Oral description: Brother Da Zhang (from Longnan, Gansu)
Written by: Pang Ye
When I first arrived in Dalingshan, Dongguan, I made a living at Zhangji Toy Factory. This factory mainly produces plush toys and is located in Baihuadong Village . Although there are several industrial areas around it, they are remote and slightly desolate, far from the city with bright lights and wine.
At that time, I was just leaving school and had a lot of expectations for the south. As a result, when I arrived at the factory, I realized that everything was not what I thought. There are four or five hundred people in the toy factory, most of which are young girls. The men's dormitory is dirty and messy, that's all. The problem is that the coworkers are vulgar and I can't accept it for the moment.
Especially at night, no matter what other topics are starting from, starting from the third sentence, women are inseparable from women. What they are interested in is often a new employee who has come to a certain workshop. He is like a full fruit, which has matured and I don’t know who will fall into his hands.
Or, among the male colleagues last night, who went out for a date with a female colleague, in the fragrant grass outside the factory, he softened the girl's heart with words, and then easily occupied a mountain with lightning speed.
and other erotic events, the workers are happy with it, and even use it as capital to show off. What surprised me the most was that the women in the toy factory knew that the smile of the male worker contained a sense of chaos and uncertainty, but they were like moths flying into the fire, cooperating with them to play this love game.
Maybe, this is a unique phenomenon in the 1990s and a mark of a special era. I don't want to blame anyone. In the factory environment, there was a lack of entertainment and entertainment, and the workers could not find other spiritual outlets, so they could only be forced to find a kind of sweetness in life from the relationship between men and women. Only in this way can we reduce the fatigue and fatigue of working life.
is just, I can't appreciate the profound meaning for the time being, and I feel that I have been reading for several years and I always feel out of place, let alone being integrated into it. It was not until a month later that a woman broke into my life that everything was changed.
That afternoon, as soon as I entered the workshop, a woman walked to my work station and asked me aloud: "I heard that you are from Gansu?" I looked at her and nodded. She had beautiful hair and bright eyes. I was guessing in my mind what she wanted to do.
She suddenly patted my shoulder and smiled and said, "We are fellow villagers, I am Dingxi people." Back then, when I went out to work, I met my fellow villagers in another place, and I was particularly happy. Not many Gansu people go south to Dongguan , and there are very few toy factories where I work.
Although my hometown Longnan is not close to Dingxi, things are precious because they are rare. When I see my fellow villagers in Gansu, I feel happy. This fellow villager is five years older than me and is named Ye Zi. He works in the version room and is responsible for making sample versions. This work is easier than the workshop, has a higher salary, and is relatively free and has a broad room for improvement.
Because she is older than me, she asked me to call her sister. I said, "Look at the side of my face, you look quite similar to my aunt." This was originally an unintentional act, but she held on to me and insisted that I call her Aunt Ye Zi.
I believed it and shouted, and she laughed happily. There is a lot of jokes here. Since then, my aunt has been called out, and she has taken the initiative to take on this responsibility, taking care of me and guiding me to grow.
When I was free, my aunt Ye Zi told me many factory allusions, as well as how she got from a lower-level worker to work in the version room step by step, and how she was promoted and raised. When she learned that I was bored and bored in the dormitory, she took me to the night market and bought working magazines at the book stalls to enrich my spiritual world. She also invited me to have midnight snacks to fill my hungry stomach.
Under the encouragement and guidance of Aunt Ye Zi, I gradually got used to factory life and began to examine the future. For a while, I was particularly envious of IPQC positions. Not only can you move around at will, but you also have a lot of power to decide whether to stay or leave raw materials.
Of course, the most important thing is that position, I think it is very technical. Unlike me in the workshop, I do a job that anyone can do. After hearing this, Aunt Ye Zi not only gave her affirmation and encouragement, but also made connections and asked someone to find a relationship, so that I could get in touch with the Quality Inspection Department.
academic quality inspection is not an easy task, not to mention that I just use my spare time, and the difficulties can be imagined. But I didn't give up, and almost spent all my spare time. Even in my dream, what my roommates were thinking about was the rich level of a female worker and the charming figure, and the words in my dream were also quality words such as "color difference".
In fact, there was a female worker in the workshop at that time. She had a lot of ideas about me and asked me for a midnight snack several times, but I refused. So much so that my colleagues scolded me for not knowing how to be considerate of a beautiful woman and wasting my youth, and I will regret it for the rest of my life. My thoughts at that time were all about how to leave the dull and boring workshop, and I didn’t want to waste my life on the assembly line.
Heavenly works hard, and heaven will never let it go. After a few months, my efforts paid off. The QC master who brought me into the industry began to praise me. Soon, the factory recruited a QC internally. Although it was not the same position as the IPQC I originally identified, after all, becoming a QC is the way to IPQC.
I signed up and full of confidence. As a result, I was ruthlessly eliminated during the final interview. This blow is undoubtedly huge for me. But I keep my grief in my heart and not reveal it to others.
But the sensitive Aunt Ye Zi knows all this. She even felt that she did not do her best in this matter and did not say hello to the recruiter in advance, so I failed the exam, and she felt guilty.
Of course, I don’t want to get a position by treating guests and giving gifts. I also want to get promoted by relying on real talent and knowledge. In fact, before the interview, she had an idea of getting some relationship, but I took the initiative to stop her.
On Sunday night, the factory does not work overtime. Ye Zi said to take me out for a breath and have a heart-to-heart talk. She introduced a friend I knew. My friend is not in the Baihua Cave, so we took a motorcycle to go there.
The moan came. I followed the arrangement of Aunt Ye Zi and sat in the middle, while she sat in the back. The motorcycle drove very fast. I was afraid that Aunt Ye Zi would not be safe to sit in the back, so I took the initiative to grab her hand. She was a little nervous at first and quickly calmed down.
The person I took to see was her friend, and her name was Afang. Afang was originally at Zhangji Toy Factory. A year and a half ago, she jumped to an electrical appliance factory and worked as a clerk in the office. Afang is preparing for a self-study exam. In order to have a better environment, she rented a house outside the factory.
Aunt Ye Zi had already greeted her in advance. There were three people sitting in the small rental house, which was a little crowded, but the laughter made the room full of warmth. Afang had already cooked two dishes and bought some cold dishes from the night market. We sat around the table, drinking Coke and talking about leisure.
Listen to her experience, I see another possibility in life.
In fact, Afang is very beautiful, but what I was more interested in that day was her experience of growing from a junior high school student to a factory clerk through self-study.
After this banquet, Aunt Ye Zi was very happy to see us having a good chat. Later, whenever I had time, I took me to her house to meet. Every time I go back and forth, I sit and rub it, and every time I hold on to Aunt Ye Zi's hand. Aunt Ye Zi has become accustomed to it and said half-jokingly and half-seriously: "It's great to have your care and care."
In fact, I was not taking care of her, she has always been taking care of me.
After returning to the factory that time, she kept asking for a better position for me. After inquiring, I really had a chance to recruit a warehouse manager. Although warehouse managers sometimes have to participate in part of the handling work, they are much better than ordinary workshop workers. Of course, I only realized afterwards that my becoming a warehouse manager was promoted by Aunt Ye Zi.
At that time, I had left the workshop and became a warehouse manager. At first I heard the truth, and for half a month, I angrily ignored her. She ran to my dormitory several times, pleased me with a smile on her face, and was scolded by me. When she turned and left, I secretly looked at it, and the back was full of loneliness.
Days are like flowing water, flowing slowly. I gradually gained a foothold in the warehouse and gained the trust of my colleagues and supervisors. After thinking about it again, I realized Aunt Ye Zi’s good intentions. She tried her best to me, but I hurt her for no reason. It was really inappropriate.
I took the initiative to find her and showed weakness and surrender. Aunt Ye Zi was generous and smiled and said, "Then you treat me to a midnight snack."We made an appointment to go for a midnight snack. At the food stall in the night market, each of us drank a bottle of beer. The wine can bring closer relationships and nourish the skin. After drinking some wine, the brightness on Aunt Ye's face became more and more vivid. After drinking
, she returned to the factory after drinking. On the way, we sang " Sad Pacific " by Richie Him . Although it was a sad love song, the scene was particularly heartwarming. At the end of
html, Aunt Ye took me to Afang's house to meet again. Afang was an ambitious woman. At that time, the salary increased by a level, and the self-study was also progressing smoothly. Her life was smooth. We went there this time, one for friendship, and the other for celebrating her salary increase.Afang's rental house was filled with special happiness, and she prepared a table of dishes. Because she was happy, when she served the dishes, she knocked down the bottle of wine placed beer by the bed. Aunt Ye Zi cleaned up the pieces, I went out to pour it, and then went downstairs to buy beer again.
Celebration banquet is naturally indispensable. I went to the store to choose wine and stepped upstairs. When I reached the door, I suddenly wanted to create a surprise for them. I kept silent and listened carefully to what they were talking about. They were indeed talking, and the topic they were talking about was related to me.
Aunt Ye Zi asked Afang how he felt about me, and Afang said bluntly. Aunt Ye Zi smiled and said, "Then did you agree? "Next, I only heard Afang's smile. After that, I spoke much smaller.
Listen carefully. It turned out that Aunt Ye Zi wanted to introduce Afang to me as her girlfriend. She had this idea since she brought me to the door for the first time. At this moment, it seemed that Afang had passed the test of me and she was about to complete it.
paused for a long time before Afang said, "Sister Ye Zi, I think he liked it because of you. "
Aunt Ye Zi said: "How is that possible? I am his aunt. "
Afang said: "Everyone knows that my aunt is just a name, which is equivalent to a name. In fact, you are not his aunt at all. If you think about many details carefully, is it because he feels different? "
Next, there was silence. I quietly went downstairs and went upstairs again. I knocked on the door, entered the house, pretending nothing had happened. But in fact, since then, my hearts of Aunt Ye and I were in chaos.
Fortunately, it was soon, the New Year was coming. The factory was on holiday, and we went home. When we met in Dongguan again, I obviously felt a different meaning. Aunt Ye's care and care for me had not changed. But when I thought about it carefully, I couldn't explain what the specific thing was.
Until the end of the month, I received my salary and made an appointment to go to Afang's house to meet together. That day she told me that when she went home for the New Year, she was engaged in her hometown. The other party worked in Huangjiang Town , and she had already quit Worker, I will go to Huangjiang tomorrow.
Afang said a lot of blessings, and Aunt Ye Zi asked Afang to take care of me more. No matter what they talked about, I was silent. In fact, my heart was mixed.
took a motorcycle and went back to the toy factory. I asked the driver to stop the car in advance and said I would walk back slowly. Aunt Ye Zi acquiesced. Walking on the road, I remembered the day we sang "Sad Pacific". The road was still the same, and the song was the same, but the mood was already very different.
I had thousands of words in my heart, and I wanted to tell Aunt Ye Zi, but I couldn't say a word. No matter how slow I walked, the factory was close to me, and I finally said, "Auntie, I want a photo of you. "She nodded and said yes, and asked me after going back to the dormitory.
I became more and more eager: "I still want something. "She asked, "You said, I can give you whatever I can." "I said, "I want something in you." "Aunt Ye Zi's face turned red in an instant when she heard this.
I knew she had misunderstood and quickly said, "I want one of your hair." "She burst into laughter, relaxed, lowered her head, and asked me to choose by myself. I pulled a hair, put it in an envelope with her photo, and put it in an envelope.
More than ten years after that, I have lost many objects, only Aunt Ye Zi's photo and this hair, I have always carried it with me, and I have never lost it.
Aunt Ye Zi left the toy factory, and I also left Dalingshan, went to Chang'an Town , and accidentally broke into the mold industry, making some achievements.Now, he has settled in Humen.
After Ye Zi's aunt went to Huangjiang, she got married on National Day the same year and gave birth to a son the following year. Two years later, she had another daughter. But, she has a bad fate. When her daughter was five years old, she divorced her husband. During this period, I looked for her several times and wanted to meet her, but they were rejected.
The information about her is obtained by inquiring from Afang.
As for Afang, we did not make any progress as Aunt Ye Zi’s vision. Afang is indeed an ambitious woman, and her face is beautiful, but we are like parallel lines and there is never a possibility of intersecting.
. Although some people have intersecting each other, the intersection is a crossroads. When they pass by each other, they move more and more, and there is no possibility of meeting each other again. Only blessings to each other will always remain in their hearts. I do this to Aunt Ye Zi, and she does the same to me. (Pictures and texts are not related)
