In the autumn of the last year of the 1970s, a child began to look forward to a bright future. I recalled that hot noon, two middle school students from the brigade stood in two rows on the playground to watch their respective contestants fight.
Things have to start with me going to the township middle school in Liancun - Zhonghu Middle School.
I don’t know that every bit of that period will take root in my mind, and what it leaves me with will always be beautiful and unforgettable memories.
I remember that at the age of sixteen, I had pretty good grades. Unfortunately, my appearance was not as outstanding as my grades. This made me lack the capital to be proud among my classmates. I was definitely not tall and looked a little vulgar.
A tender face that will never mature and a pair of thick eyebrows, that's all. I don’t have the handsomeness that other boys have, which often inexplicably creates some unreasonable inferiority .
Liang Qi is tall, he always thinks I am short. Liang Qi is my deskmate, his surname is Gao. His home is in a neighboring village far away from the school, with seven or eight miles. Fortunately, he walks back and forth like a militia like a militia training, and walks back and forth with his legs all on his legs. It's really not easy.
Liangqi and I are very close, and their relationship is as close as a friend. No matter how arrogant I was in front of him, he was not angry. On the contrary, he often said something I didn't like to hear, and I immediately got into trouble with him, and then he had to keep apologizing to me.
This relationship is not a mutually beneficial relationship, because he does not copy my homework and makes it possible to learn. Because he must not be detained in school, otherwise he would spend the night in school.
I know the most that the time we had made a fuss was a factional struggle between classmates.
I still remember that there was no wind on the lunch break that day, cicada sang annoying songs endlessly on the tree. Because the weather is too hot, I went to school late. As soon as I arrived at the school, I found that there were many classmates gathering on the playground of the school. Although they were grilled by the sun, they were very dedicated to forming two piles.
It turned out that the students from the two brigades had some reason to cause factions, just like the factional struggle during the armed struggle. They set a distance between them on the playground, and each of them stood on the side of the students of their own brigade.
In the open space in the middle, a guy with thick waist and thick waisted face yelled in the open space in the middle. He is Wang Dabing, the dominant person in the neighboring village.
I heard Wang Dabing say fiercely, whoever you are not convinced will come up and go with me to see who is powerful.
At this time, Master Liu walked out without being outdone and moved his upper limbs. Master Liu is a junior high school classmate from our village. He was in high school and was in different classes from me. He is not tall, but strong, and his muscles on his arms are bulging.
He learned some sticks and punches from his father since he was a child. When I was in junior high school, I saw him put a tall student on the ground with his own eyes. He also has another characteristic: his handwriting is well written, but his articles are not satisfactory.
Then he heard Master Liu walk into the open space and said confidently:
Please let me and let me take a closer look!
Liu Zhu's words ignited Wang Dabing's anger. As soon as Wang Dabing stepped forward, he said nothing, and punched Liu Zhuo with a fist. Just look at Master Liu leaning against the other party's fist like lightning, and then with the help of Wang Dabing's brute force, he gently stretched out his hand. With a "thump", Wang Dabing was thrown to the ground heavily.
said it was late, that was fast. Master Liu quickly stepped on Wang Dabing with one foot, but this kid still wanted to resist stubbornly and always wanted to turn over, but was stepped on by Master Liu with one foot and could not move.
At this time, Wang Dabing shouted at Liu Zhu's feet like a pig. Students from the two villages gathered around each other. It seemed that the students were not fighting in groups, but it was clearly that the two factions were preparing for a fight during the Cultural Revolution.
When the thousand-equality news was released, Principal Wang came over and brought the two of them into the office, quickly ending the fight. At this time, the students on the playground seemed to be still unsatisfied and did not end.
I have never liked fighting in my life because I am the kind of person who feels nervous when I see a fight. I only know how to read books and will not integrate the knowledge of the book. So I went over and pulled Liang Qi to play in the woods by the river.
I said, go! Is it still possible to see what the fight is over? Let's go to the river to have a fun together.
Unexpectedly, he said seriously, don’t go! Perhaps he saw that Wang Dabing from his brigade suffered a loss and took his anger on the other party's students.
Seeing his words like that, my attitude became tougher.
If you don’t go, don’t go. What’s so great about it!
I pulled him again, and he seemed to be really popular at this time.
Hey, the surname Zhang, are you real or fake! Do you want to have sex with me?
I said I wouldn't go, it's okay, I don't have this Yaxing to fight with you! After saying that, I went up to the dike alone.
Since that martial arts storm, our relationship has plummeted. Even though we sit together, we are treated like passers-by. Later, in the next semester, the head teacher changed seats for us and asked me to sit with a girl named Li Zizhu, which solved the Cold War and situation formed by Liang Qi.
Since I was a child, I have always been with boys. Now I suddenly sit with a girl, and I always feel a little uncomfortable. Especially when her seat is against the wall, I have to give it up first and let her go in first, just like the bus stops and gets off the bus, and people who are stuck at the door always have to go down first, and they can only get up after others get off.
I will tell our main teacher Mr. Zhang Xiuyun. Teacher Zhang was having fun when he heard this. She narrowed her charming eyes and looked at me for nearly two minutes, making me look uncontrollable, and then she said to me slowly:
You are still a man! Li Zizhu is nothing, but you should change the seat.
paused for a while, and she said again:
Don’t have any worries, remember, don’t be too feudal, it’s impossible not to deal with female compatriots in your life!
Later, I tried to develop bilateral relations with Zizhu and found that being at the same table with her was not a bad thing. She has a slender figure and is covered with a pair of braids like Li Tiemei on her shoulders, just like her name, like a graceful bamboo .
She often wears a white top, which looks so suitable, which is just right to increase one point and reduce one point and be too short. When talking to her, you can always see her teeth as white as snow. Listening to her nightingale-like voice is another kind of enjoyment. Her handwriting was neatly written and her notes were meticulous, which just caused me to copy notes.
Of course, I will also repay her in time. For example, if I don’t know some simple homework, I can tell her patiently. As for those problems, she will copy them directly. This also somewhat satisfyed my vanity.
We gradually become familiar with each other. After all, we are classmates. What kind of love can be more precious than the feelings of classmates? Several times, Zizhu realized that it was causing trouble for her entry and exit and wanted to change seats with me. I said there was nothing to change my head. After a while, I had to sit alone inside. I could be a flower protector. After saying this, she started to laugh, which was a charming smile, a smile that made people think countless times. Another memory that follows
is a self-study class in our class. The noisy scenes of the students are still in the present. Obviously this is an extension and expansion of some of the previous memories. Because of the age of time, it is difficult for me to determine when these fragments of memory related to me actually happened.
is the first semester of high school. It was a math self-study class that the class teacher had to take temporarily and had something to do. Some students are concentrating on doing homework, some are reading idle books like magazines, and some are talking unrestrainedly.
Zizhu and I are doing our homework attentively. Suddenly she sneezes loudly and was hitting the homework book I was doing. Maybe Zizhu is too devoted to doing exercises, so she doesn’t know if she should bow her head or turn one direction when she sneezes.
When she knew that her spit was on my notebook, she suddenly panicked and saw that the red clouds slowly crawled on her white and tender face. I quickly comforted her, it was nothing, just a little spit, I told her not to care.
Fortunately, she had a flower handkerchief, so she quickly took it out and wiped it gently on my notebook. How carefully she wiped it! I could feel her braid tips rub against my arms, and her breath was like orchids. I couldn't help but look at the deskmate in front of me carefully.
She has a well-proportioned goose-shaped face, and she is now shy and shows a peach-like blush due to her shyness, and a drop of sweat like dewdrops on her tiny nose.
All of this was clearly seen by Liang Qi, who was sitting next to me in the third row. Just as I looked up to the side, Liang Qi was smiling mysteriously at me. That kind of laughter made me very unnatural. I wanted to go over and beat him up, but due to class, I ignored him.
When class was about to end, Zizhu leaned in my ear and said softly: Zhang Tao, can you give me the notebook when you finish it? I said this is nothing, if you want to copy it, just take it.
The shadow of time stays in the evening after school one day. That day, the head teacher, Teacher Zhang Xiuyun, asked me to go to her dormitory. I couldn't figure out Teacher Zhang's intentions, so I hurried in.
When I walked into the bedroom of this 25 or 26-year-old female teacher Zhang Xiuyun, I found her staring at me with a serious face. I don’t understand what mistake I made, it’s worth being angry like our class teacher. So I plucked up the courage to ask:
Teacher Zhang, are you asking me for something?
Her face sank and did not directly answer my question. Instead, she took out an exercise book from the desk beside her and threw it on the ground in front of me. I subconsciously walked forward and picked up the book like an abandoned baby thrown out by Teacher Zhang. Then I saw that it was a brand new exercise book. My name was written in beautiful handwriting on the title page of the book.
Teacher Zhang ordered me to open the notebook, and soon, I found out that it was my math homework a few days ago. What’s strange is that the handwriting of the math homework above comes from the same person on the title page of the book.
My brain is running rapidly. Name, homework, handwriting. I quickly remembered the "sneeze" incident that day.
I said, Teacher Zhang, this... As soon as I opened my mouth, I saw Teacher Zhang's cold face, and the words were swallowed back. At this time, the expression on Teacher Zhang's face began to change different content. After a while, she took out a few white letters:
, just write down the detailed process of this matter!
It seems that the prisoner was pardoned and picked up a pen and wrote down the story about the "sneeze" incident in its entirety, fearing that every detail would be ignored. Then I respectfully handed her the "memoir" I wrote.
You really have a genius to make up stories!
I said that every sentence I wrote is true, without any lies. If you don’t believe me, please ask Zizhu. I was so aggrieved that I was about to cry.
Zhang Xiuyun laughed after hearing my crying defense. Then he quickly said to me in the tone of fighting against landlords and rich peasants on stage during the Cultural Revolution:
Honestly, what is the unusual relationship between you and Zizhu?
I have nothing to say because I have written everything I should say. At that time, I began to hate this two-faced man who was hard and soft from the bottom of my heart.
Seeing that I didn't say anything, her words opened:
You are so smart! Do you want me to ask Li Zizhu? You can collude in advance before you arrive at school tomorrow to deceive the teacher, right? Finally, the word "teacher" was almost said with gritted teeth.
This way, I really have nothing to say, and the webmaster was shaking there, like a prisoner waiting for the sentence.
Just as I was standing in Teacher Zhang’s bedroom, the bicycle ringtone of “Ding Lingling” rang out. Then a strong young man in an old military uniform walked in with a small bag of fruit. I could tell at a glance that it was Zhang Xiuyun’s boyfriend Zhang Xincheng who taught in the town.
Since Zhang Xiuyun was transferred to our remote village middle school, her boyfriend came every one or two weeks. He always complained that the conditions here were too difficult and that there was no electricity.I always want to transfer Teacher Zhang Xiuyun to the town and enjoy the world of two gods and couples.
The arrival of the new generation saved my driver to a certain extent. When Zhang Xiuyun saw her boyfriend coming in, she showed a charming smile that had been missing for a long time. Just when she was about to fall into her boyfriend's pregnancy like a bird, she found that there was a small suspect in her boudoir waiting for trial. So I sent me with a speech with a working group accent.
This is how you go back first and then reflect on it, and find someone to prove your innocence tomorrow. Be careful not to commit fraud. If this matter is not done well, you have to hire parents. In severe cases, you will be punished for disciplinary punishment.
After I arrived at school the next morning, Liang Qi came to me with a smile. At first I ignored him and walked my own way, but he kept catching up and grabbed my hand. Soon Liangqi put a pair of powerful big hands on my shoulders, making it impossible for me to break it apart.
Hey, Zhang Tao, are you still hating me for the fight that day, right? Actually, I was having fun with you that day, but you took it seriously. If that's the case, I won't punch you in the head. Haha, you are just allowed to be presumptuous in front of me. Can't I let you tease you?
After hearing what he said, the Cold War between us, which lasted for nearly half a semester, quickly reconciled. After all, it was the students. What are the knots that cannot be solved? I went up and punched him, indicating that we were reconciled.
Hey, are you worried about the incident of entering Teacher Zhang’s dormitory yesterday? Liang Qi looked at me with a smile, revealing his teeth.
How do you know? I'm a little confused.
Do you think I don’t know? Judging from your serious expression when Teacher Zhang looked for you yesterday, you can tell that it is a good fortune. So I sneaked back and eavesdropped on all the contents of your conversation. I got home in the dark yesterday.
I said that only you can save me from the sea of suffering.
I often wake up at midnight and listen silently to my youth quietly walking past the window, and I naturally think of those past events related to me.
One day, Master Liu came to see me.
I said you were so awesome that day! I have shown the limelight for the students in our brigade. Until now, that boy Wang Dabing dares not fight with you. Do you have to teach me your Taoism?
Just Liu heard my praise for him, clenched his fists, revealing the strong muscles on his arms. This boy has developed into a strong boy.
In this way, after learning Taoism, I will slowly talk about it. In this school, whoever bullies you, just say a word to me and see that I will not break his bones. Don’t look at our different classes, but we are still old classmates, hahaha!
Just Liu's words are like a hero, and I am so excited. I wish I could learn his fist and foot skills all at once so that I would not be bullied in the future.
There is something that must be asked for. Master Liu pulled me to a place where no one was around and explained my purpose.
It turns out that Master Liu had already fallen in love with Huang Zhanmei in our class and wanted to write a love letter and hand it to her secretly. Although he wrote well, he was too tired of the content of the love letter. He tried to write a few more letters, but he didn't even look down on him, so he came to me.
Brothers, you know that Zhan Mei and I are not the material for reading. If we can succeed, we will definitely...
I said, stop talking, I will receive your kindness first. However, the love letter must have a true feeling, unlike ordinary essays! Whether you can pass it depends on your luck.
Huang Zhanmei is the girl sitting in the last row behind the classroom. She often talks to boys in class. After the head teacher, Teacher Zhang, talked to her several times, she did not dare to act rashly in her class, but as soon as she took other classes, she went to heaven. There were several times when she was asked by Chinese teacher Hong Keqing to talk to her, but no matter how she talked, she still did her own thing.
Teacher Hong is a student who graduated from a university in Wuhan. He was sent to our township and never went back. He is the kind of knowledgeable teacher, with a slender figure and exquisite glasses, which looks quite scholarly. Listening to his lectures is an artistic enjoyment.
It can create different Chinese classroom situations based on different text content.In class, this college student was sometimes passionate, sometimes gentle and drizzle, and sometimes angry. Especially he plays violin very well. As soon as the summer night came, he went to the dam to pick up some beautiful foreign songs, which attracted the attention of many people.
Hong Keqing's interesting lectures in class cannot stop Huang Zhanmei from speaking with the boy. Once in Chinese class, when the emotional sparks of teachers and students collided, they were overwhelmed by Huang Zhanjiao's silver ringtone laughter.
The students all turned around. After she realized her loss of composure, she quickly covered her little mouth that was causing trouble with one hand.
At that time, the eyes of the whole class were focused on Teacher Hong's face. Everyone wants to know how Teacher Hong deals with the girl who openly tramples on discipline.
I don’t know when, Teacher Hong had already walked to Huang Zhanmei and said to her sternly;
Huang Zhanmei, stand up! Tell me why you laughed just now? Is there any omissions in my class, or is it something else?
Huang Zhanmei stood there, without saying a word, a delicate pink face as bright as the afternoon sun. At this moment, she was red because of criticism. The beloved phoenix eyes blinked, as if tears were about to overflow.
I looked at her carefully and found that she was born a beauty. No wonder that the boy Liu likes her and is indeed very sensible.
As the college entrance examination approached, my deskmate's expression became a little depressed and he remained silent all day long. One day, seeing her frowning face, I asked her if she was feeling unwell and whether she wanted to see a doctor. She smiled at me as if nothing was wrong, but there was a melancholy color on her face, which clearly told me that she was hiding something from me.
In order to dispel my concerns, she said to me: Zhang Tao, stop thinking about it, the college entrance examination is coming soon. If you have good grades, you will definitely have a future. Unlike me, after finishing high school, I will say goodbye to the study era forever. While saying that, he helped me organize my messy drawer:
is like a doghouse, so you can't do this in college in the future.
said, and she placed the stationery and books in my drawer neatly. Suddenly, I felt a warm current spreading rapidly throughout my body, which was a kind of tenderness of caring and tenderness that my elder sister and mother were.
Time old man does not stop her rapid pace because of her joy, anger, sorrow, and happiness. A few days before the college entrance examination, the affair between Huang Zhanmei and Teacher Hong was finally revealed.
The incident was caused by Zhan Mei's head-on confrontation with Teacher Hong and became abide by the rules. This made her fall in love with Teacher Hong’s Chinese class as if she was possessed, and what followed was her Chinese grades also improved by leaps and bounds.
Later, with the help of Teacher Hong, he published an exercise in a newspaper. Gradually, Zhan Mei went to Teacher Hong’s single dormitory more and more.
may be the cliché of a talented man and a beautiful woman who has a beautiful woman’s red sleeves. After all, Teacher Hong Keqing did not resist the wild beauty of Huang Zhanmei from the countryside. We have no way of knowing how the age difference between them in their teens creates a flame of emotion.
In short, Zhan Mei was not an adult at that time, but she went to the hospital for abortion due to Teacher Hong's carelessness. But Teacher Hong paid the price of 10 years in prison. Later, he was sent to remote mountainous areas to teach. However, Huang Zhanmei, like other girls, later married and gave birth to a child.
A few years ago, when I returned to my hometown, the car stopped at a small station, I suddenly saw him. Teacher Hong, who was once gentle and kind, was polished into a little old man by the dust of time. The gray hair floated up randomly in the cold wind.
At that time, he was standing in front of a steaming bun shop, queuing very elegantly. In fact, he was the only one queuing, and everyone was squeezing forward. I heard him say in a round voice as before:
Please queue up!
After Liu Zhu learned about Zhan Mei’s scandal, he didn’t come to class for several days. After the abortion, Zhan Mei could no longer go to school and went home to recuperate.
The stories related to my youth will have a more satisfactory ending. But luck is teasing people again.
A month after the college entrance examination, just as I was anxiously waiting for the admission notice to arrive, something happened to Master Liu.
The reason is that in order to revenge Zhan Mei, Master Liu actually hid on a small path where she often entered and exited her home. That day, Zhan Mei happened to be home alone. He was walking halfway through the way and did not mention an interview with Master Liu suddenly flashed out from the side of the road. He saw him holding a kitchen knife in his hand and chopping at her frantically. Because Master Liu was guilty, the knife fell apart and only slashed on her shoulder.
Zhan Mei shouted, help me, and fell into a pool of blood. Later, because he was sent to the hospital for emergency treatment in time, he was not seriously injured. However, Master Liu was arrested by the police station for labor camps and has been registered in Caidian .
One wave has not yet settled, and one wave has started again. Just as Wang Zhanmei's affairs were gradually fading out of people's sight, another thing came unexpectedly, and it almost destroyed my weak body and mind.
I heard that my original deskmate Li Zizhu committed suicide by jumping into the river. When I heard this amazing bad news, I couldn't believe my ears. This incident happened so suddenly, what a good classmate!
The abnormal mood on the eve of the college entrance examination, I always thought that she thought her grades were too poor, and she was in a dark future, and didn't care much about her. I didn't expect that she jumped into the river for her family and said she was kissing her.
When she was in the second semester of her second year of high school (at that time she was only in the second year of high school but not in the third year of high school), her family told her a marriage, but she refused to agree. Poor, with a weak temperament, she could not resist her parents' forced force, and in the end she could only fight to death. It is not clear whether she had a beautiful pursuit and yearning for the future before she jumped into the river. This is a tragedy that has been harmed by feudal ethics and morality.
After Liangqi and I arrived at the scene of the accident, we saw a terrible scene. I saw Li Zizhu in a white dress lying quietly on the embankment, surrounded by many people. Her mother, the middle-aged woman in her forties, lying beside Li Zizhu's body, crying like a tearful person.
I was the one who hurt you. You said you wouldn't agree to that marriage. Why did I force you...
Listening to this heart-wrenching call, my heart was bleeding, and my tears were flowing unstoppable. I clearly saw the people around me wiping tears. I silently walked up to my deskmate-----Li Zizhu. Under the light of the electric light, I still saw that pretty face.
The evening breeze on the summer night blew a strand of her hair on her forehead, and her tightly closed lips seemed to tell the unfairness in her heart. Suddenly, I saw a few drops of bright red blood flowing out of her nostrils.
. Someone was whispering: Only when the deceased's relatives come, those who commit suicide by jumping into the river will have nosebleeds. Could it be that these two young men are her relatives?
I ignored the discussions of others. I just wanted to look at Li Zizhu more - my former deskmate, and I can't forget every bit of studying with her.
Suddenly, a dazzling meteor above my head passed by the horizon. Liangqi and I raised our heads in horror, and saw the meteor dragging a string of beautiful light and disappearing into the vast sky in the blink of an eye.
