Living in the countryside, I have always been calm, especially in the leisure days of winter. There is not much farm work to do, but it is a bit lonely. How can I be alone? Xin Hao has a habit of reading and a bit of a hobby of writing, so he works at his desk all day long and even forgets the time to eat, so he just makes do with it! Hui Gen, who has been working hard behind closed doors and wants to study hard at writing, lives by himself and rarely goes out for a walk. Although his parents are not well educated, they feel that this is inappropriate. Staying in the den all day will lead to obsession. We can't stand the empty days. Young guys can suppress bad people, but I am used to it. I always feel that They worry too much, but they don’t know that people need to live among people and need appropriate closeness, so as not to lose sight of the true face of Mount Lu, just because they are in this mountain; loneliness will make you lose the model of social practice. I am not Buddha Sakyamuni. I don’t have such a high understanding or such a firm belief. If I stay alone for too long, I will always appear unnaturally. God is inevitably bound by the world, and it is difficult to imagine the wisdom in meditation. Although I have the energy to draw a gourd and a ladle, it is difficult to draw a cat or a tiger, and I have never given up. It is a good thing to have a heart higher than the sky, but I do not have such a strong understanding. This is destined to be a tragedy. I have been living in my own world, sitting in a well and looking at the sky, without awakening. I am eating the smoke of the world. I was angry, but insisted on having my own way. Soon, I lost weight, and my white hair was caught between my black hair. My mother saw it and asked me distressedly, why do you have so many gray hairs at such a young age? I said that life is very stressful, and you don’t understand the pressure on your son. My mother said affectionately, you don’t have to worry about food and clothing, why do you think so much and go so far? What kind of person can do whatever he or she does to earn a living? Just work hard. Being too persistent may not be a good thing. Maybe literature is just a hobby and you don’t need to pay too much attention to it. If you want to make a living with literature, get ahead, and even honor your ancestors, the idea is positive, but there are not many people who live their whole lives relying on the land. Mom, you don’t understand so many truths. My child, only by being down-to-earth can you live a stable life, be happy, and do things with twice the result with half the effort. Literature needs the accumulation of life and the tempering of time. Be more relaxed, and maybe your literary path will become brighter. Isn’t that how the news reports the children of those families who are suffering? On the one hand, they accept the reality of life, but on the other hand, they do not succumb to fate. They work hard for a long time and do not whitewash life. It is just the day of life. Waterways are formed naturally. They can meet but not seek. They do not need to rely on trees to fish, cover their ears and steal bells. They have nothing to do. They look up at the sky more, listen to the birds, get in touch with nature, and integrate into life more, so they will not feel so stressed. I can't hold back the words, I endure it by myself, everything seems so natural, isn't it good? Although my life is stable now and I am not rich, I can have the opportunity to have some hobbies. My mother understands that there is no need to compare with others. Accumulate yourself and go step by step. Only then can you feel stable and have a solid foundation in literature. You want to eat a fat person at one bite, and you are too temperamental. Urgent, unless you are a genius at coding, you can only record life step by step and understand life. Don't be reckless, don't be self-paralyzed, and don't blindly pursue the short and fast. Reality is not a fool's dream. Mom, I know everything you said, but I have been so unknown. Relying on you, I don't want to be a giant baby. I am anxious, yes, haste makes waste, and impatience eats things. Instead of hot tofu, we will go for a walk along the river embankment after dinner, chat about daily life, and connect with everyone's feelings. Just treat it as a holiday for the brain and relax the mood. You are looking at the results to see if there is any change. Yes, the tangled life needs to be broken. Blindly, I lie down on my back. It is time to change my life, starting tonight...
