Sister Hai is in an unhappy marriage. She has felt for many years that a big stone is pressed on her heart.
She said: I will breathe poorly, I will pull it into a ball, and I will sigh involuntarily...
I understand, I have had such an experience for many years. At that time, I was too young and always obsessed with love and not love, wanting to not, giving or not giving, and whether giving or giving or giving or giving or giving or giving or giving or giving or giving.
But my awakening has begun in these few years.
I no longer expect any good to happen.
I may like someone very much, I can deeply understand his beauty in my bone marrow, but I have the courage to retreat. Once you feel uncomfortable, press Pause.
because you will ask for it next.
Just like Sister Hai and her husband have been quarreling for so many years, she has been beating her nose and face, but at night she still begged to her husband's back: Hug me...
What a lonely call that is.
No, I want to keep my dignity for myself, I will not let things develop to the day when I have to make a plea.
I can love you, but the premise is that this love will not stop me from loving myself.
For example, contempt, alienation, specious... I don't accept it.
I just need to be clear. Clear people and things.
so there is no stone pressing on my chest.
I ate and slept, woke up and got up.
The pains were always slapped back by me before I could grab me.
I react very quickly.
This requires a very good foundation in observing words and expressions;
requires the ability to immediately let go after observation.
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Anyway, I don’t worry.
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