I am very lucky to meet you, but it is also the beginning of my misfortune. I admit that I liked you very much in the past and liked everything about you.
I once imagined every way to be with you, go to work together, get off work together, go shopping and walk together, but it turns out that my idea was wrong.
At that time, I did things I didn’t like, just to cater to you, just to have common chat topics with you, and I communicated with you cautiously, always afraid that the silence would make the atmosphere awkward.
I was so humble at that time, sending you messages every day, but I didn’t know how disgusted you were with me when you received the messages. Some of them didn’t reply to me, and sometimes you turned a blind eye without even reading them. I had to use my reason to suppress my emotions. Every time you perfunctory, I always pretend not to care even though I am sad.
Hayao Miyazaki once said: "If you like someone, then take a few more steps towards him. If he sees you coming but has no intention of greeting you, then stop, because you want to Understand that many things can be achieved through hard work, but love cannot."
I told myself: "I am brave enough. My liking for you is blatant and everyone knows it, but what have I gained? In the future, I will I will no longer take the initiative, and I will no longer expect anything. Reason tells me that you are not worthy of my love for you."
So I decided to let you go. Missing it may be a good choice! ! ! Because what a pity that person is not me! ! !
