For Li Xin, waiting for the exam ranking is like waiting for a judgment.
Last semester, Li Xin's grades were the first in the class. She has always been the best child in the class and the most obedient child. The teacher likes him, and her parents regard him as pride. As for the "learning pressure", it fell equally on every student. No matter what, she has always been the number one.
The successful flower, people only admire her current brightness!
However, her buds, were soaked in the tears of struggle and sprinkled with the blood rain of sacrifice.
bravely climbed the top and reached the top first!
behind the seemingly brilliant, there are so many sadness and blood rain buried.
Li Xin couldn't tell what was going on with her body, and her pain almost invaded every inch of her body. But no matter how she tried to talk, all she received was comfort and encouragement. Only she knew that his pressure had long exceeded the limit he could bear.
Gorgeous expectations are just the cage of canary, not even as spacious and free as the cage of an beast cage.
Every day in school is torture!
Li Xin studied in the best junior high school in the city. This school pursues exam-oriented education: students have exams every day, week and month. And every time she took the exam, she was so nervous that her heart was beating faster and she was dizzy, and there was only one thought left in her head: the answer she wrote was all wrong.
Children who have been warmed by the sun are unwilling to be exposed to the loneliness of the night.
said the words "I don't want to go to school" and was Li Xin's most difficult decision.
That day was my father’s birthday, and it happened to be Women’s Day. My mother bought a cake and stir-fryed two dishes, hoping to give her daughter a warm night.
At this moment when both parents were happy, Li Xin also relaxed and prepared to talk to her parents about her heart. She told her parents that she was afraid of exams, which made it difficult for her to go to school.
She remembered that her parents were sitting opposite her at the time, and they coaxed themselves and said, " You are a student, your task is to learn ."
This world seems to have an invisible shackle that will firmly fix you on the prescribed track of the times.
That night, the head teacher was invited by his parents. In front of the teacher's majesty, Li Xin could not make any other moves except nodding. In her understanding, the class teacher listed the necessity of going to school one by one, and behind it was an irreplaceable answer: Li Xin must go to school!
"They think that everything seems to be just a matter of learning, they only care about learning ." Li Xin said.
She felt that parents and teachers actually didn’t understand her feelings at all. They all felt that she was under great pressure to study, or understood a little, and she was under greater pressure than others, but they didn't understand. In fact, she was in the abyss.
From the mouths of our parents and teachers, we seem to be forced to believe that as long as we are obedient now, we will have a wonderful future.
How many people who come here don’t realize that every period of their life seems to be living for the so-called better future.
Before high school, for college, for work, for family, , for children, for children's children... Then I realized that I had never lived a good life for myself at this moment. This kind of flaw is not that it does not exist but that it is unwilling and unable to face it.
And has the beautiful future really come? How much effort does it deserve now?
There are clearly countless roads, but it seems that there is only one left?
When everyone bows their heads, the person who looks up is a " alien ", which will not be understood and will be assimilated to become a member of the public.
Li Xin's mother remembered that shortly after the first grade of junior high school started, her daughter cried at home several times, saying that she was very upset.But every time she vented her pressure, she would silently pick up the book and start studying, and her grades never dropped. This made my mother feel very distressed, and she tried every means to take her to restaurants, watch movies, and sing KTVs, "and she should help her relieve her pressure." But for Li Xin, a lot of pressure comes from her mother.
She casually told a memory that after the junior high school entrance examination, her mother took her to the mall. The original intention was to relax her.
But when my mother browsed her Moments, she saw other parents posting good news about her children's admission, but she didn't. My mother thought she didn't pass the exam, so she suddenly got angry in the mall and kicked her in front of passers-by: "Hello everyone has passed the exam, why didn't you pass the exam? Are you all pretending to work hard? "
In fact, she got a very good score. Among the more than 2,000 people, she ranks in the top few.
Parents' actions will amplify in their children's hearts. They care about their parents' feelings, and humiliation from their parents is the greatest destruction of them. After kicking her, the parents didn't think anything was wrong, but in public, the adolescence was the time when she loved to show her face the most, which was slapped her in the face. This kick finally left a gap in my heart and gradually collapsed in the future bit by bit.
The next morning, Li Xin walked out of the room and sat quietly on the sofa.
The parents looked at her from afar, not daring to say anything, as if they were waiting for her decision.
In an instant, the 14-year-old girl ran back to the room crying, walked out of the room, and told her parents: "I'm going to school." After
, she suddenly rushed out of the house in slippers, quickly climbed to the windowsill of the corridor on the sixth floor, and acted to jump down.
Mother grabbed Li Xin tightly and called her incoherently: "Mom agrees that you will leave school, you should leave school first."
Li Xin's father stood aside with cold eyes, and said everything he said was ridiculed: " She did it on purpose, so she asked her to jump ." Until later, the father couldn't understand. He wanted to say that the students were suffering, which student was not, and why did his daughter retreat when she encountered difficulties.
But this kind of person is the most terrifying. If you can't understand it, you will still be sarcastic. It will really become the last straw that crushes others. .
The world has no empathy. Only after experiencing it can you understand the pain of the person involved.
Those " Supreme " " keyboard warrior " sit steadily in the quiet and elegant little nest, fighting against the sky and the earth, and determines someone else's past life in one sentence...
Two sections of life, one is day, one is night, one is hope, and the other is boundless despair.
This is the gap that every depressed patient cannot accept and be resentful. The moment when two sections of life sounds extremely cruel, but it always comes without warning.
When depression falls on minors, both children and parents will face a situation that few people know.
Most of the families of patients with depression regret: Why didn’t the child’s help signal be captured at all? They tried to describe some vague "signs", but they were mixed with the usual words " academic pressure " and " youth rebellion ". They were unable to distinguish and could not pick up.
This not only prevents them from helping their children, but also prompts their children to go further and further on this desperate road...
I hope all parents can understand their children and hope that all children can get to treat gently.
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