text/An Dongyue
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Is there anyone living in your heart?
The reason why the word "living" is used is because of a sentence: "The heart is like a city, and there is a person living."
The heart is like a city, and people come and go in the city, which is very lively, but there are actually very few people who can live in the city. Apart from family, there is only one whom you love.
Some people are very lucky. The person you love is the one you accompany in this life, day and night, and a lifetime.
But most people are not very lucky. The beloved is either a memory or is far away, without the chance to meet or stay with each other. They can only keep him in their hearts and think about him for the rest of their lives.
Those who accompany you in this life will give you warm companionship. People who live in your heart will make you feel what it feels like to miss you.
The taste of missing is bitter and astringent, sour and sweet. For that little bit of sweetness, you are willing to bear all the suffering.
Why is he so persistent? It’s because this person and this love have already entered your heart. Even if you want to forget it, you can’t forget it. can only sink in your thoughts again and again.
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Heart is like a city, and there is a person living. That person is not someone else, but you.
Without you, this city would be just an empty city, desolate and desolate, without any hope.
Fortunately, you walked into my heart and lived in my city. With you here, my heart is filled with joy, and the scenery in the city is unique.
The more you care about, the deeper you hide. I am afraid that irrelevant people will know that it will only increase my worries. After all, not everyone can understand the persistence and deep love.
Over the years, I have carefully kept you in my heart, thinking about you from time to time, missing you from time to time, but I can't tell anyone, especially you.
You probably think that I have forgotten and let go, so I never took the initiative to contact me. Little do I know that I miss you several times every day.
miss you, but don’t look for you, and don’t tell you, because I’m betting with myself. Bet if you miss me and if you will contact me.
Until today, I have been losing, and I don’t know when I will lose.
You, you are always calmer than me and more indifferent than me. Why? Is it because of personality, or because I am already dispensable in your heart?
03.
In fact, it is an indisputable fact that I have you in my heart or not, and it is impossible to erase you from my memory no matter what.
Instead of saying that he had forgotten it long ago, it is better to face everything calmly. Thinking is thinking, and thinking is thinking.
says that if you never forget it, there will be a response. So, I will keep reading and waiting, as long as I can.
Someone said: "How can it take a lifetime to forget someone? Because, you didn't try to forget, but you kept missing, expecting, and dreaming! In fact, unforgettable love cannot be forgotten. Since you can't forget it, let it occupy a place in your heart."
I agree with this passage very much. Since you can't forget it, then keep it in your heart. Miss it as much as you want. Don't think that there is anything wrong with this. Follow your heart to be truly calm.
My heart is like a city, living with you, you who I once loved deeply, and you who I missed for the rest of my life.
For more than a lifetime, I have nothing to ask for. I just hope that I can wait for your gentle greeting, which is enough.
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Author: An Dongyue, a freelance writer, writes heartfelt words with warm strokes, and I wish to meet you in the deepest world. Welcome to follow.
