It was eleven o'clock in the evening, and there were two people around me. One is my daughter who is already asleep, and the other is my mother who is still snoring. The snoring sounds one after another, one after another, and it seemed that it would not stop. I hid my phone in t

It will be eleven o'clock in the evening soon, and there are two people around me.

One is my daughter who is already asleep obediently, and the other is my mother who is still snoring.

The snoring sounds come one after another, one after another, and it seems that it will not stop.

I hid my phone in the quilt and typed, sorting out things all day long, and only when it feels late at night will it truly belong to me!

I am 30 years old this year and am a mother of two children.

Due to some special circumstances, I have been at home for almost a year and can be said to be a veritable full-time mother.

However, I always focus on what I like or want to do.

For example: Although I am taking care of the children in one year, I have not devoted myself to parenting. I also cook step by step and have not specially learned good food cooking for the children.

For example: The house is not cleaned very clean. I often say that I am a lazy person, which can be seen in the home environment.

For example: From April to July, my headline account I have been thinking about has little effect. Of course, the practitioner of the Toutiao Daily Update I defined for myself did not fulfill the contract. From being faithful to blind imitation, I have ten micro headlines a day, making myself dizzy.

Maybe my physical fitness is not very good, so I didn’t stick to it. Finally, because some other things influenced and my insufficient concentration, I did not continue to cultivate it.

For example: I checked in for myself for a month to learn an English movie, and I persisted for 5 days. Later, although I insisted on editing every day, I had no substantial practice.

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I don’t know where I am thinking?

My mother and I joked that I feel like I am still a child, I hope I am not married, and I hope I live a life of one person. In that way, how happy and free I am!

But that's dreaming!

Sometimes I feel like I am imaginative and want to do freelance work, such as: writing, editing, copywriting, video, etc.

My head doesn't seem to be able to tell the difference between the primary and secondary, and I always dream about all kinds of dreams back and forth.

I know, I have to wake up!

The seven-year itch, I have to grow up too! You can't always be like this, follow the old path, and then stagnate! Only by being able to maintain prosperity!

The flowers gradually come into the eye, and only when the mind is calm can the fruitful!

2022.11.27