Long time no see, remember, I still owe you two stories!
Shen Silently
She is a girl who looks like you.
She has a cat, which is more caring than herself.
Apart from cats, her favorite is to make some snacks by herself. You have seen
. She likes to post on Weibo very much-she is like you, not good at work and life, but buried all her thoughts in a corner that only she knows. Weibo and Cat are her notebooks.
Of course, her biggest concern is her lover. She stayed in Beijing after graduation, and she has been back to her hometown and became a nurse; the occasional meeting is already her biggest holiday.
Missing is something that you can't hide, you can't hold back a smile, and the careful thoughts of every New Year's Day are just "missing you" that the girl didn't say. Ten years have passed, and the truth on the paper is like yesterday, never faded by time.
Her digestion is not good, her stomach hurts often, and she is thinner than her own cat who is in poor health; she is a nurse, but she can't stand life and death...
She always thinks: Too many troubles and problems, two people will bear it together , There is only one-half; there is too much joy in life, two people sharing together is twice as happy.
So, she secretly made the decision.
So, thin, she chose to be the warrior of life.
get married! go to Beijing!
Marriage is rarely embarrassing and affectionate. After marriage, they seem to have entered the world of fairy tales, and the girl’s Weibo is also brightened.
is delicious, new job, and two new family members: two kittens.
Both cats have names, the lively name is Zhang Xiaomei, and the coquettishly named Li Ercha.
Her face is full of happiness at this time, maybe this is you now, maybe this will be you in the future.
Unfortunately...
At 00:42 on March 8, 2014, her husband ended a few days of business trip and embarked on the journey home.
With the three words "Boarding", her and him disappeared into the sky together with Malaysia Airlines MH370.
You must remember this plane.
Do you remember 154 compatriots, remember countless conspiracy theories, remember the search that was finally inevitable, and the ending that has not been conclusive until today. She remembers more. In the story of
, we are all readers; and she, who was originally so similar to you, is the protagonist of the story.
Life collapsed, but there is no big man who can stand up to the sky anymore.
Her weight once dropped to 37KG, low blood pressure, moderate anemia, and less than 3 white blood cells; but her two cats are doing well.
"You don't know when you will come back, I'm afraid the world will forget you, they are the testimony of your existence."
Once, she came to this Beijing she hates for him; but now, she resolutely stays Here, is the gravekeeper of a memory.
used to rent a very large house, and her salary was not enough, so she worked two jobs at the same time for the 36KG, just to keep this house, just to find a home for him.
, etc., are many years. What
fears most is the blurring of the picture in my mind.
Fortunately there are cats, these two cats are the only ones from the past.
In this situation, do people take care of cats or cats take care of people?
The following two sentences are the epitome of her Weibo in recent years.
"Come out and walk, chest tightness and shortness of breath are relieved a lot. There is a saying, travel without you is a wandering, I seem to have been wandering for a long time."
"I want to meet you, the location you choose. Forest, desert, the night is faint The lakeside. The grassland, the sea, the street with mist in the morning. But, don’t just dream.”
is different from all kinds of natural disasters such as earthquakes and tsunamis, car accidents and fires. She felt more pain: from beginning to end. , She never got a statement.
"not bornSee people, but not dead. "If the idiom really becomes a person's experience, what kind of pain would it be. What happened after
?
Later, the story became like Malaysia Airlines without an end. December 5, 2019, five years later. On her lover’s birthday, "Wandering Fish" posted this last Weibo.
Some people said that she was still living there in silence, but didn’t post Weibo anymore; some people said that she took the cat and left that room A rental house full of painful memories, left Beijing and went to a strange place. There is the sea he promised to
, and there is a new story, a new waiting. Z6z
Bo Ren
and "Wandering Fish" are the same as before Like the Tibetan girl, Jian Zhicheng is also a young girl.
Jian Zhicheng’s life is related to dogs: when he was a child, he liked dogs, so he was admitted to the Department of Veterinary Medicine of National Taiwan University; after graduation, he was admitted to the public office system of the Northern District of Taiwan Province with the first grade. Because of the dog, she chose the most unpopular stray animal shelter.
Far away from the bustling Taipei and the expectations of her family, she came to the remote Xinwu animal nursery in the remote Taoyuan County.
However, everything in the shelter. They are all completely different from what she imagined.
There are a dozen stray dogs in an iron cage. Most of the dogs are obviously sick, but they still struggle to get up when they see people coming and look at the front vigilantly; feces and food are mixed , Barking and fighting together.
and there are several such cages.
For the former rescue station staff, it is "unnecessary" for the dogs to live better. Taiwan law stipulates that stray dogs are not The pet dog injected with the chip must be returned to the shelter. Once the dog is not adopted within 12 days, the dog must be euthanized.
From stepping into the shelter door, most stray dogs have determined their fate: only 12 days old Life. They are passers-by, so no one takes pity, no one cares. On the first day of work, Jian Zhicheng received his first task: walk into the "humane room" and euthanize stray dogs for 12 days. Z6z
colleague eyes Here, this may be a normal thing: shelters are run by taxpayers, and stray animals cannot be allowed to increase endlessly. People are not obliged to raise dogs for others; let them out? Children and old people who may be attacked are also life. Thousands of migratory birds and wild animals in Taiwan Province are also alive.
only has 10,000 principles, but the number "12" is too difficult for Jian Zhicheng to accept: she studied animal medicine for five years and took it away There are countless ways to treat dogs, and these will become weapons for killing dogs. After crying and watching dozens of dogs leave, Jian Zhicheng fled the shelter; however, to everyone’s expectation, the next day she It's back again.
"They are all sick in the cage, they can't eat well, and even dogs eat dogs; even in the last part of life, they must walk decently. "
in the eyes of doctors, pre-term babies Being a centenarian is an equal life; in Jian Zhicheng's eyes, if these dogs don't care about them, their last impression of the world would be too terrifying. Even if it is euthanasia, it must be euthanasia first.
She started to do things that were stupid in the eyes of others: early in the morning, she began to shovel the shit of the entire shelter; she arranged numbers for each dog, bathed them one by one, and took them out for a walk.
In order to feed the dogs at a limited cost, Jian Zhicheng wakes up very early every day and makes nutritious dog food for the dogs by herself; for the dogs to be happy, she named each dog and let them live I felt the warmth of the owner in the final journey.
"They wag their tails when they see me, they like me very much."
"How much do they like? At the last moment, a dog took the initiative to stretch out his leg to us and let us give it an injection."
Jian Zhicheng has tried his best. She hired a photographer at her own expense to take pictures of the dog, and operated the self-media of the shelter herself, just to make them have a completely different life as much as possible.
You can hardly tell, this was once a "concentration camp" for dogs.
The
shelter has gradually attracted attention, and the number of adopters has gradually increased. This story seems to be going to a different ending.
There are still dogs walking towards the "humane room", but after all, everything is going in a good direction. The fate of the dog has improved, and the trend of "adoption instead of buying" has improved; of course, Jian Zhicheng has become more tired. Few people know that she has to take a look at the dogs who are gone every day; even fewer people think that she still remembers the names of those little guys.
Her colleague said: “Jian Zhicheng is a veterinarian who performs euthanasia while weeping. He has always been.”
In 2015, Taiwan’s “Animal Containment 0 Euthanasia” was put on the agenda. Although it was difficult to advance due to funding problems, the light came. Once again, it will never be long night again.
However, Jian Zhicheng's story did not usher in light.
At the end of 2015, a dog dealer 's application for adoption at the Xinwu Animal Nursery in Taoyuan County was rejected, and he was angry and posted a post on the Taiwan forum [Pan Kik Industrial Fang] titled "Kill Thousands of Dogs" The female butcher! Dead servant street!" ; then, various "human face beast heart", "executioner", "devil" insults occupy the entire Taiwan network forum.
This is Jian Zhicheng's deepest scar, but now it is deeply torn apart, letting netizens Ling Chi.
In the past few years, she burned every bit of her love and turned an otherwise idle job into a sacred career; in the past few years, she endured too many grievances, but never received any comfort.
The way the public gave back to her was cyber violence, which was the escalating cyber violence-she was "human flesh" out of all personal information, her phone was "blasted" by hundreds of people, and the shelter kept coming to disrupt her. Some people even harassed them at home, and some even sent short knives used by Japanese samurai to cut their belly.
"I suffer hundreds of harassment and abuse every day."
On May 5, 2016, Jian Zhicheng, who was newly married for less than a year, did not return all night. When the family called the police and the police found her, she was found to have ended her life.
She euthanized more than 700 dogs, but left the last shot for herself. Who killed her
is not a question of much value.
Finally
These are three good stories, but there is no good ending; next time there will be no such heavy topic, just this week, in Miao is not quiet, let’s talk about a cat game.
doesn't have much reason to talk about. Our life is very fragile, cherish the dog in front of you.
