and I am thinking about how to make money every day.

Today is the last day of quarantine. After a few days of lying flat, I started working tomorrow. I am fighting against the negative energy in my heart every day. Today I searched for Wang Baoqiang 's "Hello! "Mr. Tree" hasn't been watched for a few years, but after a few years, I have more insights. I can't watch it until the ending is over ten minutes left, so I gave up! Seeing his schizophrenia look, I was afraid that one day I would become like that. There will always be an uncontrollable inner demon that emerges, and then I will enlighten myself not to think about it. Although many things are not satisfactory, I cannot give up and fall into depravity. I cannot let go of many things and do not force myself to let go. But I must work hard to rebuild my confidence and find the sunshine. I will wander in this pain and self-encouragement every day.

I went to work today. I used to be the most lively person in the Cory industry. Now I don’t want to talk to them about these family matters. It’s not that I deliberately don’t talk to them, but that I feel that I don’t want to answer their words, and I don’t want to share anything. I just don’t say anything at all when I go to work, but I won’t think about it all at random.

is about to get off work. I want to quit this stable and comfortable job. At present, I can only say that I am fighting the messy emotions in my heart. I want to change jobs and make more money.

It has not rained for a long time in Jiangxi. It has been drizzling for a day today. I ran outside for an afternoon and had an intimate contact with the rain. The temperature is too low and I have no intention of appreciating the rare rain. In this small town, it may be related to my work. I feel that every day everyone is nucleic acid, and people are queuing up to do nucleic acid in the cold wind and rain. The students returned to school based on the results and went to school to do nucleic acid in the morning. There were tens of thousands of people at the train station today. I really hope the epidemic will end soon.

It's almost eight o'clock in the evening. I'm just having dinner now. I've been walking around outside and didn't find anything I want to eat. I'd better come back and clean the refrigerator myself. I accidentally made too many. This pumpkin lump soup is also my grandma's exclusive recipe. I haven't eaten it for more than ten years. Now I'm eating alone, so I'm making it tightly.

One person eats today and can eat two more meals. This year, it’s a drought, Poyang Lake water is dry, and many people go to pick up the fish, and today the fish soup is there, hehe!

Yesterday, he was still sued for falsely by the villain in the department. The leader liked to listen to her gossip and was so angry that he didn't fall asleep all night!

Actually, I know that I should not be at the bottom of the valley at any time. Life is like a bottomless pit. As long as I have a breath, I don’t know if I touch it or not.

The editor also wants to tell the poster: Being a roughly kind person, having selfishness at the right time and indifferently, life will be much easier.