In the morning, I went to work at the company's production base in Songmu Industrial Park from High-tech Development Zone . When I saw Ding Ding getting on the bus from the front door, I hurriedly covered my face with the newspaper in my hand. However, she had already spotted me and walked right to my seat.
I just broke up with the girl at work, and I got a nickname: Scumbag. Just be a scumbag, love is yours, you have to follow your heart's wishes, I don't love her anymore, how can I still accept her?
The problem is not here, but that there is another girl in the unit, yes, the Ding Ding in front of me, who immediately expressed his affection for me and wouldn't let me go.
Are my ancestors turning over in their graves? Good luck.
"What's the matter? What's the matter, you scumbag? You still have such a big air." Ding Ding was not frightened at all.
"Why did you take the bus too?!" I deliberately pretended to have just seen her. "
" wanted to take your car to work. "The girl replied with a smile, "I saw it was said in the group that you would go to the production base to host the year-end celebration of overproduction. Is "
" something worth making a fuss about? "I asked angrily, "You don't have to wait for me every time, do you? "
" is not. "Ding Ding shook his head, "I saw in the WeChat group that you wanted to drive there, so..."
"So I can't take the company shuttle bus? "I interrupted her and asked a little impatiently.
"No. "Ding Ding shook his head, "Don't get me wrong. "
"I didn't misunderstand anything. "I dealt with her lukewarmly, but I was secretly thinking about how to explain to her and get rid of this annoying entanglement temporarily.
Although she has made it clear, I still feel that she seems a little difficult to understand.
My relationship with her is really weak, that is, with that young lady. When we were dating, we met several times in the company's foreign trade office.
Even if I nodded and smiled with her before, it was not enough to confess to each other, but she followed me like a curious baby.
Strictly speaking, Ding Ding's eyes were beautiful, as black as two black grapes. . I even doubted whether she was from our species, otherwise how could she have such beautiful eyes.
She is so beautiful, why does she have short hair? Her hair is of really good quality, it must feel good to the touch, and the scent of her hair is also faintly fragrant.
Forget it, I'm a scumbag.
A thought suddenly came to my mind: How about I grow some hair? That must be beautiful. When
was thinking wildly, the car had stopped on Cai Lun Avenue, and it was Ding Ding who told the driver to stop.
"Please wait for me here for a moment. "Ding Ding smiled at me, turned around and walked out of the car.
After a while, the girl came over with two bottles of mineral water and handed me one.
"Is it really yours? The people in the car are just waiting for you with two bottles of water? I don't want it, I don't want to be the target of public criticism. "
" Do you really not want it? I'll show you. Lin Wan used the phone cover to show himself, "Open your mouth, you scumbag." "
I saw that the bread leaf I had for breakfast was stuck between my teeth.
"Thank you. "I quickly took the mineral water, unscrewed the cap and drank a few sips," why don't you work in your office and come to the bus? "
" wants to ride in your car. As a result, you took the shuttle bus instead and couldn't run away. "Ding Ding muttered and complained, "I have no choice but to come to the car and intercept you. "
"What are you waiting for me for? "I asked, "What's the matter with you? I don’t even go to class. "
" does not exist. "She said, "I just want to tell you that tomorrow is the weekend, let's go out and play together. Seeing as I don't need my salary today, you should agree. "
" does not work. "I flatly refused, "I'm going home tonight, and my mother asked me to go back for dinner. "
My home, my mother is in west of , not in yancheng. Very few people know about this, including the former young lady.
"Ding Ding didn't say that you are not allowed to go back for dinner."She said, "Besides, it's not like you haven't gone back to eat on weekends. Scumbag. "
is strange. The name "scumbag" is actually more friendly.
" What did you say? "I was stunned, "How do you know I haven't gone home for dinner? "
" of course. "She said matter-of-factly, "I've been paying attention to you. "
"..."I'm speechless," Why are you following me? "
" Because I like you. "She made no secret of her feelings for me and admitted it bluntly.
"You..." My face turned red, "Are you pursuing me? "
" is correct. "She said seriously, "I want to pursue you, but that is not entanglement. "
"I'm not interested. "I growled lowly, "Please stay away from me! "
"Why? "Ding Ding looked at me with wide eyes, "Why am I not worthy of you? ! "
"No, it's not that you are worthy of me, but that I don't want to delay you. "I said as calmly as possible, "You are a very good girl and you should find a better boy. Instead of a scumbag like me..."
"A better boy? "Ding Ding interrupted me, "For example, who? "
"..."I am speechless again. I basically don't have much dealings with people in the company, except for the young ladies in the past.
How else should I answer this question?
"Have you not been pursuing love? Neither does the young lady. Isn’t it just that you don’t love others? "Ding Ding continued to ask, "Then why don't you try to accept me? "
I was silent for a while, then asked: "Then do you know why I don't like her? "
" doesn't know, and I don't want to know. I just want to know that you like me. "Ding Ding shook his head without thinking.
"You don't know me or my past, how can you talk about love casually? "I said bitterly.
"But, your past..."
"What happened to my past? "I interrupted her, "That's not something worth showing off. "
"..."It was Tintin's turn to be silent.
"My parents are an ordinary couple. My father is a street cobbler, my mother suffers from uremia , and I have a younger brother who is in school. "
" Oh. "Ding Ding nodded.
My feelings are very complicated.
"This is all I have. "I continued.
"Yeah. "She still nodded.
" But she felt that my family was too poor and had no dignity. "I paused," but I just want to tell you that I have never regretted anything in my life. I love my family. "
" I believe. "Ding Ding said, "You are a very good and strong boy. "
"I don't need your praise. "I said with a wry smile, "There are many outstanding people in my life, but the ones I admire most include my father and myself. "
" That's because your world is very simple. "Ding Ding answered, "That's why your life is the simplest and happiest. "
"..."
"I like to be with people who are simply happy, because in this way, I can be more relaxed and comfortable. "Her eyes sparkled and she looked like an elf," you know? "
"I..."
"Don't you understand? A blush suddenly appeared on her cheeks, "Then I'll tell you again." "
"..."I sighed helplessly.
"Because what I like is not only your independent style of life, but also your heart. "She stared at me with burning eyes, "I know you will become an excellent person in the future. This is exactly what I want in my heart. "
"..." I was silent for a while and said: "I have worked very hard now. "
" is it? "Ding Ding's eyes became a little dim," I think... you are still far away. What does "
" mean? "
The bus arrived at Songmu Industrial Park Avenue, and the shuttle door opened.
"It's nothing." She said, "Anyway, we are destined to meet again."
After saying that, she turned around and got out of the car and left.
I stared at Ding Ding's back for a long time, and couldn't help shouting: "Hey, what's wrong with you?"
She didn't answer, just stretched out her hand and waved. Watching her gradually disappear, I breathed a long sigh of relief.
She is right, my life is still too monotonous. I shouldn't be immersed in my past all the time. I should try to get in touch with new things instead of just being here and letting others call me a scumbag.
I must cheer up, otherwise, I will have to live in the shadow of a real scumbag.
This is my credo. Otherwise, after hosting the year-end celebration of the overweight child, promise her to play together tomorrow, or go back to Xidu to see her mother together.
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