When I was waiting for him to come back at my boyfriend's house late at night, I heard the recording on his tablet.
I realized that before he was with me, he had a lot of ridiculous things.
is just disguised too well, making me naively think that people from two worlds can be together. There are 2 segments in the recording of
.
Each paragraph is within 1 minute.
?
After listening calmly, his fingertips couldn't help but tremble.
For a moment, I felt like I was falling into an ice cellar.
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Almost at the same time, the bedroom door was opened.
is so focused that he doesn't hear his return.
"Why don't you turn on the light?"
Song Ci's tone was smiling.
I only turned on the desk lamp, lying on the bed again, and my hands were still on the APP where the sound was recorded.
This posture covers my face very well.
is almost out of control emotions.
"I came back quickly after finishing my work, but fortunately I didn't let you wait too long."
The next second, a cold wind lies on my body along with Song Ci's body.
's body trembled.
It’s early autumn.
Song Ci turned my face and turned my head gently when the kiss was about to fall.
fell on his cheeks. The moment the temperature disappeared, I suddenly got up and smashed the tablet at him. The edge of the protective shell scratched the corner of his eyes, and a strand of bright red suddenly oozed out.
sets off his beautiful eyes and is extremely charming.
"What are you doing?"
The moment before he came back, I felt that my hands and feet were condensed on the bed like they were filled with lead and could not move.
Just now, I don’t know where the strength comes from.
Maybe it was because the whole mind was filled with Song Ci's words.
"She is just having fun." When
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ran out, it was already raining, and the thunder was rumbling.
I only wore one nightgown.
The size of beans hits the body.
The coldness came, and the coldness on the body was not as deep as it was in the heart.
At this moment, I just want to escape from this place quickly.
randomly stopped a taxi. When he was about to get in, he was stopped by Song Ci who came running.
"Can you listen to my explanation?"
His voice was almost trembling.
I looked at him coldly, and water kept falling on my face. I could no longer tell whether it was tears or rain.
eyes were so sore and I didn’t have the strength to wipe it. I looked up and said, “Is it necessary?”
For a moment, I saw the reluctance and helplessness in Song Ci’s eyes.
The moment he closed the car door, his hand did not retract, and a muffled groan came.
Even though my heart suddenly twitched, I still sneered at him stubbornly: "Don't force me to hate you."
The taxi master stood up at the right time and said, "It will be a couple who will be quarreled for a few days. It's so heavy rain, don't catch a cold."
Maybe this is the sentence, or maybe Song Ci thought of something, he took a step back and stood quietly looking at me.
The hair was wet, strands were pressed on the forehead, the shirt and trousers were wet, and the feet were wearing home slippers.
Compared with the previous high spirits, he is in a very embarrassing moment.
Close the car door, and in the rearview mirror, he stood there until it shrank into a blurred black dot.
It was already the middle of the night when I returned.
took a hot shower and lay back on his familiar room. He didn't sleep well that night.
I only remember my head buzzing.
When I woke up the next day, I was still groggy.
curled up in a ball on the bed, and the phone suddenly vibrated.
I waited quietly for it to vibrate and disappear, and the cycle continued.
I don’t know how long it has passed, but there is finally no movement.
Even though I controlled myself and didn't think about anything, the words in the recording yesterday still came to my mind.
The first thing I heard happened on Christmas Day was 11 o'clock.
That day, I made an appointment with Song Ci to have dinner at noon, and he replied to me when he was about to get off work.
But he has to go home in the evening and it must end before 8 o'clock.
I counted the off-get off work card at 18:00:00 that day, and it didn't take more than a second.
even because he said he wanted to eat grilled fish , I lined up very early on my phone.
When he was eating, he was absent-minded.
I also asked him thoughtfully if he was in a hurry, so I might as well pack it up and forget it.
Song Ci held my hand and picked up food for me and let me eat slowly.
The tenderness in the eyes is not like pretending.
But I finished my meal at ten times speed and took a taxi back by myself.
After I got home, I told Tingting that he cared about me and that if there was such an urgent matter, I would have to have a meal with me and celebrate the festival.
Now I think about it, that's because Song Ci has another game.
I just had a meal with him that day, but some people had already gone to bed.
Even if you are a bed companion, your status is higher than mine.
I brought it to my phone.
dozens of missed channels and countless WeChat messages are all from Song Ci.
"Be good, if you want to call, you will answer the phone first."
"Those things happened before you."
"We have broken down, I can ask her to explain."
"Have you gone home? Contact me when I am here."
...
...
From the time I left last night, Song Ci has sent countless messages.
was read one by one, and then delete it with one click.
thought for a while, and I typed a paragraph: "Mail my stuff, thank you." As soon as
was sent, the video popped up.
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After I turned off, I set my phone to do not disturb.
Lying on the bed, looking at the ceiling, tears but I don’t know when the pillow was wet.
A heavy rain last night, and today it was sunny again. The changing weather was just like Song Ci's people.
My understanding of Song Ci is at a work docking meeting.
I had just graduated at that time. Although he was 5 years older than me, he was already the department director, young and promising, and elegant.
Compared with middle-aged men with big belly around, they can be said to be outstanding.
I fell into it with just one glance.
Taking advantage of the opportunity of work, I took advantage of the opportunity to show off my presence by Song Ci.
When you are young, you always have endless energy.
chased Song Ci for 2 years, and finally achieved the right result.
After a few months of ambiguous relationship, Song Ci finally typed the sentence I most hoped for in the late-night chat: "Be my girlfriend."
Even though there was no ceremony or phone number, I was really excited to sleep all night when I received this message on WeChat.
It was New Year's Eve that day, and he took the initiative to officially announce it on his circle of friends.
Tingting said that he had played enough and just happened to hit me. I can't play with this uncle.
I snorted coldly, and I will play with him anyway? I am young and I will not suffer any loss.
In love, whoever is serious first loses first, and I lose completely.
I thought I was more important in Song Ci's heart, otherwise why was I the only one by him?
Now I think it's just a signal released by Song Ci to hang me.
And I, because of this specious ambiguity, moths flew into the flames without any consequences.
In a trance, I heard the sound of the door opening outside.
And then, my room door opened.
That's Song Ci.
changed his clothes, and he looked clean and refreshing again, as if nothing had happened yesterday.
Just a band-tip was applied to his eyes scratched by the tablet, which was extremely inconsistent with his cold appearance.
But I couldn't control myself and my whole body trembled slightly.
"Don't come over." The voice of
spoke was hoarse.
"Did you catch a cold?"
Song Ci frowned slightly, and the concern in his words did not seem to be fake.
He was already raising his foot to walk in, but I yelled out with all my strength: "I said don't come over."
I used to think that if I love, I had to say it loudly, and if I didn't love, I would end vigorously, and the world would disappear.
Now I find that the decency that adults have to keep can't even say a disgusting word to the other person.
Looking at Song Ci's pale face, a hint of sadness appeared on his face, which was a look I had never seen before.
Of course, I have never met Song Ci too many faces.
He always looks gentle and gentle in front of me, keeping a distance from me at a distance of not far or near, but can release his passion in other girls.
Perhaps that is his truest side?
Is there countless times when Song Ci looked at me like a fool?
Simple, innocent, young.
A piece of white paper.
With Song Ci's life experience, how could he fall in love with a girl like me?
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"Be good, I touch you, do you have a fever?"
Thinking of Song Ci's hand touching me and other people at the same time.
A stream of uncontrollable air surged up and made me retching.
"Go away."
Maybe I was really disgusted, Song Ci stood at the door, and his eyes were red after light in .
"Don't torture yourself, okay?"
I realized that Song Ci's voice also showed a hint of hoarseness.
How long did he stand outside with heavy rain yesterday?
His hands... were indeed swollen, and the purple-red color was shocking.
I didn't say anything, my nose tip was sore.
turns around and leaves only a back for him, "You go, we are all calm."
It took me a long time to hear Song Ci's voice: "Breakfast is on the table in the living room, you must remember to eat."
Then there was a gentle sound of closing the door.
The whole room became quiet again, I closed my eyes and fell asleep again at some point.
Wake up and it was already afternoon. I turned on my phone and looked at it. There was Tingting's greetings.
and several WeChat messages sent by Song Ci.
"Qianqian, don't leave me."
"I will love you well to make up for my mistakes. Can you give me a chance?"
I remembered the day when I confirmed the relationship, I received a WeChat message from Song Ci in the early morning.
I thought that confession for the New Year was romance.
Insomnia for a full 8 hours, 480 minutes, 28800 seconds.
Every second, there is Song Ci.
Now, for a moment, I felt that my soul had left my body, and I was quietly watching my embarrassed self above.
It seems that the hard work I put into over the past few years is a joke.
struggled, and I looked at the lifeless face in the mirror and suddenly felt that it was not worth it.
After taking a shower, I changed into clothes pressed against the bottom of the cabinet.
suspender, short skirt, I tied my hair high, putting on my long-lost makeup.
And Song Ci, he likes me to be scattered on my shoulders, and likes me to wear a lady's skirt.
In order to cater to him, I even spoke softly.
Tingting happened to come back, and I told her everything that happened last night.
She scolded Song Ci for a long time, and then looked at me carefully: "Qianqian, I don't have any hindsight. I have been urging you and Song Ci before."
I know that Song Ci and I are originally from two worlds.
is my unilateral thought that I am young is capital, and it is all my fault, I admit it.
Qianqian looked at my dress: "It just so happens that you are fine today. Lin Hao and the others formed a game. Let's go together, don't worry about it."
I agreed without thinking.
In a small bar, we were having fun.
If it were Song Ci, he would not allow me to come to such a place.
I smiled self-deprecatingly and poured several bottles of wine in a row.
The result is that I am dizzy and want to go to the bathroom.
I was drunk and the floor was a little slippery, so I slid a little when I came out.
Then unfortunately, he rushed to the boy who was about to come in.
raised his eyes and glanced casually, exuding the temperament of Aquaman all over his body.
The eyes were staring at me with a touch of playfulness. Have you seen
?
Maybe I was too dizzy and I collapsed directly on him.
leaned against his ear and said vaguely, "Please send me to the 103rd booth."
ended up dead, and the man carried me out directly.
? ? ?
Then, I saw Song Ci at the door of the bar.
He had a cold face, his eyes flickeringly at me.
As soon as the cold wind blew, I woke up suddenly.
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I held the man next door's hand and shrank unnaturally.
Song Ci looked at the side with a warning meaning: "Why are you here?"
Recognizes it?
I looked up and looked at the man next to me.
The hair in front of him was tied up by him, so handsome and unruly.
There is also a tattoo on your arm, which is obvious at first glance. The school bully is not easy to mess with in school.
A smile curled his lips and looked down at me, but his eyes were bright: "Isn't you going to ask her?"
answered lazy and casually.
? ? ?
Song Ci pulled me over, took off his coat and wrapped me tightly.
"Nonsense."
I broke free from his arms, took off my clothes and threw them to him: "I don't know what Mr. Song is talking to me now?"
Song Ci frowned, and I saw that his fists were clenched.
While I was drunk, I looked at him sneered and said, "We have broken up, please respect yourself."
"I didn't agree."
"Your consent is not needed."
I turned around and walked in, but my wrist was pulled.
looked at Song Ci, and I said to him word by word: "Didn't Song forget what he said? Do you need me to remember it for you?"
His eyebrows were almost frowned in a line, and he looked at me with his lips pursed, but his hands didn't mean to let go.
"Didn't you say, I have nothing but being younger?"
was very nervous.
I continued: "I have nothing, but for the past 8 months with you, I didn't spend a penny more, and I didn't accept you a gift. Have I taken advantage of you?"
As I said, the grievances of the past two days suddenly surged into my heart, and tears flowed out again.
He panicked.
Step forward and reach out to help me wipe my tears.
I blocked it for a while and took a few steps back to look at him.
voice was crying: "Since you don't even look down on me, why should you reluctantly agree to me?"
"Sorry."
Song Ci's eyes were red, and his eyes were vaguely seeing the mist, and his hands were still holding my wrist tightly. There was a large piece of red at the
connection.
I sneered and used my other hand to spread his hand apart: "No need to say sorry, you are telling the truth, so let's split up together and split up together."
Tears hit my wrist, burning hot.
Yes, I have been working for three years and I am still renting a house with my best friend, but I work diligently and become a little supervisor.
And I didn't steal or rob him, and I didn't ask him about Song Ci's request for a penny.
Even if I go out for dinner, I ask AA. If he doesn’t accept me, he will return it with a gift.
But he said to others, I have nothing. Of course I understand what
implied.
He thinks I can't deserve him.
The second recording took place in early December last year.
I heard the girl in the recording echo him and said, "There are too many such girls. I thought I could suck the rich when I was young."
And he had no explanation.
confirmed that I am a gold-worship girl.
"Yes, will you give me a chance?"
Where was Song Ci standing, looking at me firmly, his voice choked.
I directly held the hand of the man next to me: "Sorry, I'm going to chase a new person, I won't be with you!"
avoids being exposed, so I turned around and pulled him away with great strength.
Who knew that he just wrapped me in his arms after entering.
looked down at me, his voice was deep and pleasant: "Then introduce myself, my name is Shen Hui."
I was stunned.
After a moment of looking at each other, he leaned over and kissed him directly.
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feels very soft and has a tobacco smell.
The brain stagnated for 5 seconds.
I pushed him away and covered my mouth: "What are you doing?"
He hooked my long ponytail, reached out to wipe away the half-dry tears from my face, and smiled.
has dimples!
Help!
I really like boys with dimples.
I used to foolishly launch a challenge to touch 99 male classmates' dimples in school.
is just that the sweetness of his dimples is very inconsistent with the tattoo on his arms.
He smiled and said, "Didn't you say you want to chase me? I agree.”
He clearly knew that I didn’t mean that!
I bowed my head speechlessly.
Then Tingting and the others were caught.
It is hard not to misunderstand our posture.
Lin Hao said, "Boss Shen, why are you free here today?"
Such a young boss?
At Lin Hao's instigation, Shen Hui and I were surrounded by me and returned to our booth.
I was forced to sit with Shen Hui.
Then I got it, Shen Hui had just graduated.
is a younger brother.
"What, I'm very disappointed?"
He lowered his head, and the heat made my ears itchy.
Think of the kiss just now.
My face burned.
How are I fucked? A 25-year-old elder sister was flirted by a younger brother?
It turns out that he is Aquaman.
Even if I work, I will take a detour when I see such a bad boy.
The music was loud, and he approached me: "You dare to provoke Song Ci, what are you afraid of?"
I cried.
How did he know what I was thinking.
I don’t really want to chase him.
moved the position and pulled me a little further from him. I can't afford to have a little brother like
.
"Forgot what happened just now."
asked.
picked up the phone on the table and looked at the time. I was about to pull Tingting to retreat.
Then Shen Hui took my phone and scanned the code to add his WeChat.
I'm really irritated.
What the hell is he going to do?
"I'm not drunk, I haven't forgotten, and said I want to chase, I agree, so now you are my girlfriend."
Then under my gaze, he pinned Song Ci's message and pinned his WeChat.
Finally, I was satisfied and stuffed my phone into my hand.
When I was still stunned.
He took the hair on my forehead back and smiled innocently: "Is it easy to chase me?"
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On the way back, Shen Hui sent a message: "I turn on the computer 24 hours a day, and I will report my safety to me when I go home."
It's irritating.
won’t have encountered bad love.
"Shen Hui is young, but you think, you have good energy in youth! Song Ci is 30." Tingting leaned on my shoulder and analyzed to me: "I am so handsome, even if I play, it's worth it."
Is this a fun thing?
This is a fatal thing!
And Shen Hui looked like that, I didn’t know how many girls were chasing her at school.
or there are many girlfriends who take turns to change.
I don’t know if Shen Hui was so angry today, or if he lost with his friends, he was betting on me.
But there is one thing I know, I don’t have the capital to fall in love with me at first sight.
stared at Shen Hui's avatar.
I went to flip through his circle of friends with a humble hand.
Handsome guys are handsome guys, they are indeed empty. The moment when
returned, Shen Hui sent another message: "Are you staring at my avatar in a daze? (Dog head expression)"
! ! !
is amazing.
He understands it very well.
shows extraordinary experience at first glance.
I directly locked the screen without replying.
But my mind is in a mess.
Fortunately, , under the influence of alcohol , I slept quite soundly.
wake up at noon.
went out to prepare to wash, but Song Ci sat on the sofa.
Tingting was winking at me opposite.
I didn’t bring my phone!
Then I didn't wear underwear!
I ran back to the bedroom and changed into T-shirts and shorts.
stopped when he was about to open the door.
Why did Song Ci come again?
Are men like this? He doesn’t cherish it when you love him, and he is anxious when you are about to leave.
When I went out, I saw a large bouquet of roses next to him. What about
? What about this sweet critical strike?
I opened the door directly, leaned against it and pointed out, "I won't chat anymore, you can go."
calmly and restrained him, and when I heard my words, my face was covered with sinisterness.
I turned my head and didn't want to see him.
I used to think that his eyes could see through people at a glance.
But I hold a hot heart.
So, even now, I still have a clear conscience.
"I think I'm saying it's very clear. Mr. Song, it's a bit rude to you when you get involved again and again."
"That's about you before. I admit that I was a bastard at that time. I was wrong. I apologize to you. But if I did something wrong, can I change it? "
"Yes, what does it have to do with me if you change yours?"
" Do you have to talk to me like this? "
I laughed and hugged my arms with both hands: "What, do I still want to continue licking you?"
Song Ci was stunned for a moment, opened his mouth, and explained with a helpless look: "I...I don't mean that."
"No matter what you mean, it's boring now, please leave."
Song Ci stood up and walked over.
I was wrongly prepared to enter the house. The moment
interlaced, he hugged me: "I was wrong, sorry."
was not touched at all.
I remembered many times before, when I put my hot face on his cold butt, it was difficult to have a kiss and hug.
Other people’s boyfriends have surprises during the holidays, but Song Ci always uses work as an excuse.
Tingting said, he just doesn't love you, and I even asked for help saying that he is a daily life.
result, it’s not that they are really busy, they are just not busy with me.
For him, maybe I just had fun after getting tired of others.
Even now he suddenly realized and felt heartbroken after he wanted to change and ask me for forgiveness.
also means nothing.
"It's only one day, you've cuckolded me."
's voice is light and unspeakable and serious. It's Shen Hui.
Why did he come?
I will push Song Ci away immediately.
Shen Hui leaned against the door, looking lazy.
is just what I said just now, but it doesn't seem like a joke.
Shen Hui lifted up his eyelids and glanced at me, then reached out his hand.
me? ?
"Not to be led? You were not like this yesterday."
Save me, save me.
Song Ci's face was boundlessly dark, but Shen Hui smiled innocently.
Why don’t you kill me and give them both fun.
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decisive moment.
I pulled Shen Hui in and pushed Song Ci out.
Song Ci looked disbelief. The moment
closed the door, I met his eyes: "You are a decent person, really, stop pulling."
solved one.
There is another one in front of you.
leaned behind the door, and I looked at Shen Hui: "Tell me, brother, what do you want to do?"
Shen Hui walked closer to me.
I was nervous and held my feet on the ground.
"Afraid of me?" He raised his eyebrows.
I swallowed.
Why is his aura so big?
"Haha, joke, you are so young." I have been brave enough for myself.
"Have you tried it?"
The old face turned red and I whispered, "Why are you so good?"
"That's different." He smiled lazily.
Today he put his hair down and put it softly on his forehead.
Sweet dimples, you will be good at smiling.
is really two faces.
"What does it mean?"
Shen Hui reached out and touched my head: "In front of my girlfriend, you must be more honest. We must tell you early and both parties are ready to go." What are you preparing for?
I don’t look over and say, “Sister, I don’t play with my brother.”
“Then do I have to play with you?”
