The light tore the shadow of the night apart, and the rays of sunlight illuminated every corner of the room, but it was unclear about the coldness from Sufang's heart.
She felt a little relieved when she listened to her daughter breathing evenly. I didn't close my eyes all night last night. My daughter had a high fever of 39.4℃. She took a taxi alone in the middle of the night to Children's Hospital for to hang in the emergency room. She lined up to draw blood and pay for the fee to prescribe medicine and infusion. After returning, she was afraid of getting a fever again, so she stared at her all night and measured her daughter's body temperature from time to time. You should know that she is more than six months pregnant, and she is exhausted at this time, but she has no sleepiness.
On the ground, Sufang's husband Zhou Minghao made a snoring sound and humming from time to time, which was very annoying. A splash of vomit on the ground, the man fell asleep next to him, and there was a lot of sticking to his clothes. Another drunken day!
A burst of anger surged into the sky. Su Fang couldn't help but scold him, but her mind was searching for the most vicious words, but she could not express her disgust, anger and the most helpless disappointment at this moment. Finally, he just said fiercely, "Why don't you die!" In an instant, tears of grievance flooded my whole heart and I sat down on the ground dejectedly.
It is late autumn and the ground is very cold. Sufang doesn't want to pull the so-called husband in front of her, and she doesn't even want to cover him with a thin quilt. She just freezes and is freezing to death. I deserve it if I commit a crime!
is good. Her husband is an alcoholic, but unlike others who drink, he does not drink alcohol 23 days a month, works diligently, and loves his son. In the other 7 days, you will be drunk. During these 7 days, I only accompanied wine, never ate, wash my face, brush my teeth, or take a shower, or go to work. Except for going out to buy wine, I didn’t turn over when the sky fell.
No matter where you work, you must miss work for 7 days a month without reason, so you can't work for a long time and change jobs frequently. Because I almost didn't eat, drinking and I was hurting myself, I went to the hospital several times. Every time I swore to change my past, the result was still the same.
As Su Fang said, her husband's alcohol addiction is more accurate than that of women who have their periods. He comes every month, and every time is accurate for 7 days. He has to drink nearly 2 kilograms of white wine every day. 7 days may be the limit of his alcohol tolerance.
The second baby will be born soon, and the family will spend a lot of money. Zhou Minghao's second-rate work attitude makes life very difficult. Relatives from both sides also advised him, but Zhou Minghao was not grateful at all and even spoke harshly, and the scene collapsed. If Su Fang hadn't been careful with her parents and relatives, she would have been afraid that no one would be willing to interact with her now.
Sufang's parents asked her to divorce, but Sufang refused. Therefore, my parents didn’t contact her for a long time, and just said that they would not listen to their advice and save themselves.
No matter how hard she is, she has to bear it herself. She can no longer bear the heart-wrenching pain of leaving her child.
The first marriage was to marry far away. After the divorce, she was unable to raise the children. Her ex-husband quickly married a lover, so her son had to be taken care of by her grandparents. The little three-year-old boy cried and refused to let go of his mother's hand. When he was pulled away, Sufang's heart was about to break. It's been seven years. Whenever he thinks of the scene that day, Sufang regrets it. Why is it so cowardly and even harder to carry it? It was a kind of flesh and blood that was always raised by one hand. Suddenly, I lost my mother and had to live with my grandparents. How long would it take to get used to it? He was only three years old. I was free and free, but I destroyed the most innocent children. A thousand miles apart and poor financially, Su Fang didn't take much care of her children and rarely went to see her children. Her ex-husband was working outside and she almost never went back to visit her hometown. The poor boy, both of her parents were alive, but she was like having no father or mother.
You cannot recognize people with keen eyes before getting married, and you cannot make your family happy after getting married, and the children are not properly placed during divorce.
I am a complete loser. Is divorced to escape from suffering or escape from failure?
Sufang smiled sadly, her heart was higher than the sky, and her life was thinner than paper. If fate is like this, she will have to fight fate. Flowers in the greenhouse can bloom, but flowers on the cliffs can still bloom. Since she is born on a cliff, let her life be splendid in hardships!
Open the curtains and face the sun, let the warmth spread on your body and shine away the haze in your heart. At this moment, she no longer complains about life, she wants to live hard.
