I am Meng Jingxian , the legitimate daughter of Pei Guogong. From that day, when I took a look from a distance, I knew that I had fallen. I fell deeply in love with that Prince Guo. As the legitimate daughter of Pei Guogong, it was supposed to be a good match for a prince. However, Luo Hua deliberately and ruthlessly sought out matchmakers overtly and covertly, but was rejected every time. Just like that, I became sick, lovesick.
I loved my father so much that I had no choice but to write to the emperor again and again to ask for marriage. Who knew that King Guo was unwilling, so the emperor almost killed all the brothers around him. Of course, he would not force King Guo to appoint me as Fujin for the sake of the face of the Duke of Pei.
As the days passed, I refused the blind date arranged by my father and the matchmaker's various offers.
Anyway, if the prince does not marry a wife for a day, I will have hope. I don't believe that, given my talents and appearance and my status as the Duke's legitimate daughter, there is no one among the nobles in the capital who is more suitable than me to serve as a blessing to Prince Guo.
You must know that not only am I the legitimate daughter of a prince, I am also fair-skinned and beautiful, dignified and virtuous, with a delicate mind, gentle and pleasant. He is also quite talented. It cannot be said that there are no women who are better than me in poetry and literature, but they are very few. I am definitely one of the best.
However, each flower attracts different eyes, but Prince Guo just didn’t notice the charm of my flower. He has always ignored me and ignored me.
In the blink of an eye, I am already 20 years old. My parents are worried about my marriage and their hair has turned gray. However, I do not change my original intention and I give all my love to Prince Guo.
If he doesn’t like it, I’ll keep it. Anyway, I won’t marry anyone else. My family is rich and powerful, so I won’t be short of food anyway. Besides, I’m still the legitimate daughter and deeply loved by my parents.
I was playing the piano in the garden that day, and suddenly I heard a maid whispering that Prince Guo was getting married, and he was marrying a maid from Concubine Xi's side. Oh, okay, since that maid was given to Prince Guo as a concubine, she became Concubine Xi's sister, and she was also entered into the genealogy - Huanbi (later changed to Yuyin).
also said that Prince Guo had not married and had children for so many years, so he was always thinking about this palace maid? A mouthful of old blood sprayed on the strings, frightening the maid next to him. I thought I was Chu Qiao among the girls in the capital, but I never thought that I would lose to a palace maid, a maid.
Wuwuwuwu, my heart hurts so much, this is my shame, this is the shame of our government.
I wanted to live and die, so I had no choice but to go to the palace overnight. This time I finally got the emperor's approval, and the imperial edict of marriage was issued. I married into the Prince of Guo County together with that maid, no, it was Yu Yin, the sworn sister of Concubine Xi, and we were both of the Jin Dynasty.
I let out a long breath. I can’t compare to the imperial concubine, and I can’t compare to the queen. Am I still not as good as a maid? Prince Guo was not willing to marry me before, but he just didn't find me good. Now that I have entered the palace, there is nothing to fear from me. In terms of playing music, chess, calligraphy, painting, and my potential as a mistress, I can definitely beat a maid.
Just like that, I married into the Prince of Guo County with a generous dowry.
On the first night of my wedding, I stayed alone in the empty room, with my grandma beside me, sighing. I thought about it, I knew it before I got married, and now sighing is not my style. I fell asleep with the maid and grandma taking care of me, and spent my wedding night alone.
I didn’t see Prince Guo until early the next morning, but for some reason, I didn’t see any joy on his face. Although his face was light and he was dressed festively, the melancholy in the corners of his eyes betrayed him. Ordinarily, his long-cherished wish came true and he and that maid finally got married, so he should be happy, but there was endless sadness in his eyes. He was still the handsome and unrestrained person I remembered, but I couldn't understand him.
I lived a very stable life after that. He treated me very politely, respectfully, humbly and courteously. He would either stay at Yufujin (Yuyin)'s place at night, or sleep alone. He asked Yu Yin to be the housekeeper and handle the affairs of the palace. I don't care about the housekeeper's rights. I care about this man. The things outside my body and the trivial matters in the world have nothing to do with me.
I am Meng Jingxian , the legitimate daughter of Pei Guogong. From that day, when I took a look from a distance, I knew that I had fallen. I fell deeply in love with that Prince Guo. As the legitimate daughter of Pei Guogong, it was supposed to be a good match for a prince. However, Luo Hua deliberately and ruthlessly sought out matchmakers overtly and covertly, but was rejected every time. Just like that, I became sick, lovesick.
I loved my father so much that I had no choice but to write to the emperor again and again to ask for marriage. Who knew that King Guo was unwilling, so the emperor almost killed all the brothers around him. Of course, he would not force King Guo to appoint me as Fujin for the sake of the face of the Duke of Pei.
As the days passed, I refused the blind date arranged by my father and the matchmaker's various offers.
Anyway, if the prince does not marry a wife for a day, I will have hope. I don't believe that, given my talents and appearance and my status as the Duke's legitimate daughter, there is no one among the nobles in the capital who is more suitable than me to serve as a blessing to Prince Guo.
You must know that not only am I the legitimate daughter of a prince, I am also fair-skinned and beautiful, dignified and virtuous, with a delicate mind, gentle and pleasant. He is also quite talented. It cannot be said that there are no women who are better than me in poetry and literature, but they are very few. I am definitely one of the best.
However, each flower attracts different eyes, but Prince Guo just didn’t notice the charm of my flower. He has always ignored me and ignored me.
In the blink of an eye, I am already 20 years old. My parents are worried about my marriage and their hair has turned gray. However, I do not change my original intention and I give all my love to Prince Guo.
If he doesn’t like it, I’ll keep it. Anyway, I won’t marry anyone else. My family is rich and powerful, so I won’t be short of food anyway. Besides, I’m still the legitimate daughter and deeply loved by my parents.
I was playing the piano in the garden that day, and suddenly I heard a maid whispering that Prince Guo was getting married, and he was marrying a maid from Concubine Xi's side. Oh, okay, since that maid was given to Prince Guo as a concubine, she became Concubine Xi's sister, and she was also entered into the genealogy - Huanbi (later changed to Yuyin).
also said that Prince Guo had not married and had children for so many years, so he was always thinking about this palace maid? A mouthful of old blood sprayed on the strings, frightening the maid next to him. I thought I was Chu Qiao among the girls in the capital, but I never thought that I would lose to a palace maid, a maid.
Wuwuwuwu, my heart hurts so much, this is my shame, this is the shame of our government.
I wanted to live and die, so I had no choice but to go to the palace overnight. This time I finally got the emperor's approval, and the imperial edict of marriage was issued. I married into the Prince of Guo County together with that maid, no, it was Yu Yin, the sworn sister of Concubine Xi, and we were both of the Jin Dynasty.
I let out a long breath. I can’t compare to the imperial concubine, and I can’t compare to the queen. Am I still not as good as a maid? Prince Guo was not willing to marry me before, but he just didn't find me good. Now that I have entered the palace, there is nothing to fear from me. In terms of playing music, chess, calligraphy, painting, and my potential as a mistress, I can definitely beat a maid.
Just like that, I married into the Prince of Guo County with a generous dowry.
On the first night of my wedding, I stayed alone in the empty room, with my grandma beside me, sighing. I thought about it, I knew it before I got married, and now sighing is not my style. I fell asleep with the maid and grandma taking care of me, and spent my wedding night alone.
I didn’t see Prince Guo until early the next morning, but for some reason, I didn’t see any joy on his face. Although his face was light and he was dressed festively, the melancholy in the corners of his eyes betrayed him. Ordinarily, his long-cherished wish came true and he and that maid finally got married, so he should be happy, but there was endless sadness in his eyes. He was still the handsome and unrestrained person I remembered, but I couldn't understand him.
I lived a very stable life after that. He treated me very politely, respectfully, humbly and courteously. He would either stay at Yufujin (Yuyin)'s place at night, or sleep alone. He asked Yu Yin to be the housekeeper and handle the affairs of the palace. I don't care about the housekeeper's rights. I care about this man. The things outside my body and the trivial matters in the world have nothing to do with me.
However, growing up in the Duke's Mansion, I am not a fool. Although I don't care about the house, it seems that I am inferior to Yu Yin, but in fact it is not the case. I have been a housekeeper for three years, and even pigs and dogs dislike it. I have enough dowry property to make the maids and maids around me friendly with everyone in the house. I spend money generously and behave like everyone. I don't give people the feeling of being superior. Born in a wealthy family, I have known how to manage the family affairs since I was a child, control the subordinates, and be kind and powerful.
Therefore, at first everyone thought that Housekeeper Yuyin thought that the prince valued her more than me, but I was able to win people's hearts and soon gained the respect of everyone in the house. The prince also became more and more friendly to me, holding candles and talking heart-to-heart with me. We had a great time talking. Everything is moving in a good direction.
Finally, one night, under the influence of alcohol , Prince Guo fell on my bed.
My face turned red with embarrassment, and thinking about what the nuns had said, I still leaned towards him, telling myself in my heart that this was my man, and I was his wife who was marrying him. He hugged me. The room was full of meandering, and when the love was intense, he murmured in pain, Huan'er, Huan'er, Huan'er...
I was shocked and painful. The man venting on me actually shouted the name of another woman, and this woman was the woman he should least care about - the concubine Xi who dotes on the harem, the eldest sister of Yu Fujin...
I pretended not to hear anything from now on, and catered softly. Overnight, I finally became the woman of the man I love most.
After that, I served the prince even more wholeheartedly, and he stayed in my room more and more often. Although there was no love and affection, in the eyes of outsiders, I was very favored, and the limelight once surpassed that of Yu Fujin, who had the power of housekeeping.
After a long time, I vaguely learned that the prince stayed in Yufujin's room at any time, but they never consummated the marriage. Learning this news further confirmed my suspicion.
My menstruation did not come, so I quietly asked my grandma to hire a reliable imperial doctor. Sure enough, I was pregnant. This was the first child of the Guojun Palace, and the child I shared with the man I loved most. But I didn't say anything because Yu Fujin went to the palace for a few days and didn't come back. With the prince's permission, I handed a sign to the palace asking to see Concubine Xi.
sat down in Yongshou Palace , but did not see Yu Fujin. Concubine Xi said that she took the princess' brother to visit the Imperial Garden, but I came from the Imperial Garden, and I knew that Yu Fujin was hiding and didn't want to see me.
Picked up the tea cup in my hand, I smelled it gently and said: "The tea is good tea, but I am not feeling well today and it is not suitable for drinking tea." Concubine Xi asked with concern if she was feeling unwell and if she needed to see a doctor. I paused and said calmly:
I am pregnant and not suitable for drinking tea. Something fell to the ground and broke in the back room. Concubine Xi panicked and said that a cat in the room broke the vase. I was noncommittal because I knew it was Yu Yin. At the same time, I also saw Concubine Xi's fleeting sadness or helplessness. But soon, she adjusted herself and said congratulations that she couldn't bear to say.
I confirmed the doubts in my heart, and Concubine Xi ended our conversation with "suspicious thoughts give rise to dark ghosts".
Combined with the scenes of Yu Yin and the prince getting along in the mansion, it is more certain that the statue that prompted the emperor to grant the marriage was to someone else, but it cannot be said, it cannot be said, just like Concubine Xi said, the prince and I are husband and wife, and we need to be of the same mind as husband and wife.
In the days to come, I will be more considerate and take care of the prince, and take good care of the baby. I am familiar with the classics and history, and am proficient in music, chess, calligraphy and painting. After getting along for a long time, I will naturally have more to say with the prince, unlike Yu Fujin who was born as a maid.
Perhaps it is because of experience and learning, or perhaps it is because I am pregnant with the first child of Prince Guo. In the future, the prince will take me with him whenever he goes to the palace for banquets. Yu Yin has really become a housekeeper. Although she sometimes talks about getting some advantages, I don't care about it because I understand her pain and her unspeakable pain. But I am not the heart of Notre Dame. I have to suppress her when it is time to suppress her. How can I, the legitimate daughter of Pei Guogong, be suppressed by a maid.
Mid-Autumn Festival Eve Banquet, I am about to give birth, my belly is already obvious, and I have difficulty moving.When Yu Yin saw that the prince was taking care of me, she rolled her eyes countless times, and I didn't bother to pay attention to her. After all, she was also a pitiful person.
During the dinner, the sixth elder brother Ernuo was particularly close to me. I don’t know if it was because of the baby in my belly.
At this time, a palace maid brought sugar water to the table. The sixth elder brother refused to let Concubine Xi and the wet nurse feed it, but he pestered me.
I am also overflowing with motherly love, imagining that in a few years my child will be this big, jumping around and calling me Niang.
I was worried that the sugar water would be scalding and would scald my child, so I took a sip. Who knew that this sip would actually kill me? It was highly poisonous.
A mouthful of blood spurted out, and I fell to the ground. The prince was stunned and picked me up. Everyone panicked and called the doctor. The moment I fell, I was thinking, who is hurting me? Is
Yu Fujin? No, with her mentality she simply cannot handle such a big event in the palace.
Imperial Concubine Xi? It's even more impossible, this is her biological son's sugar water, and I took a taste of it on the spur of the moment.
or the prince? Because they don’t like me, they don’t like my children and want to get rid of me? I shook my head instantly, not to mention that I could feel the changes in his emotions towards me during this period.
My mind became more and more confused, my head felt dizzy, and I vomited again. Prince Guo stayed by my side: Your Majesty, who wants to harm me? Is I going to die?
Prince Guo shook his head hurriedly: Jingxian, you will not die. I will not allow you to die. The imperial doctor will be here soon. Coming soon.
I felt that my body was getting lighter and lighter, and in a daze I heard the loud cry of the baby, and the figures in the room were shaking. Some people said that they had given birth to a boy, and others echoed and said something.
Why am I going to sleep again? Gradually I can no longer hear or see anything. In a trance, I seem to hear Prince Guo’s heartbreaking cry, Jingxian, Jingxian, Jingxian. I think he's kind of in love with me. What do you think?
When Yu Yin saw that the prince was taking care of me, she rolled her eyes countless times, and I didn't bother to pay attention to her. After all, she was also a pitiful person.During the dinner, the sixth elder brother Ernuo was particularly close to me. I don’t know if it was because of the baby in my belly.
At this time, a palace maid brought sugar water to the table. The sixth elder brother refused to let Concubine Xi and the wet nurse feed it, but he pestered me.
I am also overflowing with motherly love, imagining that in a few years my child will be this big, jumping around and calling me Niang.
I was worried that the sugar water would be scalding and would scald my child, so I took a sip. Who knew that this sip would actually kill me? It was highly poisonous.
A mouthful of blood spurted out, and I fell to the ground. The prince was stunned and picked me up. Everyone panicked and called the doctor. The moment I fell, I was thinking, who is hurting me? Is
Yu Fujin? No, with her mentality she simply cannot handle such a big event in the palace.
Imperial Concubine Xi? It's even more impossible, this is her biological son's sugar water, and I took a taste of it on the spur of the moment.
or the prince? Because they don’t like me, they don’t like my children and want to get rid of me? I shook my head instantly, not to mention that I could feel the changes in his emotions towards me during this period.
My mind became more and more confused, my head felt dizzy, and I vomited again. Prince Guo stayed by my side: Your Majesty, who wants to harm me? Is I going to die?
Prince Guo shook his head hurriedly: Jingxian, you will not die. I will not allow you to die. The imperial doctor will be here soon. Coming soon.
I felt that my body was getting lighter and lighter, and in a daze I heard the loud cry of the baby, and the figures in the room were shaking. Some people said that they had given birth to a boy, and others echoed and said something.
Why am I going to sleep again? Gradually I can no longer hear or see anything. In a trance, I seem to hear Prince Guo’s heartbreaking cry, Jingxian, Jingxian, Jingxian. I think he's kind of in love with me. What do you think?