The night is late, and I often think in my mind when I can’t sleep, whether my life has been good in the past few decades. When I was in school, my life motto was “As long as people work hard, they can become the self they want”, but after working, getting married and having children, my life motto became “choose sometimes outweighing efforts”. This is the helplessness and sorrow of people facing reality! The school ideological education I received from childhood was actually destroyed and changed step by step under the real environment of entering society. The one who was once influenced and the one who saw and experienced was completely different. It blinded the eyes, but reality patted the face. I admit that I am much happier than those who run around the food and clothing line every day, but I am often troubled by a sense of crisis and frustration. The sense of happiness and accomplishment have been away from me for a long time. I can’t remember their taste. It’s not that I am not motivated, but that this world is too disappointing and unable to understand. Values are refreshed again and again, and if you have thick skin or live a more relaxed life, this is actually my life experience at this moment [cover your face]
