Biyun goes to the vegetable market to buy vegetables every day after get off work. Today she comes out of the office and feels a burst of cold air that instantly penetrates her body and then invades the bone marrow. She can't help but sneeze. I just came from the south to the north and suddenly felt very uncomfortable with the cold here. Although I was a northerner, I still felt that the air in the south was better and the temperature was just right. Biyun is a person with cold , so she still likes to live in the south. She went to the south because of her husband, and now she has been transferred with her husband to this strange and remote place in the north.
After Biyun got home from shopping, she started to cook and cook, just waiting for her husband to come back from get off work to have hot meals. Biyun’s happiest thing was to have a chat with her husband about their work while having dinner. Biyun made the meal and stayed quietly at home waiting for her husband to get off work. But when she waited around, there was no one to see him. Biyun picked up her cell phone and called him, but no one answered him. The people in their company didn't know him. There was no other contact information, only her husband's phone number. Biyun made a lot of calls, but no one answered him. He sent a lot of messages, but no reply to the message. Biyun was a kind woman. If her husband didn't answer the phone, she thought to the disadvantages and thought something had happened to her husband. She was always worried. Biyun was upset, restless, and had no intention of eating. She couldn't figure it out. Why didn't her husband call herself if she didn't come back? Or send a message?
It was not until after 11 o'clock in the evening that my husband came back drunk. Biyun asked him, "If you don't come back to have a meal, why don't you say to me? If you are drinking outside, why don't you say to me?" My husband immediately hugged her with guilt on his face and apologized to him: "I'm sorry, my wife, I forgot to tell you, I shouldn't have forgotten, but I just forgot. Sorry, a colleague came to the company, who was my subordinate. As the manager, I want to welcome her, and I made a temporary decision. I didn't have time to tell you, and my phone was silent later, so I didn't hear the phone or message you made." Although my husband apologized, Biyun felt quite uncomfortable.
Although this matter is not a big deal, Biyun feels uncomfortable every time she thinks about it. She has been married for 3 or 4 years, and her passion has long passed. Because her husband’s work is unstable, and her husband’s health is not very good (slow prostatitis), she cannot have children for the time being. The life of the two of them is like this. There are no surprises and no big conflicts so far.
After a while, one day, Biyun went to buy vegetables after get off work. She saw her husband talking and laughing with a woman, passing by not far away, and her husband smiled, "This girl should be a new colleague." According to her husband, the girl had just graduated and knew nothing, and her husband taught her step by step. I saw that the girl was small and delicate, with very white skin and a round face. Biyun remembered that her husband said that he liked girls with round faces. Biyun thought to himself: "Honey should like this girl."
Biyun has never seen her husband so excited, and has never seen him so talkative. In Biyun's memory, her husband is a person who is not good at speaking, even a little dull, a little irritable, and an angry young man. Biyun stared blankly at her husband talking and laughing with the woman, and her husband seemed so strange. Biyun thought about this period of time, her husband was much colder to her than before, and she saw him happy every time she got off work. Biyun felt that her husband's changes might be related to this new female colleague, but she couldn't follow him. Now she was just speculation and there was no evidence. Biyun felt very uncomfortable, and she felt very wronged, and tears burst out from her eyes. The next shopping and cooking were done in absent-mindedness. She didn't know what to do? "Will your husband come back and ask him? Or should I observe it for a while?"
Biyun was very confused and hesitant. Her husband came back from get off work, and there was also an excited smile on his face. In the past, Biyun was also infected when she saw her husband smiling, but now she couldn't be happy. She understood that her husband's happiness was related to another woman.Her husband didn't pay much attention to her, but just ate and smiled. Although her husband tried his best to hide his excitement, Biyun knew that her husband was no longer at peace with her sixth sense and had shifted her attention to the new female colleague.
Biyun felt very upset. He put it down after eating a few bites of food. He left the table and walked straight to the bed and lay down. Tears of grievance flowed silently. At this time, her husband began to notice her and noticed Biyun's abnormality. He came to the bed and saw the tears on Biyun's face, and asked him, "What's wrong with you?" Biyun didn't know how to speak, and didn't know how to solve this problem, but just kept crying. Her husband kept asking him, and Biyun expressed his grievances during this period and what she saw. My husband said, "You are too sensitive. She is just a colleague. Today we went to the project site together..." Biyun knew that her husband would not admit his love for his female colleague. This new female colleague had already left a shadow in Biyun's heart, but she was helpless, so she had to comfort herself.
Biyun never really was happy again. Finally, in a quarrel (actually the trivial matters in life), her husband refused to give in to her, scolded her loudly, and finally threw the door angrily. Biyun felt very surprised. According to convention, her husband should not have such a big reaction to such a small matter, and he would not run away from home.
This time Biyun resisted not contacting him. Even if the two met on the road, Biyun turned her face and ignored him. This is how men are. The more you treat him, the less he cherishes him. Only when you withdraw your kindness to him will he turn around to pay attention to you. Two days later, the man came back. Although he was just living with his colleagues, Biyun was not happy because she felt that the man's heart was no longer dedicated to her. She had ripples in her heart and was already disturbed.
Biyun doesn’t know where to go. If she divorces, would she be a little bit of a big deal? After all, there was no strong evidence. If he didn't get a divorce, he would never be able to overcome the hurdle in his heart. It was obvious that his husband had met someone he liked, but he had a engagement with Biyun. Besides, he was also a poor boy. Although he was a department manager, his salary was not much, and his family was very poor. The conditions did not allow him to divorce and remarry. But Biyun was struggling, should he withdraw and fulfill them?
