Today, the class group of the child's kindergarten informed: Those with financial difficulties can apply for a subsidy of 150 yuan per semester. After seeing this news, I came up with a few thoughts: 1. 150 yuan is not much, and it doesn’t feel like it will have much effect.

Today, the class group of the child's kindergarten was informed that those with financial difficulties can apply for a subsidy of 150 yuan per semester. When

saw this news, he had several thoughts: 1. 150 yuan is not much, and it feels like it won’t have much effect. 2. I have been receiving hardship subsidies when I was a student. Do I want my children to be the same as me?

So I didn’t apply to the teacher, but when I picked up my children after school, the teacher gave me an application form. I was a little confused at the time, did the teacher see that I was having difficulties? Does every child fill it out? I didn't ask, but I sincerely expressed my gratitude to the teacher. On the way home, I didn't reflect on it:

Am I in difficulty? After I got divorced last year, I was alone with two children, and no one had the money or manpower to help me. Fortunately, I have a good boss who can pick up and drop off my children.

What's even more terrible is that I borrowed over 200,000 yuan from a credit card to support my ex-husband's business start-up, and after the divorce, I borrowed another 200,000 yuan from relatives and friends to transfer the property, leaving me with a debt of over 400,000 yuan. Credit card interest costs a lot of money every month.

You can't do anything with 150 yuan, but you can buy two sets of clothes for your children, you can add some money to enroll in interest classes... it can be a week's food money. When I don’t have enough money, why shouldn’t I accept the kind help from the school, the country, and society?

So I filled out the application form that night and wrote down the real situation at home.

I was not happy that I could apply. On the contrary, I was hammered in my heart: I must work harder and make more money. Otherwise, how can we give our children a better life?

digression: In fact, as a senior student with difficulties, I have no dissatisfaction with my parents. I know very well how difficult it is for them, so I come here calmly and with a grateful heart.

But now that I have become a parent, I still hope that my children will not be left behind because of me. When I can still fight hard, I will fight hard just for that one voice: Mom, I love you the most.