Many years ago, we could not understand such words. At that time, we valued others' evaluations of us very seriously. We all live in other people's world, and everyone was cautious.

Japanese writer Haruki Murakami said: "My life is mine, your life is yours. As long as you know what you are looking for, just live according to your own wishes. What others say has nothing to do with you." Many years ago, we could not understand such words. At that time, we valued others' evaluations of us very seriously. We all live in other people's world, and everyone was cautious. No matter what we do, we are always afraid that others will say we are bad. This may be the traditional education we received when we were young.

I remember when I was a child, my parents always told us to pay attention to our image, to pay attention to our words and deeds, and not let others say that we are bad. This kind of educational idea has been throughout our first half of our lives. As I grow older and as my social experience increases, I gradually have my own thoughts and my own opinions, and no longer be influenced by my parents. I begin to pursue personality and I begin to release myself. Whether it is career or life, I am a maverick. I don’t want to live a mediocre life or take an ordinary path. I just want to live my own style.

After graduating from university, I was assigned to be a teacher in a middle school, and soon became the secretary of the Youth League Committee. I became a middle-level cadre at such a young age. This is a good thing that many people can’t see. My parents are also proud of me, and are very proud of my relatives, colleagues and neighbors. While teaching, I was engaged in literary creation. My works were published in newspapers and magazines one after another. For a time, I became a "talented man" in the eyes of school leaders and colleagues. A few years later, a good opportunity came again. A bank needed a president's secretary. They chose me after being recommended by others. So after a lot of effort, I finally left the school and entered the bank. After arriving at the bank, I spent more time reading and writing, and my work is closely linked to my writing, so I think this kind of job is quite suitable for me.

Lu Xun once said: "Dissatisfaction is the wheel of upward." Perhaps it was inspired by this sentence that I was always not satisfied with the status quo. After arriving at the bank, I felt that time still could not achieve absolute freedom. What I wanted to do depends on the arrangements of the leaders. So I made a decision that surprised many people and quit my job in the bank. At that time, I was the director of the bank office. Whether it was a career or economical, I was a fat person in people's eyes and were promising candidates. But I resolutely chose to resign and become a freelance writer. Finally, I realized my wish and lived the life I wanted. My life value was fully reflected.