Dear, you put too much pressure on yourself. I wonder how much grievances and how much suffering you have in your heart? How much self-blame? How much guilt? How many confessions? I want to hug you very much! Your words "Look at you, you two, are so good! So kissing! - I don't have such a blessing."
My ordinary chat with my old mother can make you cry. I feel sorry for you very much. You said, "When my mother was alive, I was ignorant, and I was not obedient, and I was always angry with her... I realized that it was too late to regret..."
I especially want to tell you one thing, that is, no mother in the world would blame her children for being not obedient and not being sensible enough. Every mother hopes that her children will live happily, happily and healthily. No one likes that her children are unhappy!
So you have to learn to let go, so that no matter what level of space your mother is in, she will be happy to see you happy. You are so outstanding and kind, you are kind to everyone, you are the one with great love! You are a great Bodhisattva!
I really like you, I really don’t want to see you cry. You are pure and sensitive, careful and sincere, and so loving. You dare not keep struggling with the past, live in yesterday, and dare not let yourself be in the abyss of pain. You must quickly reborn.
Come out, there is the sun! Come out, love! Because "those who love come out love come back, and those who go blessings come blessings come." I believe everything about you will get better and better! Be happy! Love yourself well! Thank you! I like you!
2022.10.3 Late night
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