Many times, people are lucky, for example, me.
1.
When I got home, Lin Xue was watching TV. The TV was playing a long and monotonous plot, and a faint smell of Chinese medicine floated in the room.
"Brother Hao, have you eaten?" Lin Xue stood up happily and took my bag and coat, and asked me while hanging it in the closet.
I changed into home clothes and washed my hands, stood beside her, stretched out my long arms and hugged her hard, "Have you taken the medicine?"
"I didn't take it, it's too bitter." She was in a low mood.
"I'll go and heat it up for you, be good."
I skillfully took out a small aluminum pot to heat up and poured a bag of black Chinese medicine in. After a while, the medicine soup began to bubble. Turn off the heat, poured it into a small bowl, and took it out.
Lin Xue pouted reluctantly, gritted her teeth and drank a bowl of black soup, raised her neck and drank it.
closed his eyes, frowned, and grinned, handed me the bowl, "Brother Hao, hurry up, bitter, bitter, Tangtang." I quickly stuffed a big white rabbit in my hand into her mouth.
When Lin Xue gradually stretched her eyebrows, I had already taken the bowl to wash in the kitchen. The water from the faucet poured down, and the black foam in the bowl disappeared after a while.
I looked at the bowl in the pool and fell into deep thought.
Lin Xue and I are college alumni, and I am one year older than her. She was the last one to arrive at the school party. She saw her smiling in from afar. A few male classmates started to urge and punish the wine. She was not annoyed. She raised her cup with a smile and dried it all. Then someone started to urge her to continue. She acted coquettishly and stuck out her tongue. It was no longer possible and she couldn't drink it. Then everyone gave up.
From beginning to end, I found that she was smiling all the time, with a dimpl on one side of her cheek, which made me palpitations . When I went back, I took her back to the dormitory on the excuse of being with her.
From then on, I often looked for her. There was a board report today and an event tomorrow. I am a member of the student union, and she accepted it happily.
My father passed away very early, and my mother took me to grow up alone. Maybe because of her introverted and tolerant character since childhood, I envy those who love to laugh. Lin Xue is like a beam of light, illuminating my heart. With her, her heart is warm and full of strength.
Later I found out that Lin Xue’s parents were divorced and her mother brought her up. The common experience made me feel pity for her again. In the second semester of my sophomore year, I confessed to her.
It was snowing at that time, and I accompanied her to take her back to the dormitory after work. She was wearing a white down jacket, a big red scarf, and long hair shawl. Under the lights on campus, the shadows of trees swayed and the lights swayed, making her look more and more charming.
I walked behind slowly and hesitated for a long time. Lin Xue, can I be my girlfriend?
She was stunned and turned around, "Brother Hao, are you serious?"
"Yes, I promise to be nice to you in the future and make you happy." I quickly cursed and made a wish.
She stopped, her eyes curled with crescent smile, "Okay, I agree."
I hugged her, my nose sore, and somehow she actually cried.
She called me carefully, Brother Hao, what's wrong with you?
"It's okay, I'm so happy," I wiped my face and sniffed.
That's it, I'm in love with Lin Xue.
She is like a child, cute and agile, so I spoiled her hard.
We got married the year she graduated.
She and I are both from the town, and our family conditions are just like that, and everything depends on ourselves.
The clothing design she learned, and I learned mechanical automation.
Just got married, we rented a house and could be said to be poor.
She devoted herself to work, and her salary increased a few times in three years. I started a business with my classmates. It started very hard at first, but gradually improved. Later, I worked alone and my business grew bigger and bigger.
Later I bought a car and a house.
We got married for ten years in a flash and we started preparing for pregnancy, but we didn’t move for two years.
We went to the hospital for examination, and the doctor said that Lin Xue's fallopian tubes are naturally narrow and are not easy to conceive.
We went to several more hospitals, and the same result. Later, I found an old Chinese doctor and took Chinese medicine every day.
Lin Xue insisted on drinking herself. When she saw her holding the baby on the road, she looked envious. I knew she wanted a child more than me. I knew how bitter it was when I smelled the medicine, so I coaxed her to drink it every day.
"Brother Hao, there is a phone number." Lin Xue called me in the living room, and I quickly came out of the kitchen and opened my phone.
"Brother Hao, aunt is in a bad situation." Xiao He's anxious voice came from the other end of the phone.
"You find a night shift doctor first, I'll come here right away."
My mother was diagnosed with liver cancer this year and has been hospitalized with me. Xiaohe was the nurse I hired. I heard that her family was poor and dropped out of school to work in the city.
I hurried out and it was already 10 o'clock when I arrived at the hospital. Xiaohe was standing at the door of the ward from afar and looked around, "Brother Hao, the doctor has come, I was scared to death just now."
2.
I patted her and entered the ward.
My mother had chemotherapy and she was very weak. Seeing that I was coming, I signaled to me that I had something to say.
I quickly squatted on the head of my mother's bed, and my mother signaled to help her up again. After finally doing it, my mother was already out of breath.
"Hao'er, the only thing that mom can't let go is that you don't have a man or a woman, and no one cares when you are old."
"Mom, it's okay, Xue'er is taking medicine to prepare for pregnancy"
has been taking medicine for a year, and it seems that this is difficult to cure.
"Now that medicine is developed, you should take good care of yourself and wait for your grandson to hold your grandson"
"It's hard." My mother began to wipe her tears again.
My mother coaxed her to sleep, Xiaohe also lay down, and I was about to go home.
"Brother Hao, will you go back so late?" Xiaohe called me.
I looked back at her, she lie on her side and looked up at me, why did I see a hint of shyness on her face?
The heating in the ward was full, and her face was blushing like an apple. There was a narrow bed in the ward, and Xiaohe was one with a recliner, so I didn't go back to sleep on the floor. I muttered in my heart and left.
The next night, when I arrived at the ward, my mother actually told me this.
"No, mom, you don't mess around." I quickly refused.
"Hao'er, I've agreed that the child has given birth to two Qing Dynasties, why can't it be? Otherwise, my mother will die with her eyes open." My mother began to wipe her tears again.
I had to agree to my mother for some consideration.
When I left the ward, Xiaohe looked shy and wanted to send me off. I stared at her and agreed.
One day after a year, I came back from a business trip and just entered the office and sat down.
Lin Xue pushed the door open and came in.
"Xue'er, why are you here?"
She said silently, looked at me firmly, sat down opposite me, and handed me a file bag.
I touched my head and looked at her. I opened the file bag, an earring and a lipstick. My heart started to panic. Finally, I took out a slender object. I looked at it for a long time before I realized it was pregnancy test stick , with the two red lines on it dazzling.
My head buzzed, and I was so nervous.
Looking at Lin Xue again, she was already in tears.
I quickly closed the door and squatted beside her, "Xue'er, I'm sorry, my mother forced me, I can't help, I'll let her disappear immediately."
Xue'er cried so hard that she was so angry that she was speechless, "Zhang Hao, we have been together for 11 years, I trust you, I drink medicine every day, stomachache .
The first time I found an earring in your car, I didn't care, and the second time I found a lipstick, I comforted myself that it was a misunderstanding, but this morning, I saw a bag in the drawer in the car, and a pregnancy test stick was placed naked, I knew I could no longer turn a blind eye to myself."
Looking at Lin Xue crying like a child, her little face wrinkled, her nose and tears flowed, and my heart was broken.
I quickly knelt down and sweared.
"Xue'er, believe me, I love you, my mother forced me, I was lucky, I felt that I would be happy after giving birth, and I will let her disappear now."
I carefully coaxed Xue'er, sent her home, and lay down. I hurriedly drove out.
As soon as he knocked on the door, Xiaohe's excited face showed off. “Brother Hao, here we come."
I entered the room with a calm face, Xiaohe behind me followed, I turned my head and slapped her hard, "Bitch, how did you agree at the beginning? "
" Brother Hao, are you hitting me? "Xiaohe covered her face and looked at me with aggrieved look.
"Why did you secretly put things in the car? You promised not to destroy my family. "I was furious.
" Haha, she found out. I thought she was a fool, and she hadn't made any noise after so long. She is a hen that can't get out, why don't she get out? "
" I told you that Lin Xue and I will live our lives, so you can't destroy us. "
" Brother Hao, I like you. "Xiaohe came up and pulled me.
I was furious and threw her away, "You clean up, and now go to the hospital for surgery to remove the child,"
" No, I won't go, Xiaohe started crying.
I pulled her away irritably, no, you violate the agreement and you must take off the child,"
stalemate. Seeing that my attitude was firm, Xiaohe stood up silently and went to the room to pack up.
I sat in the room, thinking of Lin Xue crying so hard that she was heartbroken, and my heart was like digging, and it hurt tightly without any hesitation. I covered my head.
My mother was lying on the hospital bed and said that the Zhang family had no descendants, and she had no face to see her ancestors, and then did my job, asking me to give birth to a child through the belly.
The object of giving birth to a child through the belly is Xiaohe.
I waved my hand as soon as I heard it. No. Lin Xue knows it is amazing.
My mother said she wouldn't know. Xiaohe gave her money when she gave birth to a child, she disappeared, and the child stayed, without knowing it.
I never agreed.
But since I said it, my mother has forced me every day. Xiaohe also looked shy and very well-behaved when she saw me.
On the day my mother was discharged from the hospital, she wanted to go back to her hometown. I had to send her back. Xiaohe said she was going to take care of her for a few days, and my mother also said she couldn't live without Xiaohe.
That's it, I took my mother home with Xiaohe.
Unexpectedly, second That morning, I actually slept with Xiaohe.
Xiaohe said that she liked me the first time she saw it. He was willing to give birth to a child for me and not disturb my family.
I am a man. It is fake to say that I am not moved in the face of temptation, but I love Lin Xue, I can't do this.
But Xiaohe swears that she will never disturb my family, I was shaken.
To be honest, I am 40 years old. When I saw my classmates taking their children out, it is fake to say that I don't envy.
My mother called and said that Xiaohe The day when ovulation period arrived, I After hesitating for a long time, I still went there after gritting my teeth.
3.
Xiaohe is pregnant. My mother is so happy that she said that she has recovered most of the illness.
I am both expecting and afraid.
I took Xiaohe over and rented a house for her.
monthly prenatal check-up.
I thought, without knowing it, but she actually had the intention to be on the rise.
was thinking, and my phone rang. When it turned out to be my mother, "Hao'er, you are going to piss off my child, why do you want Xiaohe to abort the child? "
As soon as I heard this, I knew it was Xiaohe who communicated with my mother.
"Mom, no, Lin Xue knows, I can't part with her. I refused.
"I'm going to do something wrong." My mother begged me on the phone.
I was indifferent. I didn't expect that Xiaohe looked at her honest and honest, with so many flowers, so she couldn't stay. I clenched my fists.
The doctor said that the month was getting older and the miscarriage was seriously injured. Xiaohe looked at me with a sad face and insisted on undergoing the operation.
I hired a nurse for her, and she pulled me, Brother Hao, you are so cruel.
I tried my best to shake her away. It was you who forced me. You covet my home, and I definitely can't tolerate you.
She let go silently and stared at me with a resentful look on her face.
Since then, Lin Xue has never taken Chinese medicine again and she firmly demands a divorce.
No matter how I beg her, she won’t do it.
I know it hurt her heart, and she said she couldn't tolerate sand in her eyes. She lost weight uncontrollably and lost a lot of hair. I felt so distressed.
I told her, I will stay with you for the time being, give us a year and give me a chance, and she agreed.
I took Lin Xue to school, and we walked hand in hand on the campus together. In the familiar environment, thinking of Lin Xue who was so smiling back then, and the poor boy who had nothing, she was willing to work hard and work hard to live a hard life with me. Looking at her beside her, there were a little wrinkles in her eyebrows and eyes, and her complexion was not the same as the red apples back then. I couldn't help but feel sore. I sucked my nose and squatted down. Lin Xue lay silently on my back. She became much lighter and thinner. I walked slowly. It was early autumn, and half-yellow leaves fell from time to time on the tree-lined path.
After a while, I felt a piece of wet on my back, and Lin Xue was sucking her nose, "Brother Hao, let me down."
walked to the snack street, and the air was filled with the smell of food. Lin Xue's eyes lit up and she pulled me forward. It turned out to be her favorite chestnut. When she looked up, she saw that the female boss was still there.
She skillfully packed a small half bag of chestnuts, and weighed it on it, 10 yuan. I quickly scan the code with my mobile phone.
, you look so familiar, the female boss looks cheerful.
"Yes, I graduated from this school." Lin Xue smiled,
"I remember, you are the dimpled girl who has three or two chestnuts every day," the boss suddenly realized.
"Yes, I only bought three taels," Lin Xue smiled.
"Haha, you are married, it's so good, where is your fate? Come on, I'll decorate you. The boss wants to put some chestnuts on it again, Lin Xue hurriedly stopped him.
In the end, I couldn't resist it, so I put some.
I was carrying a bag, Lin Xue leaned on me, and ate chestnuts one by one leisurely. I felt as if I was back in the past, and I couldn't help but feel a lot of emotion.
people, as I walked, I was easily forgetful and forgot the way I came. I didn't know when, and I was lucky enough to almost lose Lin Xue. Fortunately, she was still by my side. Thinking of this, I couldn't help but hug Lin Xue tightly.
After that, I turned down many dispensable evening banquets and tried to accompany Lin Xue.
Since then, Lin Xue was discouraged and stopped drinking Chinese medicine. I told her that let the fate be, we will be the greatest happiness together.
Lin Xue has no expectations of her previous requests and has put it down. Her condition is getting better and better.
His smile on her face, and the dimples are on her cheeks again.
4.
On the morning of the weekend, Lin Xue said to go to the vegetable market to buy some vegetables. It was 9 o'clock when I packed it up, so we went out together.
The vegetable market has to cross a driving lane. She was chattering about yesterday's TV plot. I pulled her with a smile on my face and walked forward slowly.
"Brother Hao, be careful. "As soon as I looked up, a black car rushed straight towards me.
is too close and too hurrying. I didn't have time to hide. I subconsciously went to block Lin Xue, but she was faster than me. She pulled me back hard and ran towards the car. With a "coaxing", Lin Xue fell down like a broken bag, and my world collapsed.
sat outside the rescue room, my heart was cut like a knife, and tears were falling like rain.
Doctor and I said, they tried their best, can Lin Xue wake up, depending on the situation.
The same eyebrows and eyes, the same face, Lin Xue was sleeping pale on the hospital bed, motionless, and I cried heart-wrenchingly.
I pushed the business and stayed with Lin Xue with all my might.
The doctor said that a good massage and talking to the patient could stimulate her to wake up as soon as possible, so I did it meticulously.
When the police called me, I was writing for Lin Xue to go to college.
The police said that the owner of the car was found.
people, one step is wrong.
I saw Xiaohe in the detention center. She cried with tears in her face. She said she liked me and thought she could get on the right track. But I was so cruel. The child was 4 months old and asked her to abort the child.
After aborting the child, she went to see my mother, and my mother also blamed her for being indifferent. Stop her anger, she was even more discouraged and had no work.
She felt resentful when she saw Lin Xue and I reconciled.
That weekend, she helped others to rent out. When she saw the sunny look of us, she was even more angry when she thought of her situation, so she drove over.
It was originally hitting me, but Lin Xue tried her best to protect me, so she stepped on the accelerator under her feet.
I have nothing to say, I taste the bitter fruits I make myself.
When my mother called to talk about things, I was very impatient, but I had to listen and coax it without comment.
I asked her for care and kept her medicine every day, and her health was a little better than before.
Half a year later, my mother was critically ill and I cried so hard that I could not rush over by myself. My mother said, Hao'er, I know you hate mom, I'm sorry. When Lin Xue woke up, she said sorry to her on behalf of her. Mom thought she had done something wrong, and she harmed others and herself.
You see you are thin. My mother feels distressed now. As long as you are well, I will feel relieved.
After my mother left, I accompanied Lin Xue every day. When I talked about the emotional place, I cried, and Lin Xue would cry. The doctor said that she would wake up at any time in her current state.
Just like now, I was giving her a massage while talking about college. Lin Xue moved his hands. I quickly looked at her. Her eyes opened, and she looked confused. I excitedly called her, Xueer, I am Brother Hao.
