I am also the woman Mr. Lin rescued from Fengyue with all his might.
was later taken to water prison for torture, he was too lazy to give him a look.
He said he likes red cheongsams.
I came out of the water prison, and the woman in a red cheongsam was sitting on his desk.
I have been together for five years, and I think there is always some affection.
But if he really fell in love with me, how could I be replaced by someone so easily.
1
I may be Stockholm .
was imprisoned for 48 hours and was humiliated and never said that Mr. Lin was not bad.
was released and reported to him for safety. The female secretary wearing a red cheongsam sat on his desk, buried her head in his arms, and her lipstick was rubbed.
Mr. Lin is not a good person, he started his career by opening a casino and a nightclub.
In recent years, pharmaceutical factories have opened to cover up production of ephedrine, smuggled northern Myanmar to produce drugs, and monopolized the southwest market.
Mr. Lin and his team are doing business of licking blood from the edge of the knife. When they indulge in, they seem to be the end of the world and are more casual about women.
I heard that Mr. Lin had a wife in Hong Kong. She followed him at the age of 17 and gave birth to a pair of children. Later, he had another woman in the mainland, and said she didn't want her, so she didn't want it.
When Mr. Lin was rising, he pressed my shoulders and gnawed my neck with red eyes, saying that I was his only one, and saying that he wanted everything I had.
When he said this, he should be sincere, but unfortunately, this sincerity lasted so short that it was described as a shocking glance, which was still redundant.
2
I was imprisoned, and it was Mr. Lin’s boss Jiang Tingyun called me.
Because I let a undercover anti-drug police officer .
I thought the water prison was just water, but after I went in, I realized that the water was introduced from the cesspool. When people stood in, leeches drilled straight into their thighs. The feces flooded the neck, and the water mosquitoes jumped up.
I stood in that lump for 48 hours, and I couldn't hold on and fell down, and I was caught when I was about to drown.
Jiang Tingyun's white leather shoes walked in front of me, and his fingers stuck my throat. He asked me if the police were let go, if Mr. Lin was instructed, and if I was undercover.
I struggled and said it had nothing to do with Mr. Lin, it was all my own actions, and I fell in love with the policeman.
Jiang Tingyun kicked off my chin with one kick.
The undercover drug policeman I let go was dragged over - but he didn't escape.
Jiang Tingyun shot his head in front of me, and red blood and white brains splattered all over me.
I was so scared that I was mentally ill. I hugged my head and screamed, shrinking straight into the corner.
The psychiatrist beside Jiang Tingyun whispered: "She is not an undercover agent, and it is impossible for the undercover agent to be so fragile."
Jiang Tingyun had no expression on his face, squatted down and wiped the brain on his leather shoes, and asked someone to put me back and hand it over to Mr. Lin for treatment.
"If Lin Heng had the courage to rebel against me for her, she would be worth living." After
was released, I immediately asked Mr. Lin to report his safety. The female secretary wearing a red cheongsam sat on his desk, buried her head in his chest, and the lipstick on her mouth was rubbed.
I want to come, it's not worth it.
3
If I had no Stockholm, I wouldn't have fallen in love with a man like Mr. Lin.
I met Mr. Lin in a nightclub.
I am a lady.
I was thrown here because I offended the city's "Sun Xiaoguo" - when he wanted to insult me, he bit off his ear.
For this matter, his subordinates almost beat me to death. My spleen ruptured and I was in a coma for three days and three nights, but they didn't let me go.
I was thrown into a nightclub. He asked me to satisfy some men's special hobbies, saying that I would not let me live for three months.
That day I was arranged by him to entertain a foreigner for Mr. Lin. The foreigner relied on Mr. Lin's inability to understand English and was smart and chattering at him.
I almost shivered all over my body and translated those words to Mr. Lin intact.
is obvious, I'm trying to please.
Mr. Lin's cigarette shot twice on the table: "Use English?"
"Not stop," I looked up at him, and I tried my best to hide the begging in my eyes, or to try to maintain the last trace of self-esteem, "Sir, I don't just understand English, I will learn to understand what you need."
"Interesting," Mr. Lin took a sip of the cigarette, "But it's just a little cleverness."
The tears I held on my shoulder suddenly fell down in the blink of an eye.
I know this is my only chance to escape from death.
I knelt down and put my hands on his knees, my head was very low: "Save me, sir, please."
"Wouldn't it be better?" Mr. Lin patted my face, "Women shouldn't be too strong."
Many years later, I was thinking that if I hadn't been so strong at that time, and hadn't bit off the devil's ears, but obeyed him, maybe he would have been tired of playing in a few months, and I wouldn't have fallen into this day.
4
My family is not in good condition. My mother is taking drugs, she is skinny and bony, and her family is barely covered in the walls, and she becomes a dog without a backbone.
When I was a child, I hated her very much: Why do other children have Barbie ? I don’t have it? Why can other children line up and be organized by the teacher to watch movies? I can’t get that one piece and two cents.
When I understand why, I only have shame left in my whole life.
I had to stand on the podium, step on my self-esteem on my feet, and uncover the scars over and over again to show my peers the holes in my family, hoping to get the little bit of scholarship under my pity. Later, my mother was taking drugs and I didn’t even have a scholarship - everyone knew that poisonous insects could not be saved, and no one was willing to help such a family.
Until now, I can't remember how many times my mother kneeled at my feet and slapped herself over and over again, saying that she would quit, she would definitely quit, begging me to give her another chance. How many times have she been lying on the small and cramped bathroom of my house, like an hedgehog with only her belly exposed. There was a faint yellow remaining on the tin foil around me, steaming little by little, and my life was burned out.
But my mom is actually quite pitiful.
She and my father and I had a childhood sweetheart. After getting married, they gave birth to me and came out of that barren mountain village together. The world outside is full of bright lights and wine, and the smell of temptation is everywhere. My dad is very angry and unwilling to be mediocre. My mom is an old-style housewife who can't keep up with him. He soon got together with a rich widow with his son.
Soon after, I abandoned my mother and me and married a widow.
If it's just like this, it's fine, we'll admit it.
But he married someone else and came to harass my mother. My mother is also an inexperienced person and is trapped by love. I believe he has no choice but to have a hard time and become his outdoor room.
The widow was mentally fragile and couldn't get sick after knowing this.
But her son is not easy to mess with. He has been a street gangster since he was a child. When he grew up, he has set up red light districts and casinos. He is notorious in our area. He is so angry that he bullied us mother and daughter in different ways.
His name is An Yang, which is very harmful. He asked someone to put drugs in the mineral water my mother drank.
Our lives are just stepped into the mud and never turned over in our entire life.
5
18 years old, I was admitted to Peking University .
The city rewarded 8,000 yuan.
8,000 pieces are like a piece of sky light torn out in eternal night, making me feel that my muddy life can continue and have a future until I went home after finishing the tutor that day, I saw the drawer being pried out, and the 8,000 pieces in the lock disappeared.
My mother’s problem has been dealt with again, right?
Mom was holding a chicken, pushing open the door and whispering my name: "Lele."
I turned my head and smiled, and I said, why don't you die?
I said mom, when I was very young, I often heard you say you love me, and I believed it. If you love me, why don’t you die?
Do you know how I came here over the years? I don’t have a friend, I live in a shameless corner like a bed bug, and my classmates will walk around when they see me.
I pointed at myself and said I was a girl, mom. I covered my face with my hands, and tears fell like rain. I said, "I'm not working hard enough or not outstanding enough?" I have tried my best to live. I was admitted to Peking University and I have tried my best. But why is my life a piece of shit?
I sat on the ground, as if my bone marrow was removed with a needle, it was soft.
I was powerless to twitch, and smiled bitterly with my head down, saying that I was really a piece of shit.
Mom stood there, saying nothing, and the night fell to her entire face swallowed up.
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When I saw my mother again, she was lying in the mud and water on the ground.
An rear eight rounds of crushed her, crushing her into a pool of bloody mud.
The rain fell.
The red smear on the ground winds into a stream, and then gradually gathers together and finally covers the sky.
Later I looked at the surveillance camera and saw that my mother seemed to be drunk that night, staggering, walking on the street with bright lights and wine.
She stretched out her hand and smiled at everyone coming and going.
A car drove over eight wheels in the rear, and the dazzling headlight hit her face. She had no intention of hiding and stood there and laughed.
The harsh sound of the brakes was like a song of the kingdom of heaven. She stepped into a piece of silver and hidden in the glory of the ground.
Later I found out that my house was thief that day. The drawer was pried by the thief, and the 8,000 yuan was also taken away by the thief. It has nothing to do with my mother.
I knelt on the ground and couldn't help but retching.
I can't forgive myself for the rest of my life.
After my mother passed away, the insurance company compensated me 300,000 yuan.
When I was cleaning up the dilapidated and deserted home, the initiator An Yang led a group of people to break in, kicked me, and then pulled out the 300,000 yuan, and tore it in front of me: "What is this? One arm of your mother's bitch? One leg?"
I was like a leopard with a hammered head, jumping up roaring and knocking him into the mud and water.
An Yang got up and slapped me hard. He suddenly pinched my chin and smiled, "Su Le, I find you look pretty. Come, let me try it for you brothers." As he said that, he came to take off my clothes and I bit off his ears.
Later I was beaten and threw it into a nightclub. Later, I met Mr. Lin.
Mr. Lin investigated a little and knew about An Yang's holiday. He glanced at me and sneered: "He is a strong personality."
7
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After being rescued by Mr. Lin in a nightclub, I thought he would ask me to spend the night with him, just like thousands of men in this world, if you save a woman, you will have to make her pay something.
Mr. Lin also saw my wince and smiled.
Mr. Lin said, look at your unpromising look. Don’t think too much if you are a little bit young. Do your business well. A woman’s value is more than just a little bit of body. Although you are a woman, first of all, you are a human being.
I have remembered this for many years.
For me, Mr. Lin is a good person. He sponsored me to go to college. I worked in his pharmaceutical factory during the summer vacation. My major is clinical medicine . I also know a lot about pharmaceuticals. So I followed the factory’s masters to intern and participated in the development of several new drugs.
I am very happy.
showed off to Mr. Lin a little arrogantly.
Mr. Lin sighed that when people live in this life, they are at a loss and support, they must give their lives some meaning.
My eyes were dull and I said, Brother Lin, you know my affairs, I think my life is meaningless. I just want to take revenge now, I just want to kill An Yang. I can't find any other meaning except this.
Mr. Lin thought about it and said that you are developing new drugs now, aren’t you very happy? If you really can't find the meaning, then save the world and save people first.
Save the world and save people.
is a great ideal.
If I can save myself one day, I will devote my life to save the world and save people.
The rumors about Mr. Lin outside have not been very good in recent years.
They said that he was a street gangster at the age of thirteen or fourteen, fighting and not paying for small vendors’ things, eating a bully meal. Later, he got a woman’s belly bigger and even pretended to fall in love with female students in school, seducing or forcing them to prostitution to earn money for him. I don't believe this.
I don't believe he is such a person. Everyone next to
laughed at me and said that you are a simple student girl. Mr. Lin acted very well in front of you, because he was afraid of scaring you. But you can't see his irregular side. Everyone next to
joked and said that Mr. Lin really liked me.
I don't know.
I think if Mr. Lin likes me, he will definitely say clearly that it is natural for men to love women to love, and there is nothing difficult to say. Unfortunately, he hasn't said it in the past few years, so I think he doesn't like it.
8
The first time I felt Mr. Lin’s violence was when he helped me deal with An Yang.
He asked An Yang to lie on the golf course, holding golf in his mouth, and then he raised the pole and played the ball. His figure was elegant and natural.
The golf club drew a perfect arc in the blue sky, but it barely brushed through An Yang's mouth and went into the hole with one shot.
An Yang, who had been cleansed up, had his nose and swollen face, was so scared that he peed his pants.
Mr. Lin took the white towel handed by the waiter and wiped his hands. He greeted me. He smiled, "Ale, my skills are so good. I heard that your golf ball is not good. I am more than enough to be your coach." As he said that, he handed me the golf club, "Come on."
The moment I grabbed the club, An Yang recognized me and shivered. His tears and snot flowed down his face, and his pants were wet. He sobbed, but he didn't dare to say a word. I could see dodging and begging in his eyes, and it felt sad and ridiculous.
people, when doing bad things, they should think of a day when they will be in a downturn.
I raised the club, and my mother was crying and begging me to give her another chance. At the last eight wheels whizzed past, and the wheels were covered with shocking flesh and blood.
I didn't give her that last chance.
The golf club I raised slid past like lightning, but it was just an inch before An Yang's cheek. I opened my eyes and tears flowed down silently.
I think I am quite ridiculous. I was forced to have no way out by such a person back then.
My club barely stopped. I think An Yang and I are different. I am not the same type of person.
I closed my eyes and said, "Call the police, Brother Lin."
Mr. Lin smiled and took the golf club from my hand, and looked at An Yang's face and hit it hard, until the club was covered with bright red blood, hitting him until he was dying, only breathing out, but no breathing in. Until I hugged his waist, cried and begged him not to hit, and if he hit it again, he would die. He then put down the club, took the white towel and wiped his hands: "Sorry, Ah Le, to be honest, I don't want to hit people in front of you, I don't want you to see me like this. No matter what, I want you to think I am a good person. But I have some selfish intentions, I still want you to know who protected you and who helped you avenge this revenge."
I nodded with tears in my eyes, and I bowed incoherently and said, "Thank you, thank you, Brother Lin, I don't know how to repay you."
