Suffered from depression and thought about suicide, 40-year-old Xue Kaiqi decided to continue to be a girl

2022/02/2716:02:26 entertainment 1040

2003 was the most shadowy year in the Hong Kong music scene. Leslie Cheung and Anita Mui left us one after another. The whole music scene was filled with sadness, and we were even more worried about where the Hong Kong Music would go.

At this time, a little girl made her debut. She has a sweet face and voice. I still remember listening to " Chilo Reeves Reply ", and I felt that this little girl's voice was so sweet, her kind The sweetness does not make people feel tired, and I immediately remember her name.

Suffered from depression and thought about suicide, 40-year-old Xue Kaiqi decided to continue to be a girl - DayDayNews

Before this song, Xue Kaiqi was not as popular as everyone thought. In 2003, at the age of 22, she lost to Liang Luo Shi in the competition for the newcomer award. At that time, she was too young, and she put her mentality of success and failure in her words. When asked about her feelings of failure, she was quite disdainful. " If I were asked to choose progress and awards, I would rather choose progress than winning awards, but the sales and singing skills have not improved! " When asked how to continue sprinting, she added, " I'm just doing my best, don't I Just put on some pretty makeup, just to attract attention?”

Suffered from depression and thought about suicide, 40-year-old Xue Kaiqi decided to continue to be a girl - DayDayNews

Xue Kaiqi is so straightforward, she is not good at dealing with the media, she only puts high demands on herself, she said that she only cares about whether she can sing well Song. It is also like this, her "Quie Luo Reeves Reply" dominated the local music charts for several months, and then she participated in " Precocious", and was nominated for the best newcomer of the Academy Award, singing and performing. Above, the young Xue Kaiqi has proved that she has extraordinary talent and luck!

is the pinnacle of her debut, so it's not an exaggeration to put it on her.

Suffered from depression and thought about suicide, 40-year-old Xue Kaiqi decided to continue to be a girl - DayDayNews

Unfortunately,Later, she gradually became dull and even suffered from depression . She recently accepted an exclusive interview with " Glitter Girl ", talking about her experience and learning to be grateful for everything she encountered. She said, "I didn't like paparazzi before, and I didn't like being followed by the media every day. I said that was not what I wanted, but now I have learned to be grateful!"

Although Xue Kaiqi has received a lot less attention in recent years, at the age of 40 She has also made her sideline clothing stand out. She is no longer shy about opening her heart in front of everyone, and she still firmly pursues her "girly dream" in music!

Suffered from depression and thought about suicide, 40-year-old Xue Kaiqi decided to continue to be a girl - DayDayNews

"Debut is the pinnacle, but I don't want it!"

Kaiqi Xue debuted in 2003. At that time, she was really sweet. Everyone said she was "the last girl in Hong Kong", which is not at all. Fake, every time I see her, I feel so comfortable. Her face is a mixture of innocence and coquettishness, which is different from the uniform "Internet celebrity face".

Suffered from depression and thought about suicide, 40-year-old Xue Kaiqi decided to continue to be a girl - DayDayNews

Her voice is also very catchy, I feel that the girl's thoughts are really perfect when she sings here, "Quiro Reeves Reply" sings the fantasies of girls when they are chasing stars, and they write letters to idols wishful thinking , " found an angel" takes us to appreciate the joy of youth, from "Pumpkin Cart" to "Better Me", the delicate and long girl's thoughts in the lyrics are the same as usual, every time I hear her singing, inside my mind It's full of fairy tales.

"Pumpkin Cart" was created by Fang Datong for Xue Kaiqi, they can be said to be like golden boys and girls in everyone's mind. Fang Datong wrote many songs for Xue Kaiqi, besides "Pumpkin Cart", they are also very good. The charming and playful "Candy Don't Dump", "Murong Xue", which tells the story of a girl's love and sorrow, and so on.

Suffered from depression and thought about suicide, 40-year-old Xue Kaiqi decided to continue to be a girl - DayDayNews

Fang Datong sings Mandarin songs by himself, and is not good at Cantonese, but the Cantonese songs written for Xue Kaiqi seem to be tailor-made for this person,The " Re-engraved Memories " sung together by the two has become their "CP" witness, and it is still a classic duet of male and female love songs.

In the era when Cantonese songs were gradually declining, Kaiqi Xue's acting experience seemed to be very smooth. As soon as she debuted, she had a four-channel champion song. Actor", but in fact, the "future Hong Kong diva" that the media crowned to kill her put a lot of pressure on her, and eventually suffered from depression.

Suffered from depression and thought about suicide, 40-year-old Xue Kaiqi decided to continue to be a girl - DayDayNews

"I know no one will pity me"


Xue Kaiqi said that during that time she received a lot of attention, and her relationship and father had problems, which made her very anxious . "The paparazzi follow me every day, I said I only want to sing and act, I have no freedom at all, I don't want these! At that time my uncle taught me, 'Do you know how many people want this opportunity? ?' I said that's what they want, I don't want it, I don't want money, I'm happy singing on stage, I'm happy acting, but I don't want to face the paparazzi, these are so inappropriate for me!" she said, Now that she thinks back on her original thoughts, she feels that she was wrong, but at that time, these things put too much pressure on her, and she couldn't breathe.

Suffered from depression and thought about suicide, 40-year-old Xue Kaiqi decided to continue to be a girl - DayDayNews

Therefore, Xue Kaiqi was in a very bad state during that time. She had to take three medicines every night before she could sleep. Various pressures made her want to commit suicide every day, but she was afraid that she would die halfway through the filming. Unable to end up hurting my parents, I decided to die after filming " Human Comedy". In the end, a phone call from Fang Datong saved her and stabilized her.

On the phone, she told Fang Datong that she was going to die!

Fang Datong did not persuade her directly, but analyzed the pros and cons for her. "If you can't think about it now and hurt yourself with a knife, it will hurt a lot later, and then it will be very troublesome..." After chatting all night, when dawn came, Xue Kaiqi slowly figured it out.

Suffered from depression and thought about suicide, 40-year-old Xue Kaiqi decided to continue to be a girl - DayDayNews

She thought of what her uncle said," is indeed like this. If you are not happy, you can leave. No one will pity me. First of all, no one forced me to do this (referring to joining the entertainment industry), you said you like it, and people give you a chance. You shouldn't complain, you shouldn't cry there, no one will pity you, you have to stand up and work hard, I finally understand my uncle's anger.

Many things are like this, when Xue Kaiqi was young, she was very worried about all pressures. Feeling tired, now that she is 40 years old, she can manage all right and wrong easily, and sincerely tell herself: "This is the life I want now."

Suffered from depression and thought about suicide, 40-year-old Xue Kaiqi decided to continue to be a girl - DayDayNews

She said that after thinking about it, she still He held a fan meeting for the first time, made public about his illness, and told fans that depression is like a cold, and he will get better. "In this way, I chatted with them from beginning to end, and I asked them: Are you shocked when I came out!" Xue Kaiqi is willing to use her experience to inspire more people.


"You can't be sincere in this business!"


40-year-old Xue Kaiqi is still very sincere, and she never hides her problems. "There is no way to be insincere in this business, the audience is very smart, how long can you stay on?"

Suffered from depression and thought about suicide, 40-year-old Xue Kaiqi decided to continue to be a girl - DayDayNews

She said, " When I first entered the business, I told the company that I hate doing interviews, and I am willing to work hard to sing, Filming, but I don’t want to do interviews. My agent told me how people can only do what they love. The more you love one thing, the more you have to accommodate all things. Of course there are likes and dislikes. , learn to tolerate everything.

At that time, Kaiqi Xue thought, this logic is too right.

Suffered from depression and thought about suicide, 40-year-old Xue Kaiqi decided to continue to be a girl - DayDayNews

Over the years, Xue Kaiqi has been active in variety shows and some mainland programs. Recently, she also participated in " Director, please advise ",She also founded her own clothing line, which is sold worldwide on her dedicated website.

Xue Kaiqi said that she has her own research on clothing. She transplanted her ideas into every detail of the brand. She made clothing with the mentality of making art. Not only did she hire a professional design team for the brand, but every piece Every detail and every link of the clothes is personally involved.

Suffered from depression and thought about suicide, 40-year-old Xue Kaiqi decided to continue to be a girl - DayDayNews

Xue Kaiqi has her own set of ideas for dressing and matching. She believes that the most important thing for girls is to be cute and sexy, but sexy is not obtained by revealing clothes, real sexy is from the inside out The temperament that exudes, a confident girl can be very sexy even in long-sleeved trousers.

The 40-year-old Xue Kaiqi has really grown up, but she still has the little deer rambling girl in her heart. She has never changed. She is single and still looking forward to love.

Suffered from depression and thought about suicide, 40-year-old Xue Kaiqi decided to continue to be a girl - DayDayNews

The 40-year-old wants to say to herself 10 years ago: "Don't think that you are very powerful and mature when you are 30 years old! If you are not depressed, you may still be annoying now. !"

She said that she never regretted every choice she made, because " has no right or wrong choices, only choices. "

I wish Kaiqi Xue a better future!

I also hope that at the age of 40, we still have this childlike innocence!

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