After lunch, she left the campus and saw a grandfather pushing and riding a donkey in the alley at the former site of the Yahe Hotel, and the car was filled with old books. She saw the book "Salami's Life" at a glance. The name "Salome" lit up her eyes. The name is so good, so she bought it. In self-study class, the students were busy preparing for the exam, while she covered up her with simulated rolls of paper and read secretly. She was fascinated by Salami. The day she finished reading was her 18th birthday, and she held an adult ceremony for herself.
She took a piece of paper from the loose-leaf notebook and wrote it in the silver parker pen given by her cousin: "Although Lu Andreas Salemi has been dead for 78 years, she is my true confidant." Then, put it in an envelope and seal it with glue. She put the envelope in "Salami's Life" and hid it deep in the closet, thinking that one day she met him in the future, she would be someone who was willing to open her body and mind, so she gave it to him. He will understand what kind of person she is, or the kind of person she strives to become throughout her life. After the adult style, she was transcendent and felt down-to-earth. Compared with her classmates, her ideals were concrete and realistic. Unlike them, she set her ideals high and slim. She wanted to be a star and become a big star, but she just wanted to meet him.
That year, she was only admitted to a private university. She studied for half a year and found an excuse to drop out of school. I took the exam again next year and entered the university where she is currently studying, and I studied the major she likes. She doesn't like what the teacher said in class. She didn't care about the book recommended by the teacher. She used her temperament to skip classes, watch dramas, and watch various exhibitions in Hongmei Cultural and Creative Park. Studying is also something you are interested in. Nietzsche Rilke Freud approached them with Salemie. She imagined turning life into poetry and days into art like Salemi.
As soon as the school started in her senior year, she found herself was wasting her time. Her awareness was related to him. As soon as they met, she decided that he was the one she was waiting for, and she waited for four years from the age of 18 to the age of 22. That day, the department asked senior students to go to classroom 505 to listen to the tutoring of the dissertation writing. She remembered the classroom wrongly and entered 506. The doctorate from the School of Literature is working on an academic salon there. He was speaking when he went in, and she was stuck when she heard the first thing he said. He said, "Weiyi has been deliberately a fool all her life." Who is Weiyi? Anyone else will pursue stupidity? She sat down from behind and continued listening. He recited the poem. "Grow into a tree without leaves/to move upward, not waste energy/to make the last fruit without blooming..." He said, this is a poem written by Han Dong for Wei Yi.
walked out of 506, and silently recited the last sentence of the poem in his heart: "It denied the tree, but grew into an immortal tree."
Later she found out that he was a doctor of literature and art, and his classmate called him Qiangzi. He will definitely take the doctoral exam and take the lead in both the written exam and the interview. She didn't feel anything about a master of learning, but what attracted her was his excellence when he recited poetry. The superb person is in line with her heart. He usually reads books in Wenxinyuan teacher information room, and she goes there to block him. He is really handsome, the big man she imagined, thin, straight waist, and very strong. In the end, she gave up because she met the right person when she was not suitable, and he would not take a hungry little girl seriously. She wanted to wail in front of the mirror.
She is determined to take the postgraduate entrance examination and take the Literature and Arts major in our school. The classmate looked at her with that kind of eyes. The postgraduate entrance examination was a battle. With her grades and will, who could she fight? Sure enough, I didn’t even get into the interview in the first year. Then I took the exam and passed the exam the next year. The instructor she chose was Qiangzi's doctoral supervisor, the same sect as him. In the first year of the postgraduate entrance examination, I saw him from time to time in the cafeteria and in the corridor, but I never talked to him. Sometimes I go to the doctoral salon, mainly to see him, just to put pressure on myself. She found that in an environment with mediocre values, Qiangzi spoke specially. Once, the sentence "A man's language is a man's voice" suddenly popped up in her mind. She couldn't remember who said it. The next year, she left the campus, rented a house outside, prepared for the exam while working, and only slept for four or five hours a day, like a chicken blood, and she was inexhaustible.
htmlOn June 6, she received an admission letter from the school’s admissions office, and was as happy as the silly son of the landlord’s family. In her bag, there was a notice and the envelope. Now, she was not guilty or hesitant. When she saw him, she simply said: Qiangzi, I always admire you. Then, starting from the 18-year-old adulthood, he told him the whole story. She wanted to go back to the dormitory to beautify her lips, scrub her eyebrows, blow her head, and change into that light blue skirt to show up at her best. After taking a few steps, I changed my mind again. It’s better to face it naked. Naturally, the truth is what I want.She went to the teacher information room of Wenxin Building first. Qiangzi was not there, and then went to the dormitory again, and the door was locked. She came out, walked into the shade of the tree in front of the dormitory, and waited for him. From noon to evening, he didn't come back and knocked on the door of his dormitory again. There was someone in the dormitory this time. The classmate said that Qiangzi was contacting work outside all day and had to have dinner with someone at night and would come back very late. At that moment, in her heart, Qiangzi fell to the ground, and his ordinary aura made her feel particularly friendly.
That night, she had insomnia and the curtains were bright, so she simply opened them. When the morning light came in, she felt sleepy.
Small birds cried into dreams. When she woke up, she saw an lark on the iron railing of the balcony outside the window, chirping, like flowing water. Suddenly, my mood was clear.
After she washed up, she entered the campus from the east gate. At this time, the sun was rising, and there were people in groups of three or three running along the rubber track in the playground. No hadron. She knew that he would practice morning, and the wind and rain would be fine. Maybe I came back too late at night and took a break early in the morning. She walked around the sidewalk outside the playground and headed towards his dormitory.
In fact, at this time, he had passed away for two hours. When the rising sun emerges from the horizon to the east, the sun shines directly on Chongshan Street. At this time, he ran out of the west gate of the school, crossed the street from the zebra crossing to Bailing Park opposite. An Porsche sports car raced in the sun and knocked him away. He never leaves school for morning exercises, so no one knows why he went to Bailing today.
When she got the accurate news, it was the peak of work when she arrived outside the west gate of the school. Two traffic flowed past Chongshan Street, and it seemed that nothing had happened. The noise instantly erased the scene of the car accident. (Author Hong Zhaohui)
