text/An Dongyue
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In the past, I thought of you and would send you a message. The simplest three words are full of tenderness.
Later I miss you, and all my thoughts were written into a diary, wanting you to know, but I can’t let you know.
Now I miss you, I will turn on the player and listen to a song quietly, hear the heartbroken, and hear the tears falling like rain.
Time has grown old, and the mood has changed. I miss the youth that has gone away, the love that has gone away, and the little things that have gone through with you.
Over the years, I have carefully hidden you in the deepest part of my heart and never reveal my feelings to anyone. Because everything about you belongs to me alone, and no one needs to know about you.
After all, there is never a real empathy between people. All they have is the only way to know the cold and warmth. Others will never understand my concern for you, and they will only think I am stupid.
Instead of saying it makes people laugh, it is better to hide it in your heart and miss it silently, right?
02.
Everyone's heart is a city, and there is a person living in the city. He can't see him or forget him.
Days pass by day, as plain as water. Only the person in my heart can make the ordinary life stir again.
Sometimes, when you look at the full moon hanging in the sky, it is so bright and so bright, you will always think of you involuntarily. Is there such a full moon in your night sky? Are you also looking at it, thinking of me while watching?
Sometimes, when you walk alone on the road, the breeze slowly coming faintly has a familiar smell, so you will wonder, isn’t this wind blowing from your city?
Sometimes, when you see fallen leaves on the branches slowly falling, you can't hide your sadness in your heart. The change of seasons indicates the passage of time, but the person you miss is still far away from the world. I wonder if you still have the fate to see you again.
Because you are in your heart, you will naturally think of you wherever you see, and everything around you seems to have your shadow.
Because I miss you so much, I often preview our long-term reunion in my heart. Sometimes on the streets where people come and go, we meet each other unexpectedly, then smile at each other, but in the end we just pass by each other; sometimes it is the old place of the past, the familiar river, the familiar bridge, and the familiar pavilion, we arrive together to relive the beauty of the past.
It’s a pity. It’s easy to get together for a long time and it’s hard to meet again. I just hope that one day, fate will be favored by you and meet you again.
03.
"Missing is a white flower blooming on the green vines. Even if the entanglement is bright and charming. It is like a candlelight lit by itself in the dark, and the rainbow appears in the sky after the rain, which is cool and beautiful."
I don't know when it started, but I got used to missing and fell in love with the feeling of missing. It was a very complicated feeling, bitter, sweet, melancholy, and happy, and I could never give up.
If there is a medicine in the world that I can forget the people I want to forget after taking it, then I will definitely not take it. Because I will remember you for the rest of my life, remember our past, remember the feeling of love, and remember the taste of missing.
Some people say that the rest of your life is still long, and the future is full of variables. People who are thinking about it now may not care about it or miss it in the future. Maybe in a few years, they will really forget it.
I don’t know what others are like, but what I can be sure of is that no matter how long time passes, there will always be a place in my heart, and my concern and concern for you will always be there. However, I have you in my heart, but I can’t contact you at will, and I can’t see you. I can only hide all my thoughts and think of you in the silent way.
I have you in my heart, and I think about you silently. At this moment, the autumn wind blew, and the air was filled with the breath of longing. I really want to know what you are doing at this moment, and will you just happen to be thinking about me? Is the wind blowing towards you your gentle greeting?
Whether it is or not, I have you in my heart, I will be thinking about you all my life, silent and eternal, silent and happy...
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Author: An Dongyue, a freelance writer, writes heartfelt words with warm strokes, and I wish to meet you in the deepest world. Welcome to follow.
