The city in the early morning has faded from the bustling night, and a new day has begun. The occasional car whistle broke the calm water surface and opened up all the memory of the city in an instant.
Zhang Maktian was also awakened from his sleep. At the same time, she was disturbed by her dream.
I don’t know why, her dreams are always awakened suddenly, like bubbles, blowing bigger and bigger, but when the plot is about to reach its climax, it bursts with a pop, leaving nothing behind. Only vanity is left.
And this sudden sobriety reminded her again that she and Cui Shaoyang quarreled, Cui Shaoyang packed his things and moved to the dormitory in a fit of anger. A week has passed, and he did not want to move back again. the meaning of.
Actually, none of them said that they broke up, but they tacitly stopped contacting them, as if there was still room for reversal of the matter. Makita was actually unwilling to give up this relationship easily. They were close to getting married at the end. She also tried to understand Cui Shaoyang's situation after getting angry and irritated at the beginning, wondering if he treated it the same way as herself. Duan two years’ feelings began to reflect, but it is a pity that Cui Shaoyang’s circle of friends is visible for three days.
Zhang Maktian spent the most difficult week of his twenty-nine years in this way. He was frustrated in love and in the workplace. Makita was very confused. When her friend Taozi broke up, she comforted Taozi in the KTV and exported poems.How can I comfort myself in the end but smile wryly.
The sky was shimmering, and the tall buildings in the distance slowly permeated with golden light. After a while, bright spots of the sun appeared from behind the tall buildings. The morning light was overflowing and the room was full of chaos. A bastard, for a man with no eyes, lived so miserably.
The phone rang appropriately. If there is no other person's popularity at home, Makita suspects that he is dying.
"Zhang Makita, you are broken in love, not a dead father or mother. I must see the report from last week today!"
Zhang Maktian listened silently, just listened to himself. The boss on the phone kept describing how she had turned the tide for her to get a promotion. She understood the kindness of the boss.
"Zhang Makita, you are more transparent in your work."
The boss hung up the phone after saying the last sentence. Makita was not angry for the emotional life of the employees. For good reason, the boss has done his best. And no matter what, she still has to look forward to the day, she must work hard, but she can't lose her wife and break down.
Zhang Maktian washed his face and squatted on the balcony, watching the bustling residents in the garden downstairs, an endless sense of loneliness surged again. This sense of loneliness has existed for many years.No matter how many boyfriends I have changed, this feeling has not dissipated.
Zhang Maktian thought of the boy again, the boy under the cherry tree.
At that time, Makita and the boy were in the season of love. Every time they talked in the dormitory, the two people always had to linger for a long time. But the most refreshing thing is that every time they reluctantly say goodbye, the boy always waits for Makita to hang up, every day, every time.
Unfortunately, the sweet love lasted only three years. On the eve of graduation, Makita was unwilling to go to the man's city because of family geographical problems, and the man was unwilling to condescend to go to the woman's city, and the two broke up.
Makita did not have too much grief, after all, she was still very young and she had opportunities, so she soon talked about her new boyfriend under the arrangement of relatives. The new boyfriend is handsome, bold and rich, much better than the previous boy, Makita is very proud.
But then she gradually felt that there seemed to be something missing between them. This lack has always made her feel a faint loss. what is it then? Makita did not understand.
It wasn't until one day that when the two of them had finished talking, her "goodbye" was only halfway, and the line was hung up with a beeping, and Makita didn't understand the root of all this. The ear-piercing half of "goodbye" is like frosty icicles in the air,Stabbed deeply into Makita's heart, she felt that her new boyfriend was like a kite with a broken thread, and her weak hand could not hold the hopeless thread.
Makita no longer plays the image of a lady, she started to play a petty temper, to be petty, the new boyfriend was still in the mood to coax her at the beginning, but in the end she was completely impatient and left her alone in the restaurant , Left alone.
Makita pays the bill alone and walks alone on the road. She doesn't know why she always has to test. Maybe she still feels that her new boyfriend doesn't love her enough. She thought of the earliest boy, the boy who was willing to listen to her say goodbye, wait for her to hang up, and tolerate all her little temperaments. She slowly picked up the phone in her hand.
"Hey."
There are guys connected there, and the child's simple and cold voice is still so intoxicating.
Makita was a little choked and didn't know what to say for a moment, and the two passed quietly for several minutes.
"Why don't you hang up?" Makita asked.
"I know it's you, I'm used to waiting for you to hang up first."
"Why should you get used to it" Makita sobbed.
"I don’t know,Can't tell.
Makita cruelly hung up before the boy finished speaking. She stood on the corner of an empty street and started crying. In fact, they all understood each other that they were impossible. _p1br p0
Makita’s loneliness began at that time, and she felt that no one would treat her like this anymore. During that time, she learned everything about drinking and dancing, and she became a famous night club Pretty lady.
Cui Shaoyang was introduced by his aunt two years ago, not so good, so talented, but he is simple, he is also very good to Makita, almost meticulous. _p8span But it’s strange that Cui Shaoyang started the quarrel first. He told Makita not to wash the dishes and waited for him to come back. Makita said she could spend ten minutes washing the dishes before going to work. Then Cui Shaoyang became angry.
I was inexplicable!?
was so dissatisfied with Makita this time that Makita was born with a lot of dissatisfaction. The incident was just a fuse, so Makita did not take the initiative to contact Cui Shaoyang in the first few days. She simply dragged her friend Ye Ye Shengge directly, tossing every day until two or three in the morning, which also seriously affected her work.
"Cui Shaoyang is so good to you,Why are you not satisfied?
"He likes to drag everything." I asked him if he would eat lobster, and he said to discuss it immediately. I asked him whether he would go to Disneyland, and he said it in a few days. I asked him what he had to eat at night, but he couldn't say anything in a hurry. "Makita said angrily, "This kind of person is too annoying.
"That's it?"
"Is it not enough?" "
The friend made a "just soso" gesture with a helpless look, and smiled bitterly by the way, "You are just showing your affection."
"Then I did something wrong?" Is it easy for me to go to work during the day and take care of him at night? "
"You can pull it down. Compared with the previous ones, Cui Shaoyang should not be too good, he will make money, and he is devoted to you. You are just taking care of him, shouldn't you? "
"That's why you didn't know Chen..."
The topic came to an abrupt end. Chen is the boy's last name. They would take the initiative to skip this topic when they mentioned boys in the past. I want to try it. After all, my friend knows that the boy is the most important white moonlight in Makita's heart. How can the sun penetrate if the moonlight is not torn off.
"You just owe too much to Chen Ming, so now you have rendered him too good, thinking that you can feel better in this way. But if you really want to talk about marriage, no one is better than Cui Shaoyang has done better."
Makita stopped talking.
"You and Chen Ming broke up not only because of family, but for many reasons, because of his playful personality, because of his irritable personality, because he may not like you at all. So you don't have to always He is compared with Cui Shaoyang, you forget that you used to love comparisons too much, and always feel that you can find a better one, so you have to drag it to the twenty-ninth and have not married yet!"
"Chen Ming is really good "Makita replied weakly.
"Fart! Chen Ming's child is five years old, and you have all attended the wedding full moon wine. Now you want to regret it? It's late."
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actually she doesn’t regret it at all,But she doesn't know what she is struggling with now, is it a fear of marriage? Makita smiled. She couldn't wait to marry herself tomorrow, how could she be afraid.
Makita is very efficient at work. After the wreckage a few days ago, she quickly recovered her work attitude. When she sent the report to her boss' mailbox, it was half an hour before she got off work.
At half past five, the boss walked out of the office with satisfaction, knocked on Makita's desk, and "make an appointment for dinner."
Makita naturally agreed to flatter.
"I want to put you in the personnel department this time. The manager of the personnel department has recently become pregnant and has to take leave. You happened to be familiar with the business and develop subordinates by the way."
p0 "Thank you Sister Qin." Makita is very grateful to the boss for his favor."I think you have been in the wrong state recently, and have quarreled with Xiao Cui? Girls, self-respect and self-reliance are the first principles, but you can't do it only in work, but also in life. Girls can't do it every day. Conjecture about the boy’s mind, don’t think I don’t know. It seems that Xiao Cui treats you meticulously, but you are actually around him every day."
"Is it right that I treat him well?"
today is the eighth day,Cui Shaoyang still didn't contact herself, and Makita was actually very helpless. She didn't want to always admit defeat, so no matter how her friends praised Cui Shaoyang, she would not listen.
"No, you are too pleased with him. As a woman, don't be too afraid of losing. Just like the workplace, it's your position. You can't run away. You don't need to always suffer from gains and losses, fearing that your boyfriend will cheat. I don’t like you anymore, it will make you lose confidence. I know you are excellent, but I hope you can be excellent in love, and you can be yourself. Maybe you can act like a coquettish and commit a crime when you have. Wrong, there is no need to strain yourself so tightly." The boss laughed.
"I know."
Makita quietly sat in the dining room with her boss, and her mobile phone suddenly rang with a high-consciousness. I think it should be the news of Cui Shaoyang.
"I'm so hungry, I want to eat the noodles you made."
Makita wanted to cry for a moment, so what kind of man? What kind of trouble is the news?
"Extremely hungry, there is nothing to eat at home."
Makita burst into tears and laughed. The kitchen has not been opened for five or six days, and even the eggs are gone.
"I miss you so much."
The boss looked at Makita's look drastically changed, and he guessed something was happening and smiled, "Xiao Cui returned the news.
bought you one at the airport this time nodded with a smile, and in a short time, a few consecutive WeChat messages entered.
img4p8p0span8 Necklace, the same style of the heroine you want most, it cost a lot of silver.
"When you see WeChat, remember to call me back. I want to answer your call."
"It's not that I don't want you to wash the dishes to make you angry, I just want to help you wash the dishes. "
"It's not good to investigate the network cable in Africa these days, otherwise I will find you long ago."
"When will you be back?"
Makita suddenly felt very comfortable. This was the first time Cui Shaoyang had acted like a baby with her. The previous Cui Shaoyang was always very cold and sensible, and always used the thinking of an adult to get along with her. Although she gave Makita a strong sense of security, she still felt that something was missing.
Makita suddenly understood that all her hypocrisy came from her fragile psychological defense.Cui Shaoyang’s every move always makes her feel uneasy, so she violently treats Cui Shaoyang, and is busy maintaining their relationship every day, hoping that Cui Shaoyang can treat her like Chen Ming, or that she can be as unavoidable as before. Retaining trust Cui Shaoyang, she is not worried even if Cui Shaoyang does not answer her phone for three days, because she knows that as long as Cui Shaoyang sees the phone, he will call back immediately.
Unfortunately, she has not been able to do it before, so she is always testing. Makita dialed Cui Shaoyang's phone in front of his boss. As soon as the busy tone rang three times, the phone was answered there.
"Where are you?" Makita asked.
"Of course I am at home."
She thought she wouldn't have to try again.
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