1
I helped her walk out of the hospital.
"My child, my child!"
She was disheveled, crying and fussy, and would scratch and bite me from time to time.
I didn't dare to resist at all. I was timid, buried my head, laughed with him, lowered my voice, and kept saying nice things.
"Child!" She suddenly screamed, broke away from my hand, and rushed straight to the street regardless of the passing cars.
It was as if she could cast magic. Wherever she rushed, the car would brake suddenly.
I was shocked and quickly chased after him.
I have to take into account the passing traffic and run slower.
She didn't care at all, as if this street was her own.
She ran faster and faster, her face turned pale, and she was flying in and out of the car like a butterfly losing blood.
She turned back from the street to the overpass. All the cars on the overpass were instantly stopped by her magic.
I took a shortcut and finally caught up, panting.
She was grabbing the railing with both hands, looking like she was about to jump down.
A look of confusion, hesitation, pain, and determination quickly flashed across her face.
I hugged her tightly from behind, picked her up, held her in my arms, and let the woman cry and bite her, and walked off the overpass step by step.
Back at the hotel, after my hard pleading and persuasion, she finally fell asleep tiredly.
In her sleep, she sometimes murmured to herself, "Child...child...", and sometimes screamed sharply, "Where is the child? I want a child!"
She had a miscarriage, and I was the culprit of all this.
Looking at her haggard and painful look, my heart felt like a knife, but I was powerless and had no choice. I couldn't even find a suitable word to comfort her.
The atmosphere in the room was so depressing that I had to breathe heavily.
I paced back and forth on the balcony uneasily, smoking one cigarette after another.
At this time, the mobile phone rang. When I saw it, it was my wife calling.
She was breathing steadily and had fallen into a deep sleep.
I quietly opened the door and walked outside quietly.

2
"Honey, are you okay?"
"What's wrong? It's so hard on a business trip!" My wife obviously heard my tiredness from my voice.
"No! I was just resting in the room." I quickly explained.
"Your colleague Xiao Wang called me and said that Director Li is looking for you!"
She asked meaningfully, "Don't they even know that you are on a business trip?"
"No!" I was a little flustered. "Yes...it was arranged directly by the boss."
She said oh and did not continue talking.
Through the mobile phone, I seemed to be able to hear her heavy breathing and see her face full of sadness, disappointment and anger.
things are clearly exposed.
I asked for personal leave at work, but I told her that it was a business trip.
When my employer came to see me in an emergency, I turned off my phone and contacted my wife.
Once the two parties communicated, the truth came out.
"I...I..." I said, not knowing what to say.
After a long time, she asked calmly, "With Su?"
I hummed as an answer.
"What are your plans?" she asked calmly.
"She just had a miscarriage and is resting in the house."
As I talked, I couldn't help but burst into tears because of the torture I had suffered in the past two days.
"Why are you crying?" she said angrily, "You are so mean to yourself, you still have the nerve to cry!"
"I don't know what to do?" I sobbed.
Apart from work and writing in my spare time, I have always been a somewhat cowardly man with no independent opinions.
Since we got married, we are a loving couple and she has the final say in everything at home.
Many times, I am her little husband who dotes on and protects me.
"You mean, you still want this family and don't want to be with her, right?" She asked patiently.
I responded hurriedly, and then stammered to explain, "She and I actually...we were drunk at the last gathering of colleagues..."
"Okay, okay! You wait for me in the hotel lobby, I will go over and help you deal with it!" "
I smiled bitterly and walked downstairs.
Compared with his wife's shrewdness, he is a retard.
Everything about me is probably transparent in her eyes.
3
My wife has actually known about me for a long time.
su and I are colleagues and were assigned to work under me three years ago.
She has outstanding appearance, extraordinary temperament, gentle personality, quick and diligent work, and is the focus of all the men in the unit.
In front of other men, she always looks cool and arrogant.
On the contrary, she has always been very respectful and enthusiastic towards me, and she often behaves like a shy and cute little woman.
After she came, the office had bright windows all day long.
The pots of flowers she tended filled the room with an intoxicating fragrance.
Every morning, a cup of hot tea is delivered to me. She brought all the tea from home.
Occasionally, she would look at me with stars twinkling in her eyes.
I gradually became a little lost. Is this her admiration and admiration for me?
My colleagues are envious of me, and I am very proud of it.
My wife reminded me kindly, "Keep some distance and don't hurt others."
"You can't be jealous, are you?" I said.
It’s really a gratifying thing that a trustworthy organization like me can make her worry.
"There still needs to be some protection between men and women."
She was unmoved and continued, "You treat her as a colleague or a little girl, but what if she treats you as a grown man, or even your lover?"
" Don't you always complain that I am a homebody and don't want to go out to play with women?"
I smiled and said to her deliberately, "Isn't this what you want?"
"Okay, okay!" She said at a loss for words. If something happens, don’t make me cry.”
I firmly believe that I will not betray my wife and family.
I feel very satisfied and happy with my current life.
The wife does not take care of everything at home, washes her hands and eats, and everything is taken care of by her wife. Where can I find such a virtuous woman who can make money and take care of the house?
Things often don't go as planned.
The unpredictable changes of emotions are even more unpredictable.
was soft at first and gradually fell into it. Her eyes and expression all revealed her deep affection for me.
I wanted to refuse, but I was powerless, or rather unwilling.
I tried to enjoy this unexpected sweetness, and gradually became content with it.
My wife advised me many times, "Don't play with fire, something will happen!"
I agreed in words, but didn't take many steps in action.
Unconsciously, I also reached the edge of the emotional cliff.
After a dinner party with colleagues, I sent him home.
The night is blurred and the love of spring is rippling.
Under the stimulation of alcohol, things happened that we shouldn't have happened.
Subsequently, she became pregnant.
I am in a state of chaos and panic.
But I know one thing, for me and her, this child cannot be kept.
Finally, after my persuasion, she reluctantly came to the hospital.
4
"Honey, I'm here!" I waved to my wife who came in at the lounge bar.
Her face was tense and dusty.
"Now feel comfortable!" She sat down and mocked.
She was not as angry as I thought she would be and cursed loudly when we met her.
I was even more ashamed and frightened. I lowered my head and said nothing.
"Did she make any requests?"
"No!" Like a child who made a mistake, I answered honestly, "I've always been sad."
"It will always be like this for the first time." She I feel sad in my heart.
"Do you have any solution?"
I shook my head and said no.
"Why don't you think about the consequences when you take off your pants?"
She was so angry that she said bitterly, "Now I have no idea!"
I continued to be a coward and act pitiful.
"Jesus is not a bad girl, she is just obsessed with love. It is quite pitiful to suffer such a blow."
She gritted her teeth and said, "Give her three hundred thousand yuan! You can do more of her work."
I was shocked and looked at her dumbfounded.
The 300,000 yuan was her hard-earned savings, which was all her family's savings.
"You have hurt someone, but you can't be with her."
She said sympathetically, "If you don't pay some money, can you live with your conscience?"
At this time, my phone rang. It was Director Li from the unit who called.
"Xiao Zhang, where did you go? How did you turn off the phone?" Director Li scolded angrily.
I argued weakly, "Didn't I ask for leave with you?"
He ignored my explanation and continued to vent, "Speak quickly! Is Xiaosu with you?"
"No!" I The dead duck said harshly, "How do I know?"
"You really don't know?" He snorted several times, "Do you know whose daughter she is?"
Before I could reply, he said with itch in his teeth, "The only daughter of the richest man in the city, Mr. Li!"
"What?" I was shocked. Director Li is a powerful man!
"You! You are causing a big trouble!"
He reprimanded, "After Director Li made a big fuss in the work unit, he used public security big data to find her whereabouts with you."
paused, and spoke in a soothing tone, Kindly reminded, "I guess he has brought people to find you. You have to be careful. Whether
can pass this test depends on your luck!"
After hanging up the phone with Director Li, I said to my wife dejectedly Said, "You don't need to take that money!"
"What's the matter? What did Director Li tell you?" she asked strangely.
"Su is the daughter of the richest man, Mr. Li." I smiled bitterly, "Do people care about your little money?"
"Su is usually so low-key, I didn't expect to have such a deep background."
There was no consciousness on her face. A nervous look appeared on the ground.
"You are the daughter of the richest man, don't you have any new ideas?" She stared at me with a scrutinizing gaze and said .
"Don't make such a joke! You are my most ideal and suitable partner!"
I held my wife in my arms and said leisurely, "Frankly speaking, I have feelings for Su and I am obsessed with it.
However, this relationship is based on the beach. It is made up of romance, dreams, naivety and immaturity, as well as my fantasy, impulse and curiosity.
It has nothing to do with marriage and can only exist in fantasy. In the dream."
At this point, a kind of regret and pain came from my soul. I couldn't help but burst into tears and said with sadness, "I am the culprit, I am sorry for you, and I am also sorry!"
followed, I again. He looked resolute and said, "If there is any punishment, let me bear it alone!"
"How big of a punishment can it be?"
The wife comforted, "It's just that you lose your job and I beat you again, bear with it. It's over."
We sat in each other's arms, waiting for the coming blow.
"Sister-in-law, you are here too." A haggard-looking Su flashed out from behind.
"Xiao Su, I'm sorry!" His wife held Su's hand and apologized.
"I blame no one but myself!"
Su said with tears in his eyes, looking heartbroken.
followed, she took out her hand and said in panic, "You guys should go quickly! My dad will be here soon!"
Seeing that we were indifferent, she pushed my wife and urged, "My dad has such a bad temper, when he sees you , I really don’t know what will happen!
Also, he needs to find a place to hide during this period. I can’t come out until I do my job.”
She never looked at me when she said these words. One glance.
It can be seen that not only did she not forgive me, I am afraid she even hated me.
Su left, and my wife and I also left quickly.
What will be waiting for me in the future?
