The winters in Guangzhou are mostly cold, especially in the cold and rainy days. No clothing can resist the cold that penetrates into the skin.
For a while, I even suspected that there were many intermediate states between cold and warm. At that time, it seemed that no matter how you dress, it was inappropriate. Cold was the norm in winter.
Perhaps in order to avoid the coldness of winter, I chose to leave this city with uneven hot and cold, or a city with even hot and cold when I first entered winter.
When he left Guangzhou, he felt determined and gritted his teeth and said to himself that he might never come back in his life. Previously, I was particularly envious of everyone who left Guangzhou. I remember that there was a deputy manager in his company. He was developing well in Guangzhou at that time, but for some reason, he suddenly chose to leave. Many years later, he came back, but not in Guangzhou to develop, but to discuss cooperation. I envy and admire him from the bottom of my heart.
When I decided to leave Guangzhou, my colleagues came to persuade me and asked me to think carefully. After all, the people of the whole country were heading south at that time, and I occupied such a good position, why should I give up easily? After learning my affirmative reply, they lined up to see me off. It was only during that time that I realized that I had made so many friends in the past few years.
Sister Ping in the office knew that I was hindered by a household registration, so she took the initiative to go to the police station and moved my household registration to her home. She repeatedly warned me that she could go to her house to move her household registration at any time. Even if I never sign, I don’t have to worry. I am part of her family. Xu Ge from the administrative room of
was originally going to drive me to the station by himself. Later, he considered the inconvenience of driving and seeing off, so he called me another driver. After he had a drink with me, he took me all the way to the train. While waiting for the bus, he kept asking, "Brother, if you don't want to leave, I will refund you the ticket immediately."
The idea is a bit like the Aunt Lai in the canteen. She is a typical Guangdong native. If she didn't know her, she would definitely think she was a very difficult person. The first time I met her was an accident. It was the day when I just received my first month's salary. I sent 150 of the more than 220 yuan salary I had just received, to my father in my hometown. Aunt Lai also happened to send money at the post office. She saw the whole process of remitting money. At noon the next day, Aunt Lai served me a lot of food and quietly told me that in the future, she could eat first and then give me a meal ticket. She said she respects filial young people very much.
The relationship with Aunt Lai was so formed. She said she had no daughter, otherwise she would have to marry her daughter to me. She is really the one who does what she says, and she has really introduced me to a partner. Before leaving, she made an appointment with a few gay friends and colleagues, and had a small gathering in the cafeteria. With the amount of beer, Aunt Lai still asked me if I had left Guangzhou because of my girlfriend's affairs. If it were because of this, she could take care of me to the end.
I didn’t know what words to express inadvertently the relationship between people.
I remember that after the train started, Brother Xu seemed to be on the platform, and his hands raised were frozen in the air. The only thing I saw him moving was the tears rolling down his eyes.
It’s interesting to think about it now. I was so bold and resolute back then, but there was actually no answer in my heart. Now when I recall, I feel that the thing I was rushing to actually has a name, it is called "Future".
Maybe I was too excited or too frightened. On the train for two days and two nights, I basically had no sleepiness. Even if I fell on the sleeper, it was difficult to close my eyes and rest. I forgot whether I regretted impulse and was timid for being careless, but I really followed the train to the darkness in the distance. I knew that there was dawn again after the darkness.
When I left Guangzhou, maybe I was too focused on the journey, so I forgot what kind of weather it was, maybe it was a light rainy day, because I felt a little cool that day.Or, I directly freeze the climate to Beijing in Guangzhou.
If Guangzhou Xiaoyu, I still understand that Guangzhou is trying to keep me, but Beijing's Xiaoxue , I really don't know its symbolic significance. I came from Guangzhou, and I was wearing a thin shirt. Although the snow was so small that it was insignificant, it still made me feel cold.
Maybe from that day on, I felt that I was experiencing life. Many years later, I learned that it is actually very rare to snow in Beijing in winter, and that day was the first time it was snowing that year. That winter was also a cold winter I spent in Beijing. Fortunately, spring soon came.
That is a day that needs to be remembered, and it is a very important turning point in life. Someone asked me, it is still bad if I make a turn, and I have no answer, because there is actually no such assumption in life. At that time, I seemed to have to make that decision, which is my destiny in life. I did it according to my will, and it was the best.
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