"I remember a few days before my parents took me to the capital to see a doctor, my parents asked about a hospital in the capital, saying that there was a glimmer of hope to cure my disease. But in order to treat me, all the family's money was used up. It cost a lot of money to see a doctor in the capital. If I couldn't borrow the money, my parents cried anxiously.
Although I was very ignorant about life and death at that time, listening to my parents' conversation, I knew that I would not live much longer. Soon, that is, I will be gone, I will no longer see my parents, I will no longer see everyone, and my parents will no longer be able to see me. They will be very sad. I looked at my little brother in the cradle, and I rocked him to make him feel more comfortable. I really hoped that he would grow up quickly so that he could spend time with his parents when I am gone.
When I saw my mother’s tears kept flowing, I really wanted her not to feel uncomfortable and not to cry, but I didn’t know what to do, so I smiled at them, hoping to make him Let's be happy. But the more I smiled at them, the harder they cried, and then I simply pretended to be asleep. "
Fei Zixuan felt his eyes moist as he spoke. He sniffed and continued: "I heard my father say that as long as there is a glimmer of hope, he will fight for this glimmer of opportunity for me even if he loses everything. He borrowed a lot of money, and later I found out that it was all from loan sharks, because they borrowed everything where money could be borrowed before. They had no money to pay back, so they had to borrow money at high interest rates. I swore in my heart at that time that I would be the best son to my parents and earn a lot of money so that my parents would not be able to spend it all.
Fei Zixuan smiled self-deprecatingly, raised his head and asked Grandma Bai: "Grandma Bai, am I stupid? In fact, I knew at that time that I wouldn't live for many days. How can I be the best son? Where can I make a lot of money?" "
Grandma Bai actually has tears? Fei Zixuan saw tears glistening in Grandma Bai's eyes.
"You kid, when I ask you why you practice Qigong, why do you tell so many sad things that my grandma can't help but shed tears."
Grandma Bai turned her head and looked at the bottomless universe again.
"Grandma, do you listen to me? Later we came back from the capital for medical treatment. I have a best friend named Luo Yue. His father taught me a set of exercises that could cure my disease. He also knew acupuncture. At the beginning, he came to give me acupuncture, massage and teach me the exercises almost every day. Later, it really worked and my disease gradually improved. However, as long as I stopped practicing, my disease would relapse."
Fei Zixuan got up from the ground, grabbed the guardrail with both hands, looked up at the sky, and continued: "So, when I started practicing, it was to survive. I was afraid that if I didn't practice hard, I would die and never see my parents, my brother, Yueyue and Xia Wei."
Recalling his original mood, Fei Zixuan's own eyes became wet.
"All the doctors said that I would not live for three years. My parents did not give up on me, as well as Yueyue, Xia Wei, Master, and Uncle Luo. They believed in me, encouraged me, and said that I could do it. At school, some people said that I was crazy and asked to expel me, but the school teachers and principals did not do this and treated me Like other classmates, they have never discriminated against me. I know all this and I remember it all. "
html I have accumulated my emotions and inner thoughts for many years and have not told anyone. Maybe the person I spoke to today was an old woman and we separated two days later. I had no scruples, so I opened my heart and let it out."Three years have passed, and I am still alive. Three more years have passed, and I am still alive, living very healthily, and getting healthier and healthier. My hard work has been rewarded. Therefore, in the past, my purpose of practicing martial arts was to survive."
Fei Zixuan looked up at the stars, exhaled a breath of turbid air, and felt that his spirit and body were relaxed a lot.
"Now, although my disease has not been completely cured, I may still die if I don't practice hard, but I am no longer afraid. I practice hard, not just to survive, but also have many other ideas."
The female doctor rubbed her wet eyes and asked curiously: "What else? Tell me."
This was the first time she spoke. Her voice was sweet, beautiful, and special.Fei Zixuan felt a little surprised and turned back to look at the eldest sister. The light was too dark and he couldn't use his mental strength, so he couldn't see her expression clearly.
"There are many purposes for practicing now. First of all, I want to protect my parents, younger brothers and sisters, and my family. And my friends. They protected me when I was a child. Every time someone bullied me, Yueyue and Xia Wei always blocked me. In the future, when I am strong, I can protect them and not be a drag. In short, I want to protect everyone who is good to me."
Fei Zixuan seemed to change the low mood in his memory and became heroic.
"Also, I want to ride on the golden eagle, fly with the silver eagle into the blue sky, fly among the white clouds, and see how big the world is and how fun it is."
Fei Zixuan became more and more excited as he talked. At this time, all he could think about was the scene of him and Luo Yue riding the condor soaring in the sky. He stood on the bow of the ship, opened his arms, and made the posture of an eagle spreading its wings. He suddenly felt heroic and shouted: "I want to live and live happily. I want to fly to the end of the universe. My surname is Fei, and I want to fly."
