I found that my body temperature rose in the morning. I had to wear a bandana on my head, and I had been to the Flame Mountain . I felt uncomfortable no matter how I lay down. Now I feel better. Except for the tendons on my head that are twitching from time to time, I no longer feel pain at the dock, my legs are no longer sore, and I can fall asleep.
I feel that God is still favoring me. He made my baby recover before I got sick. Although he continued to have a low fever of 37.7 degrees, he was in good spirits. When I was lying in bed and extremely uncomfortable, he brought me tea, water and medicine.
So, I appreciate it. If he still has a high fever of 39.6 degrees like that at night and lies in bed in a daze, and I have a fever of 38.9 degrees and a splitting headache, neither of us can take care of the other.
I think this nationwide influenza outbreak will play a big role for some people. When they are suffering from the disease, they may have seen through some people, or they may have changed some of their thoughts, or they may have decided to leave or cherish each other more. Things test people.
It's not necessarily a bad thing. The wheel of fate keeps pushing forward. The sun is shining brightly on the flat road, and all the good things are on the surface. Only when thunder and lightning are intertwined with wind and rain, and it is difficult to walk in the mud, can you see the true face of the people you travel with.
The first night was almost at this time, because the child had a high fever, and it is easy to deepen a person's vulnerability in the dead of night when people are helpless. In the darkness, my worries and fears continued to amplify, and I began to have endless thoughts. I wanted to find someone to talk to about my anxiety. I flipped through my phone and scrolled from top to bottom. Who could I go to? My friends had their own affairs and couldn't be disturbed, or I was still ill.
I see myself clearly. I am lonely and have no one to talk to.
That night of extreme suffering, I changed my mind.
At this time, my mood is not as bad as the previous day, because the child is getting better, and it’s okay for me to have a headache. I can just endure it.
Indeed, since my body temperature rose in the morning, at one o'clock in the morning, I felt relaxed for the first time. My body temperature has dropped and my head has relaxed. Although I don't know what will happen when I wake up, I have won this first battle.
When I felt relaxed, there was a small voice deep in my heart telling myself not to be stubborn, step out, go see the flowers bloom, listen to the birds singing, find your own happiness, find someone, and spend this short but long time together. Caring for each other, cherishing each other, it doesn't matter if you have money or not, handsome or ugly, as long as you hold my hand firmly when the storm comes and say, don't be afraid, I am here, we will face it together. At that time, even if a knife falls from the sky, my heart will be warm and full of strength.
I also want someone to care about me, and I also want someone to interrupt me at any time. I don’t want to be alone anymore.
