Big brother asked, isn't it okay for me to work in your plan?
I was stunned, why do you say that? He is clearly included in my future plans. Can't he feel such an obvious thing? ? ?
He asked, haven’t you ever thought about letting me decorate it?
I was stunned again, stayed for a second, and I realized that I had never thought about it like this.
has long been accustomed to relying on myself in everything, so I never thought about who would pay for what I want. Just like this, I struggled stubbornly, walked and lived.
As I said just now, the year after tomorrow will be Dabaoer’s zodiac year. Oh my God, in a blink of an eye, four years have passed, time passes so quickly... The days that were once so sad, just come here like this. I am so awesome, give myself a thumbs up!
I will just put all the possibilities on myself. Because there was no one behind me, I worked harder and dared not discourage myself. I was afraid that if I accidentally fell into the abyss that would never be restored. If I fall in again, for me who is about to be 40 years old, I may not be able to climb out again.
My parents have never asked me about men, but I know deeply that their wish is that I can be more normal and have a home like others.
I also know deeply that either, rely on myself to find a way and live the good life I want in the way I like; or, as they have planned for me, marry someone and take a way and live the so-called normal life in their eyes.
So I still know deeply that my elder brother and I are just going to be able to succeed. If not, I will be scolded halfway to death again, and this time I will be scolded more ruthlessly than the divorce, because I am about to be 40 years old and my youth is gone. And in the future, it will most likely not stop.
This love story is a bit like a bet.
I have never made a bet, but I also know that since it has begun, since it is left to fate, I must be willing to accept the loss.
It's been a long time since I've been sitting here quietly, well and safely all night. I can chat with my elder brother with confidence, I can look at his eyes and face well, let's talk tomorrow, and after we talk, this feeling is so good, I'm nostalgic and reluctant to fall asleep just like this.
Print out the invoice for dad's car accident today, which went surprisingly smoothly and was very happy. Before I went, because I was very uneasy, I knew very well that my dad drove me over, but did not ride my own bike. Be more stable, be more stable.
I think I am a little bit particularly good - I am very self-aware. But I rarely ask my parents for help, but today, I speak. Because from the start of the fight against the epidemic last week, to the communication and handling of accidents last week, until I persisted until today, I really couldn't hold on.
arrived at the hospital and it went smoothly to my surprise, which surprised me very much. The lady at the service desk actually sent me all the invoices~~ It was a big surprise! I am a person who is extremely afraid of trouble, and for me who is almost unable to hold on, a little more trouble may be a straw that will crush me. After I came back from
, I dealt with the remaining questions one by one, contacted my lawyer, uncle and aunt, and arranged my plans for next week, and finally breathed a sigh of relief.
I have summarized my income this year. My income this year is good, much better than me at this time last year. It’s really good, better every year. There is also this last month. When the salary this month is paid, this year will be over.
After finishing all this, I looked at my watch and it was still early before lunch time. I said to my father again, "Dad, you take me to Damoshan Park, okay?" My father also replied happily, "No. Why do you go there? The wind is so strong and so cold today, you can't go."
I didn't say anything else. In fact, I just wanted to go there for some breath. What should be done this year is almost the same. I want to have a good breathing experience. There is the shadow of my elder brother there, it is very empty and bright, and I think it will be much easier to breathe off the air! But my father said it was not possible, and I had nothing to say.
The reason for the epidemic caused me to have not taken the exam for the fourth subject and I didn’t get the additional driver. My father would not let me go on the road without a license.
I turned around and went back to my room. I thought, then lie on the bed and swipe my phone for a while. I never thought that I fell asleep the moment I lay down. I'm so tired, I'm finally exhausted and can have a good sleep.
Open your eyes again, it was already afternoon.
I also came half asleep and half awake in the afternoon. The audio of the class was in my ears, and I listened half asleep and half awake. Xiao Baoer was very sensible and didn't bother me. It was evening in a blink of an eye. After finishing Xiao Baoer's homework, he was waiting to videotape with his elder brother.
Happy time always passes quickly. It's now in a blink of an eye. It's time to go to bed, and you can't miss it anymore.
There will be another day off tomorrow. Then it will be a new week. Once I start working, all kinds of dangers will come out again. I have to be nervous and work harder, be careful again. In the new week, I will also deal with the car accident according to the plan I made. I hope everything goes well and I will end this problem smoothly next week. Then we will make a review of this year and plan for next year. Next year, I am 39 years old, and I will finally have a home I like, my home. I am extremely looking forward to it!
I heard that I can fire this year, and I am looking forward to it. Because when I was a child, my favorite things during the Chinese New Year were not only to collect , , but also to set off firecrackers! Hahahahaha~~~
Because of the big brother, because of you, I look forward to tomorrow even more.
Go to bed, good night, today.
