After thinking for a long time, I decided to send my child back to my hometown. Making this decision was really a last resort. Being a debtor is really difficult.

After thinking about it for a long time, I decided to send my child back to my hometown.

made this decision out of necessity. Being a debtor is really difficult. We can't stop making money.

Starting on November 21st, the epidemic has raged out of control. The village where I rented has tested positive for the virus in countless families, so the village announced the closure of the village that day. Just like that, one letter was sealed for 17 days.

My husband happened to leave his job at the beginning of November. His income was suspended. I was also locked up in the village. The company did not clarify what proportion of salary would be paid at home, or whether it would be paid or not.

Sunrise and sunset, day after day, watching the silence outside the window. My anxious heart began to churn again.

The rent will be paid soon, the mortgage will be repaid soon, what other urgently needed loans need to be repaid, who will come to me, etc. All sorts of things came to mind.

My husband looked at it and was a little anxious, because our basic life was no longer guaranteed. He found some people online to find some temporary jobs.

The epidemic will cause some work to be suspended, and some temporary jobs will also arise. Go be a Dabai. Dabai pays 400 yuan a day 24 hours a day, regardless of food and accommodation.

Although it is a bit cold, the salary is not bad. Just like that, my husband decided to work for a few days, but the recruiter there said that you must bring your own quilt when you come. Just like that, I carried a not-so-good mattress on my back. After

went there, he took a video of me. Sitting on the ground with his back against the wall and a small fire in front of him. It’s really not easy to see. Think about it, the salary is really not that much.

Half a month later, Beijing was completely lifted from the blockade, which meant he lost his job. Just like this,

worked for 11 days and was given 4,400 yuan.

His income was cut off. He thought about finding another job.

At this time, I saw a message from the principal saying that school would start on December 8. When I saw this news, I was happy but a little worried, because it would not delay the two of us from going to work, but I was also worried that if the child was positive, he would feel uncomfortable and we would feel even worse.

Because the principal emphasized that a 48-hour nucleic acid negative certificate is required before the school starts. I took my children to do nucleic acid tests the day before. When we went, the queue of people circled the place four times, and there were many people arriving one after another outside the door.

It was past 10 o'clock at this time, and the loudspeaker shouted, we can't go in, we can't do nucleic acid.

We had to go home and wasted a day. Thinking of going the next day.

So on the second day, I asked the director if we could make an antigen instead of nucleic acid. Because there are too many people doing nucleic acid research, the probability of confusion is too high. The principal's reply: "Wait a minute, there are no children coming to school today."

I know that I will definitely not be able to go to school this year. Even after the epidemic is fully relaxed, schools are still a gathering place. So it is inevitable that groups of students will be infected.

In order to avoid this situation, the school will not start.

Then one of the two of us must look after the children at home. I have been working and paying insurance. I can't just give up my job.

Just like that, his father decided to stay and take care of the child temporarily.

After almost a month, I can’t sustain myself with my salary alone. So, we were forced to have no choice but to send our children home first.

This morning, under the quilt, I said to him: "Come, come here, mommy will give you a hug." He said: "We are so bored, let's just play games." Seeing this little kid's heartless look, I felt a little comforted.

I dressed him and put on his hat. Holding him in his arms, he went downstairs. His father was walking in front with his bag on his back. I held him and walked behind.

As soon as I came downstairs, I found that I was not wearing a mask, so I put him down. I said: "I'll put on the mask first." Unexpectedly, the child ran directly to the aunt who was passing by in front and asked her to hug her. Haha

When he looked back, it was not my mother.I picked him up again and he said, "I just recognized the wrong mother." Haha

The car came, I hurriedly took two steps and handed him to his father. Watching the bus door close. My heart felt empty instantly. I feel really sorry for him.

It’s time for me to go to work. I waited for a few minutes and the bus came.

I watched the cars merging and separating by the window. The dry branches above my head separated the sunlight into many shining rays, and wisps of light illuminated my eyes.

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