Image source: "Can I go to your house"
Author | loop
If you go back in time
When do you want to go back to the most?
I remember someone said before that
is often more touching than all films and TV shows
And in a variety show in Japan
I feel the power of this sentence again
When the program team found this father and daughter on the street
They were about to eat the simple bento in their hands
Dad looks forty or fifty years old
Daddy is about twenty pairs of daughters, young and beautiful
This program is called "Can you go to your house with you"
Program team every During the period, we will look for a passerby
and then follow him to the home
to shoot the most real life
. On the way home with the father and daughter
The host unexpectedly found that the relationship between the two was surprisingly good-
"Where did you go during the summer vacation?"
"Go to catch rainbow trout."
"Are you with your friends?"
"No, with your father."
"Generally speaking, girls of this age
"Have you been with your friends
"But she often chooses to stay with your father
This made the program team wonder
After getting home
The first thing that came to your eyes was
is the photo of the mother hanging on the window
8 years ago, my mother died of cancer
Although my mother is not here
, for the sake of a few young children
and for the love that has never disappeared in her heart
0. My father did not remarry
but worked hard to provide a better life for the children
and my mother Although the body disappeared,
Many corners of the house still have her traces
There are photos of her on the wall
There are bookshelf
There are bookshelf
There are favorite books in the cabinet
There are albums of her favorite...
Whenever I look at my wife's photos
Dad can't help but think of the first scene when I saw her -
At that time, I went to attend a senior's wedding
She was sitting in front of me
Her hair was very long, very polite
I really lovely
I met at first sight Love is nothing
rare is that two people fall in love at second sight
love at third sight, love at fourth sight...
just like this, their relationship is getting better and better
got married just eight months after they met
After marriage, their relationship has not changed
still like before marriage
still like before marriage
dad works outside
mom takes care of the family
while working part-time to share pressure for her husband
days are very hard
but looking at the smiling faces of the children
The couple thinks everything is worth it
However, happiness is always short-lived
When everyone is not ready
Cancer comes just like this
When the wife dies
Only 44 years old
Half of life has not been finished
I left
Unprepared
Then the daughter was only in the fifth grade
At the age when she needs the most care of her parents
But she lost the most precious companionship
ml0
Mom's death is the pain of the whole family
But life is going to last forever
In the days afterwards
Dad brings the love of mother
Work harder
His children also seem to not want to cause trouble for dad
I became sensible overnight
Try not to worry about dad
Day just like this without pain
This spring
This family magically received a letter from mom
It turned out that she was sick and sick When I was struggling, I wrote these "letters from ten years later"...
Four people in the family
Each of them received a letter from my mother
At that time, my mother's illness was already very serious
But in her heart
I still live ten years later
I think she was
That time, it was based on this belief to cooperate with the treatment...
"To my husband:
Because of you, I have three children
From then on I have happiness.
You work hard and
Being highly desirable by the company
You make me feel that I have to work hard and
…
You are serious no matter what you do
I really admire you
The children are also influenced by the eyes and grow up healthily
…
The time when I was sick
I really admire you
The children are also influenced by the eyes and grow up healthily
…
The time when I was sick
You also have to worry about picking up and dropping
It took a lot of time and money
I really thank
for letting me live for so long, thank
...
The children have grown up, we can finally have a world of two people
We should work harder next
live a happy life smoothly~”
Whenever I look at the text on the letter
Dad’s heart has to experience a storm
He doesn’t know what kind of mood his wife wrote these
He just feels he’s bad
Even at the last moment of his beloved life
He can’t help at all
However, in the mother's heart
husband did nothing wrong
Everyone in the family
in her heart is perfect
"Youtai (the eldest son) No matter what happens
will not stagnate
I really admire you
by nature and understanding
I hope to continue to bring joy to the family in the future. "
" Takuya is sunny and cheerful
likes to take care of others
is the atmosphere at home..."
"Qingxiang (daughter) has become a big girl
used to be sitting on your mother's lap and want to hug
You say you like your mother the most every day
I am really happy to hear this
...
Are you still learning tea ceremony and piano now?
is about to enter society
You must learn to distinguish between good and evil
You must have a bottom line in your heart
Mom is looking forward to seeing your coming-of-age gift
Please work hard to grow up. ”
In every letter
Mother wrote herself into
Although she vaguely knew that she might not be able to survive
, she still persistently hoped that
can participate in the future of her family
She couldn't bear it and couldn't let go of
At first, when I received the letter
Everyone thought it was a prank
but after confirming the handwriting
only felt heartache and regret
hate that I could not convey my true thoughts to her
The husband wanted to tell his wife
I never regarded her as a burden
I have been with her for decades
l0 is his happiest time
children want to tell their mother
they have grown up safely
Have study and work hard
Didn't disappoint her
is a very gentle person
very much caring for others' feelings
very much hilariously
0 So even in the most painful days
She didn't shout to anyone
Mom has a diary
Dad never dared to read
When the program team read aloud
A breath of sadness and despair came to her face -
"When I went to the examination, there was a shadow on my left lung
At that time, I suspected that it was lung cancer. "
" The doctor called me to go to the hospital quickly.
The result came out. It was malignant.
It turns out...it's cancer..."
"I finally understood the current situation.
I can't stop crying.
I'm going to die.
I can't stand steadily.
I was crying when I went to pay."
" I lost 10 pounds in a month
I didn't eat anything for a week
I ate calories every day less than 100
I also hurt to drink water, and I can't drink porridge
I have to eat hard and do housework..." l0 My daughter was a primary school student ten years ago
Can't fully understand my mother
Now I look at this diary
I just hate myself why I can't be sensible early
share the burden for my mother...
When I was tortured by the illness
When the pain was unbearable
When the mother was not revealing her fragility to her family
instead insisting on cooking housework
Only when I couldn't hold on...
Go to the hospital...
l0 Mom, really trying to live
"I may never be able to go crazy with my daughter
Can't chat with her
Can't see how she got married
The newspaper says organ cancer has a chance to live for another five years
But my situation is only 1% possible
Now, living for 5 years has become a luxury
What should I do?
can only cry and laugh alone..."
Although in the letter ten years later, my mother still has
, but in the diary, she knows that she has not had much time
used to promise to grow up with her children
now, but she has to break her promise -
"Youta, sorry
Tuoya, sorry
Qingxiang, sorry
Rongyi, in the future,
can only ask you for your children's affairs. "
In the letter, her tone was relaxed and cheerful
, but she left the most painful look to herself.
smiled at her family. Behind her, she was full of gritting her teeth and insisting on being strong -
"The anesthesia effect has passed, it hurts so much!
This kind of pain is probably similar to stabbing me with a knife. ”
and at the end of the show
Daughter also explained the reason for her good relationship with her father
She said that before her mother passed away
The relationship between the family was not so harmonious
She even felt that the serious father was terrible
But after her mother passed away
She felt it was necessary to unite her family html l1
"I have lost my mom
Can't lose my dad anymore
He is extremely important to me
Those things that my mom can't see
For example, my marriage
I want my dad to help her witness..."
There is always a kiss that hasn't tasted
Some candlelight is not lit up
in front of life and death
people are often the most powerless
Those regrets and reluctance
are like thorns growing on the heart
The longer the time, the deeper the thorns
Please cherish the years with your family
Because you never know
Such a happy and happy day
Will come to an abrupt end on one day
Facing the unpredictable future
Cherish
is the best answer
