What is ambition? My understanding is excessive pursuit, and of course you can also interpret it as excessive greed.
Desire is something that everyone has, but it is hard to say.
When I was the fattest, I was 130 pounds. And I am less than 1.6 meters tall.
A classmate of mine at that time also weighed the same as me, but she was slightly taller.
But half a year later, when she saw me again, I had become an existence that amazes her.
At that time, she could only wear a wide and big sweatshirt, and I was already walking towards her with a slender waist. A confident smile, beautiful clothes, and selected jewelry, I have fantasized about this scene in my mind countless times, and I have made it a reality.
I just want more, I just want to get thinner, wear the most beautiful clothes, and bear the enviable eyes of everyone.
So, for my desires, I am willing to endure hardships, practice hot sweat every day, and eat weight loss meals every meal. If I eat something else, I have to practice hard fat burning.
In the face of my inner desire, all the suffering is not worth mentioning at all.
I also spent a lot of money. I was still in the moonlight six months before this month, but this month I started saving money. I don’t buy gold bracelet I like, I don’t want to buy , I don’t want to visit the clothing store, and I don’t even allow a meal to go to the restaurant I like. Maybe you will wonder, aren’t you very desireful, why is this happening?
The reason is very simple, because I want to buy a house. Yes, I suddenly want to buy a house. Maybe, you will find it ridiculous. How can a moonlight person afford a house? Yes, I can't afford it in the short term, but I also believe in the power of accumulating less and becoming more. Perhaps, in the near future, I can save a down payment, and if I am really as moonlight as before, I will definitely not be able to afford it forever.
Don’t complain about thinking about things that cannot be called reality. If you want me to say that if you dare to think and do, you may become reality.
I still have a desire in my heart, which is to write down something that I can be proud of in the future. Sorry, I said it too early and haven't made any preparations yet. It looks like I'm talking big.
But I don’t think it’s a big deal. Everyone has more or less desire in their hearts, and we should face it.