Hello everyone, I am Ye Xiaoxiao. I love reading and writing.
Half a year passed quickly. I wonder if time will slow down when I return to Henan.
After I came out of my former company, I felt like I was slowly coming back to life. Only when you step out can you realize how ignorant you are.
Good or bad, I am grateful for what happened. If you catch it, your growth will accelerate. I regained the feeling of studying in high school and felt that the world was exciting and interesting.
The age is running towards 40, but at 31, I lack the sorrow and sensitivity of adolescence. In short, the number of mental illness attacks has decreased, and people are much healthier. However, schizophrenia and are still available. Sometimes my husband imitates my way of asking and answering questions.
Every time I asked him to take a video, he said that my symptoms were fleeting and there was not enough time to take a video, so he could only imitate them artificially for me to see. There are indeed times when I am very absorbed in thinking, but I cannot feel that I am talking to myself.
Well, let’s summarize Soho’s gains and losses in the past half year:
1. If we talk about losses, it means making much less money than before. It turns out that someone told me that it is easy for a person to go from low to high, but it is difficult to accept the situation from high to low. In fact, I am not a particularly spendthrift person. I don’t like makeup and I don’t buy luxury goods. If you earn less, spend less. The quality of life has not declined particularly much, but I haven’t spent any money on classes this year. I haven’t finished digesting the courses I bought last year. I haven’t traveled yet.
2. Get: new friends, new partners, happiness, health, family understanding, free time, and occasional good times with your child (sometimes he is very naughty and I still want to beat him up).
3. In fact, doing SOHO really tests one's self-discipline, because no one will care about you at home. You need to rely on yourself to complete everything. For those who want to do Soho, don’t do Soho just because your boss and colleagues are not good and you are unhappy. I had never thought about doing Soho before because I knew it was not easy to be a boss. Because my parents have been doing small businesses since they were young. Sometimes boss is just a noun, and he cannot tell others about the sadness behind it. They want to save face, and some people want to attract investment from others, which will amplify their business.
4. When starting a new industry, I don’t expect to make any orders for two years. Fortunately, I have a purchasing customer who can support me in Soho for two years. If you have no income at all for a month, you will definitely be crazy. But I will develop two toy customers in the second half of the year. After all, I am also a person with work experience. If not, it’s because I played too hard in the second half of the year and didn’t work seriously.
5. The biggest achievement in the past six months should be the daily updated articles. Keep reading every day. The more you read, the easier it will be to write. The more you write, the smoother your writing will become. Now my husband strongly encourages me to write. It turns out that at Qianqian's company, I told him that I didn't want to go to work and wanted to write exclusively at home. He felt that I had no writing foundation at all, so I gave up so many years of foreign trade experience to go into a new industry. this is not good. So he advised me to write while working. At the beginning, I didn’t come to the m course and daily update. I tried to post articles on platform A for a week or two. I was so happy and excited when I got my first fan. At that time, I thought, for this one fan, I must work hard to write articles. After a few days, it disappeared. Haha, I was sad for a while. My husband said that since I specialize in writing, it would be very painful for me to write without income. Well, actually he was right to say that. Now I just regard writing as a hobby rather than a source of income. I feel very happy when I update my articles every day. You won’t be sad if you don’t have money. Regardless of whether I can publish a book in the future, I will keep writing. Because reading and writing is already a part of my life.
6. Taking care of a baby is no longer such a headache. Mainly because I spent too little time in the past and didn’t put in the effort, so I found it difficult.Now I spend more time with him. When I encounter problems, I discuss them with my husband and solve them together.
The wish list at the beginning of that year will be adjusted again. We must continue to narrow the goals and concentrate on work. Come on. Looking forward to the hard work and excitement in the second half of the year.
