"The exam is over, please stop writing immediately!" In 2006, in the Henan Provincial College Entrance Examination Hall, the 18-year-old girl Jiang Duoduo 's face did not relax at the end of answering the questions, but was full of disdain and ridicule.
It turned out that she didn't do a single question at all, but she used blue and black pens to write the papers full of "indictments" for the college entrance examination, and even four big words "Broken Heart Flying Demon" were written outside the sealing line.
Jiang Duoduo has always been a top student in the school. Teachers and parents have high expectations for her. How dare she be so arrogant in exams that are so important in life? What happened to her?
01
1987, Jiang Duoduo was born in a farmer's family in Henan. She is the second child in the family, with an elder sister above and a younger brother below. Since elementary school, she has known how to share farm work for her parents and is very sensible.
Many people think that the dick sandwiched in the middle is the saddest. However, this situation does not exist at all in the Chiang family. The old Jiang couple treated their three children equally and did their best to support them in their studies.
But Jiang Duoduo didn't want to study, just because her family was too poor, she wanted to give up her studies and leave the opportunity to study to her younger brother.
One day in elementary school, Jiang Duoduo skipped class and went home to cook lunch just to make his parents less hard. I thought I could get their praise, but I didn't expect it to be counterproductive.
My parents who had just returned from farming were confused when they saw Jiang Duoduo staying at home to cook, so they asked her: "Today is not a weekend, why didn't you go to school?"
"I decided not to go to school!" Jiang Duoduo held the vegetable spoon in his right hand, staring at his parents with his eyes, and said to them excitedly. But her parents' next words made her unforgettable.
"We all suffer from uneducated losses. No matter how tired or poor we are, we will let you study!" My mother threw the farm tools to the ground, staring at Jiang Duoduo, and her eyes turned red after a while. The father was also full of grief because of his daughter's words, and the face that was already reddened by the sun was even more ugly.
Jiang Duoduo's heart suddenly tugged, and his mother's words echoed in her ears for a long time. Looking at the exhausted parents, I made up my mind to read the books well.
Jiang Duoduo is also very successful. During the high school entrance examination, she was admitted to the key middle school with excellent results - Nanyang No. 8 Middle School , and received a scholarship in her first year of high school.
When everyone thought she could go to a key university smoothly, an accident happened when Jiang Duoduo was in his second year of high school.
02
Jiang Duoduo studied in a key high school, and her heavy study made her breathless. However, in order to go to a good university to repay her parents, she still went all out to study and did not miss her break.
From the first to the second year of high school, Jiang Duoduo's grades are still stable at the top of the grade. But by the second semester of her second year of high school, her grades fluctuated as much as an electrocardiogram. This made Jiang Duoduo very nervous and anxious.
So, Jiang Duoduo used writing novels to relieve stress. She felt that when she was immersed in the world of novels, the pressure of learning disappeared.
One day, Jiang Duoduo's elder sister accidentally read her novel. Unexpectedly, her novel was praised by her elder sister, which shocked Jiang Duoduo and a little proud.
With the encouragement of my elder sister, Jiang Duoduo sent her novel to the publishing house with a nervous mood. Unexpectedly, a small passage in the novel was selected and published by the magazine. This was a great joy for Jiang Duoduo!
From now on, Jiang Duoduo's attitude changed a lot. She naively believes that life is not just about the college entrance examination, she can make a name for herself in the field of novels.
This blind pride has always been hidden in her heart, and it has occupied Jiang Duoduo's heart with an increasingly prosperous momentum. She showed the novel she wrote to her classmates, and she indeed received praise and praise from her classmates. This also strengthened my dream of becoming a novelist.
So she believed more confidently that she could change her destiny by writing novels, rather than studying hard like a nerd.
When all the students were nervously preparing for the college entrance examination, Jiang Duoduo was addicted to novel creation.Originally, she could only do manuscripts during class, but later, she even used her time in class to conceive and create. In her eyes, reading is no longer important, what is important is novel creation.
However, although she can publish several articles every day, the content in it is very ordinary and the logic is not rigorous. Jiang Duoduo is too eager to succeed.
The temporary success made her forget that to become a great writer, she needs the accumulation of all-round knowledge and life experience.
. Both of these are really too lacking for Jiang Duoduo, who is still a high school student. Therefore, no matter how hard she works, she is always looking for fish in the wood of the world.
03
Jiang Duoduo's grades declined rapidly like a cliff. The head teacher Song Mingtang noticed her changes and quickly asked her to go to the office to ask about the reason.
Jiang Duoduo proudly told Teacher Song about his novels, and took out his freshly written works for the teacher to show them.
thought he would be appreciated by the teacher, but after reading it, Teacher Song told her directly and decisively: "It's about to take the college entrance examination, hurry up and focus on your studies."
However, Jiang Duoduo could not extricate himself due to her novel world, and she was very disgusted with Teacher Song's hard work. By the second half of her senior year, she even resisted her studies and resisted her teachers, believing that China's exam-oriented education was the culprit that prevented her from becoming a novelist.
Seeing that his persuasion was useless, the teacher had to helplessly invite Jiang Duoduo's parents to try to save the 18-year-old girl who went astray.
My parents rushed to school anxiously from a rural area more than ten kilometers away. The mother was shocked when she heard about her daughter. With tears in her eyes, she grabbed her novel and said in a trembling voice: "We just want you to study hard." My father stood aside, without saying a word.
However, Jiang Duoduo did not wake up from the right path, but went further and further along the way.
College entrance examination is coming. On this day, my father specially turned down the farm work and rushed from the countryside to the city early to accompany Jiang Duoduo to take the exam. On the way to the examination room, my father kept telling her seriously: "Don't be nervous during the exam, relax your mind, you can!"
Facing his father's earnest teachings, Jiang Duoduo showed disdain and said impatiently: "I know, you go!"
With the mood of "working a big deal", Jiang Duoduo used a blue pen and a black pen to write nearly 10,000 words of criticizing the college entrance examination on the comprehensive examination paper, and even four big words "Broken Heart Flying Demon" were written outside the sealing line!
Reality is cruel. Jiang Duoduo only scored 114 points and couldn't even pass the junior college entrance examination.
04
Later, the story of Jiang Duoduo handing in the college entrance examination spread throughout the village. The family persuaded her to go to the school to repeat the school, but she gave up. She went to Shandong to work with her only 200 yuan.
However, without a diploma or education, how can it be easy to make money? After living under the bridge hole for two days, Jiang Duoduo dragged his tired body back to his hometown and started working on farm work.
Regret and despair were tightly entangled in Jiang Duoduo's heart, and tears burst out from her eyes, but it was too late.
At that time, her mother kept the novel of more than 300,000 words on her 46 homework books and became a pile of waste paper.
Her mother Jiang Shumei said that in order to support the three of them, the family still owes 20,000 yuan in debt. Jiang Duoduo himself also said: "After the college entrance examination, I always feel sorry for my parents. I want to die several times."
In order to do farm work, Jiang Duoduo gets up at 3 or 4 a.m. every day and works until the evening before going home. Both hands and feet are covered with calluses. It is really sad that the originally glamorous high school student has become so unkempt and now he looks so unkempt!
Originally, she could have gone to college happily like other classmates and started a new life. Now she can only curl up in a small village.
16 has passed. Now, 33-year-old Jiang Duoduo has a child and lives a common life in the countryside. Looking back on her ignorant actions back then, she is filled with regret.
"Flying Life" says: "How do you spend your fanatical and only life?" Should you stick to an unreliable dream, or be down-to-earth and move forward step by step? Jiang Duoduo was obsessed with it and eventually went astray.
Life is like chess, no regrets when making a move. The college entrance examination is a must-pass path for students to embark on a new journey in life. Jiang Duoduo should have a wider sky, but she broke her wings to soar with her own hands.
Now, she tries her best to raise her children so that he will no longer take her own detours. However, she could not find her lost youth.
Author: A Pengzi
Editor: Mengmeng
Source: "Talking about Jiang Duoduo Incident with Professor Liu Haifeng" September 6, 2006 Guangming.com-Guangming Daily Sohu.com Wenshi Wangwang-"2006 College Entrance Examination, Jiang Duoduo wrote 8,000 words against the college entrance examination, resulting in 0 points in the comprehensive literature, ruining his life with his own hands"
