Introduction:
Chen Lan and her husband Zhao Jing met on blind dates. The two have been living a dull life after marriage. Chen Lan feels that her husband has a good temper. The two have been married for many years and there is almost no time to quarrel.
The husband doesn't talk much and can accommodate Chen Lan in anything. Chen Lan always feels that her marriage is happy. Although there is not much romance, the two of them have discussions and no consumption of each other because of trivial matters. Chen Lan feels that this kind of life has made her very contented.
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Since Chen Lan met Zhao Jing, she found that he didn't talk much. She usually had a simple meal with Chen Lan after going to and from get off work, and then returned to the study to study his work. Zhao Jing did not smoke or drink, and would pay 85% of his monthly salary to Chen Lan. Chen Lan thought that Zhao Jing had always been so taciturn, until one day Chen Lan cleaned her home and flipped into a photo album. The album was full of photos or big head posts. The girl had long hair and looked very awesome.
Chen Lan looked up the old box and found a diary. The diary recorded all the thoughts her husband wrote to the girl. Chen Lan thought her husband would not say sweet words and thought her husband didn't know how to be romance, but the diary recorded all the romance her husband had for the girl. When Chen Lan saw this album and this diary, she felt sad and she was crying. She also gave the album and this diary to her husband and asked him what happened in the past. But in the end, Chen Lan did not do this. The past is over, so why bother to hold on to the past? The girls in this album are probably already married. In fact, everyone should let go of the past emotions when they are middle-aged.
2
But Chen Lan still underestimated the lethality of Bai Yueguang. Once her husband went to a class reunion. Before, her husband didn't go to a class reunion very much. Chen Lan asked him the reason, and he said he didn't like to join in the fun. But one day, my husband bought the latest suit and dressed up specifically, saying that he was going to attend a class reunion. Chen Lan felt very strange. Her husband didn't always like to join in the fun, so why did he suddenly want to attend a class reunion? Her husband said, "Many classmates haven't seen each other for too many years, and I want to meet him."
Chen Lan thought that her husband missed her classmates, but later she realized that her husband went to a class reunion not to meet old classmates, but to meet his first love. First Love has been living in another place before. This time I returned to my hometown. The class reunion happened to be held in my hometown, so First Love also attended a class reunion this year. After learning the news, my husband immediately stated that he wanted to attend the class reunion. At this class reunion, my husband not only met Bai Yueguang's first love, but also fell in love with his first love again, because after returning home from the class reunion, her husband became abnormal and kept wiping his tears.
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Chen Lan had never seen her husband crying so sadly. She thought her husband was hit by her classmates at a class reunion, so she asked her husband with concern what was going on. This question made Chen Lan feel very unhappy because her husband cried so sadly, which was related to the album she dug out at home last time. Her husband was crying for her first love. At the class reunion, her first love was alone, and she had no marriage or children. She sat opposite Chen Lan's husband and looked at Chen Lan's husband with affectionateness. She didn't say anything, but the classmates around her had already told Chen Lan's husband about her situation over the years.
So many years have passed, Chen Lan's husband always thought that his first love had already been married and had children. He didn't expect that his first love had never been married for so many years and was always waiting for him. Chen Lan's husband felt very distressed. Over the years, he actually has not forgotten his first love, but he thought that his first love was like himself, and had already married someone else, so he always cared about his first love in his heart. At the class reunion, my first love got drunk for Chen Lan's husband. After drinking, she said the truth: "You clearly said you would only marry me in your life. I believe this many times, why did you marry someone else?"
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I broke up with my first love back then. Although he couldn't let go of his first love, his self-esteem made him unable to make a move to save it, so he was angry and did not go to find his first love. The more he was angry, he ignored his first love, the more he thought he had no determination to save the relationship. So although the two couldn't let go of each other, neither of them turned back. Just like that, he missed it. He always thought that his first love had also let go of his first love and had already had a family. Who knew that his first love had deeper feelings for him than the sea. She had not gotten married for so many years because she could not forget him.
He remembered being with his first love During those years, the two of them went to morning self-study together and the get out of class was over. It was cold and he took the hand of his first love home. At that time, he felt that this was already very happy. They were always looking forward to the future. He said that after graduation, he would look for a job with his first love and marry and have children with his first love in the future. But young love was ultimately defeated by a young and vigorous heart. It was obvious that it could be saved by just a turnaround distance, but he chose not to look back in anger, which caused irreversible regrets.
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Chen Lan's husband said that he had truly loved him in his life only this time, and at that time he was willing to say sweet words. He is willing to do impossible things for his first love, but after breaking up with his first love, he no longer has the enthusiasm for love. After Chen Lan got married, he was always taciturn and rarely talked. Chen Lan thought that his personality was like this, and it turned out that he gave his greatest enthusiasm to his first love. Now that his husband went to a class reunion, he cried when he came back, and kept wiping his tears, but he got drunk for him because of his first love.
Chen Lan asked her husband: "When he heard that his first love is not married yet, do he feel sorry for his first love, and do he want to divorce and be with his first love. "My husband said: "It's impossible. All this is impossible since marriage. I have to be responsible for my two children. "First love is the person my husband can't let go. Because I know it's never possible, my husband has been wiping his tears. My husband didn't want to divorce, and he knew to be responsible for his two children, but Chen Lan couldn't be happy. Although his husband didn't want to divorce, he always cared about his first love. Chen Lan had to convince herself to forget this matter so that she could continue to live with her husband peacefully.
conclusion:
A married woman who was married on blind dates is most afraid of her husband being taciturn after marriage, most afraid of her husband having an unforgettable white moonlight in her heart, and even more afraid of this white moonlight not getting married for the rest of her life. In this way, even if the husband is willing to stick to his responsibilities for the family, he will never forget this unmarried first love in his heart. This will be the eternal thorn in his wife's heart.