△△If there is a next life, I will still be their daughter. At the same time, I also pray to Guanyin Bodhisattva to let my father grow up under the care of his biological parents and not be given to others.
△△In my memory, my father has always been serious, serious, and has very strict requirements on us. If there is any mistake, he will pull down his face or be beaten. When I was a child, I hid when I saw my father.
△△ Although my father has not graduated from elementary school, he knows a variety of skills and does everything he does beautifully.
△△First of all, it is a carpentry work, and it is famous for all the villages. The furniture he made was exquisite, meticulous and beautiful, and people praised it. The family who asked my father to make furniture lined up. Because of this, my family's financial conditions were pretty good in the 1980s. The first in the village to buy a bicycle and the first in the village to buy a TV. At the same time, My dad can cut clothes, cook, erhu , write couplets, cut hair, make slingshots and other toys for us , and my dad looks like a scholar with pretty eyes and white face. The only disadvantage is that we have a bad temper. If we don’t like him, we will yell at us.
△△In fact, when I was a child, I was afraid of him and hated him. I always thought he was a picky perfectionist. No matter what we do, such as , wiping glass, punching the floor, cooking, etc., he could always pick out problems and ask for redoing it. I was really afraid of him at that time and was always far away from him.
△△Now my father is older, kind and cute, and he is not picky about other people’s problems. We get along well.
△△I now carefully analyze it and I feel that my father’s character when he was young, serious and indifferent, was related to his growth environment.
He was given to a childless family in another province when he was two or three years old. He still doesn't know where his biological parents are. adoptive parents were not good to him. His father carried water and chopped wood since he was seven or eight years old, and he was not as tall as a shoulder pole. got up at four or five in the morning and went to work in the field. Because of fear, he held a stick in his hand and knocked on a bucket when he walked; started learning carpenter work at the age of ten, helping the masters tug-of-saw and lifting wood; sometimes he went to the back mountain to help others work, and encountered wolves many times. also went to the coal mine to dig coal, but almost lost his life.
△△ My father lacked fatherly love and motherly love since childhood, and lacked the care of family affection. He developed a cold, serious and serious personality , and was not good at communicating with others. It turned out that I was afraid of my father, but now I understand the suffering my father suffered.
concluded: I will be their daughter in the next life and respect them. also prays for God's favor, so that my father can make up for the shortcomings in this life and grow up under the protection of his biological parents.
