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At four o'clock in the afternoon, when I was busy, I received a strange call and I instinctively hung up the phone. The phone rang again, and I answered the phone impatiently, "Hey, hello, who?"
"Is Xiaoya? I am Ning Tao's mother, thank you for answering my phone."
turned out to be Ning Tao's mother. No wonder the voice is so familiar, but it took too long to separate, and I couldn't react for a while.
Ning Tao is my ex-boyfriend. After we don’t know, we have no contact again and become the best ex. At this time, what did his mother come to me for? I wonder.
"Xiaoya, you don't know? Ning Tao has liver cancer , and he may not have much time left. He wants to see you so I took the liberty to call you, hoping that you can satisfy his last wish for the sake of a mother..." Ning's mother's voice was trembling.
Is Ning Tao suffering from liver cancer?
I was stunned, this was incredible.
It took me a while before I came to my senses, "But, aunt, it's not appropriate for me to come at this time. Ning Tao's wife would feel sad."
"Don't mention that unscrupulous woman. As soon as Ning Tao was diagnosed with illness, she divorced Ning Tao with her children. After that, she never saw Ning Tao. "
I was shocked again, "How is this possible?"
"Yes, that woman is so cruel. Xiaoya, if it were you, you would definitely not be so heartless, right? It's all my fault. If I hadn't stopped you, maybe Ning Tao wouldn't have been sick. Ning Tao would have made that woman angry." On the other end of the phone, Ning Mom cried more and more sadly, and I didn't know how to comfort her for a while.
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I went to university in Xi'an, Ning Tao is my college classmate and my first love.
was so beautiful at that time!
Several of our poor classmates had no money to buy tickets for Lishan . Ning Tao was a local and took us into the back mountain. Once, we were caught by the security guard and we were going to fine us. Seeing that we were poor students, we just asked us to make up for the student tickets.
The problem is that if we have money to buy student tickets, who would sneak up the mountain!
security guards were also in a dilemma, and in the end, Ning Tao gave us a few more votes.
I only realized after I fell in love with Ning Tao that he was actually a rich second generation. I asked him why he wanted to climb mountains into Mount Li with us. It’s not that he couldn’t afford tickets. He laughed, "If you had known that I was a little rich second generation, would you still play with me?"
I was amused by his cunning. Indeed, poor students who are just beginning to school are very immature and have strong self-esteem. Before we understand each other, we are afraid that rich students will look down on us and will consciously distance ourselves from rich people. After getting familiar with Ning Tao, we took advantage of him.
Later, Ning Tao and I fell in love.
Every weekend, we walk around the streets and alleys of Xi'an. Roujiamo , Noodle Soup Lamb Blood , Cold Skin, Lamb Soaked Mo... Many years later, I still drool when I think about it.
Happy days are extremely fast, and college graduates soon.
Ning Tao and I have also encountered a strong test.
Ning Tao's mother came to me and said that his son would inherit the Ning family's career in the future. His family needed to find a daughter-in-law who is of equal status, rather than a girl from other places like me.
Originally, I had already taken the offer from a strong company in Xi'an at that time and was about to join the company. Ning Tao had given me a vaccination, and he was afraid that his family would not agree with him in love with me, so he would try to become excellent so that he could transform his family's opinions.
I am an ambitious girl, because of love, I am more willing to work harder.
But my excellence did not touch Ning Tao's family.
One day, Ning Tao told me tactfully that he was really sorry that he did not convince his mother.
Without love, I still have my parents who are far away in my hometown. So what am I still doing in Xi'an?
So, with sadness and regret, I returned to my small town in my hometown and found a job I liked.
Love is buried in my heart.
Not long after, I heard from my classmate that Ning Tao was married, and of course the bride was not me. The marriage partner was found by her mother. It is said that the girl's family had business dealings with his family.
That night, I got drunk for my former love.
Later, I got married, of course not because of love. Anyway, I have already loved me, I am already old and I am just married with such a suitable person. I don’t want my parents to worry too much about me.
The days just passed by, Ning Tao and I. Just like the song sings: Two trains face to face, passing by and going their separate ways, it is also destined to be together, and there will be separation.
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, then each one is safe.
I never dreamed that Ning Tao would get sick; I never thought that Ning Tao's mother would come to me.
Ning's mother kept choking and stressing that Ning Tao could not let go of me, and kept thinking about seeing me, which made me cry.
I am also a mother, and I understand Ning's mother's mood.
For such a dazed moment, I really want to go straight to Ning Tao's side. My lover, he is suffering such a great sin, shouldn't I go to comfort him?
But in just a moment, I quickly calmed down.
The more sincere Ning's mother's plea, the less impulsive I can't be.
What a proud woman Ning Ma, she actually came to beg me because of her sick son! What does this mean? It means that his son is the person he has the most weight in his heart.
How could a mother who loves her son so much be able to truly hurt her son!
In other words, if Ning Tao insisted on marrying me back then, what would he do to him? In the end, won’t you follow him? In this world, parents compete with their children, and how many times the final winners are not children.
is just Ning Tao weighing the pros and cons with his fucking thinking! In other words, he didn't love me as much as he said, but with his mother's shield, he could just hide behind him and pinch his fingers.
Now he is seriously ill and wants to see me.
Why does he want to see me? I guess I was depressed and wanted to talk to someone. What should I say to him? Recalling the beauty of our past? Then hold your head and cry? When he leaves, will I be sad again?
Why do I live that kind of life!
I am also a family now. I have my family responsibilities. I have to live a healthy and healthy life for the sake of the people I love and love.
calmed down, I took a deep breath, adjusted my emotions, and said to Ning's mother, "Auntie, I still won't go. If I go, it will only make Ning Tao regret and more painful, and this is not conducive to his condition. You tell him that medicine is so developed now, if you keep your mind good and cooperate with the doctor actively, everything will be fine, believe me."
hung up Ning's mother's phone, and I felt relieved.
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Because of Ning Tao's affairs, my work at hand was delayed.
I took a few deep breaths again. It is false to say that Ning Tao’s illness is not heartache. After all, we have loved him deeply, at least I have loved him deeply. But I really can't do anything about him, I have to take care of myself first. My family also needs my love. Only when someone who can love himself well can he have the ability to love others. Work is my parents who are fed and fed. I can’t influence my work because of him. My colleagues are still waiting for my data to start work tomorrow morning.
packed up my mood and started working overtime to complete the rest of the work.
finally finished the work at hand. I breathed a sigh of relief and finally got off work.
I hurried downstairs, and my husband was waiting for me at the stairs.
He always does this. When I was busy working overtime, he waited quietly at the stairs without urging me. I've long been used to this normal life.
But this time, this man I don’t love very much makes me feel unprecedented warmth.
Originally, I had a very warm home, but I didn’t think so before.Although my husband is not well off like me, he is as diligent as me; his son is also well-behaved and sensible; and I also have a not arrogant and good mother-in-law. Seeing that my husband and I are very busy, we come to help us hard. I picked up the baby and cooked, so that my husband and I could free up our hands to do our business.
sat in the passenger seat, and I said to my husband as he was so tired.
"Mom made chicken stewed with mushrooms today. You can drink more bowls of chicken soup to relieve fatigue later."
"Wow, I have mushrooms and chicken soup to drink. It's so good, I have to drink some wine."
My husband smiled at me, "It's rare that you are in a good mood, I'll accompany you."
Are I in a good mood? I have no idea. Anyway, I have to drink some wine, one toast youth, one to the past, and one to the future.
Outside the car window, night falls and lights are coming. Looking at the bright lights of thousands of homes in this city, I have never wanted to go home so anxiously.
