didn't know anything before, but he knew that studying and working were all the hard-working. Because my mind was blank at that time, I didn’t know that there were other things in this world, I didn’t know that there were leisure, food, tourism, scenery, music, and art. I didn’t know that anyone would mention these things to me, and my brain would not be able to accommodate these concepts.
In fact, after I understood, I realized that the world was rich and colorful, I knew the original family, I knew the parent-child relationship, intimate relationship, colleague relationship, and friend relationship. When I knew these, I was a little stupid and didn’t know how to deal with these various things. And I felt that I had too many homework to make up for it. I really wanted to give up and just pretend that I didn’t know these things.
But there is one thing I said I don’t want to let go of anything. Although I missed too many classes, that is, parent-child relationship. I don’t want to give up. Although I have negative points, I still want 100 points. I have to work hard and I have to make up for this course.
may have used too much force, and I fell to another extreme again. I want to make up for everything I had before, so I don’t want my child to suffer any more, I want to suffer for him. Later it was confirmed that this was wrong again. I understand little by little that everyone is an independent individual. The previous mistakes have reasons for their existence. History cannot be rewritten. The child still has to walk his own path. He must experience the suffering he should suffer, and that is his life.
I have put down that burden, just be yourself, it’s better to be the right one.
