text/An Dongyue
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Autumn is deeper and the weather is getting colder. Walking alone in the rustling autumn wind, for some reason, suddenly a little sad.
Maybe it is the coolness of late autumn that makes people feel melancholy, maybe it is the heavy work that makes people tired, or maybe it is the person I miss that has not been in touch for a long time.
Pick up your phone, open WeChat, and find the familiar avatar. It seems that there are a lot to say, but I don’t know where to start. If it’s just a greeting, it’s a bit abrupt. There must be a suitable topic and an appropriate reason.
I thought about it for a long time, but I still couldn’t find a suitable topic or a proper reason, so I had to forget it.
The moment I put down my phone, I felt sad. Why is it so difficult for people who were once so good and so close to me to even say something?
There is obviously no one stopping me from contacting me, so why do I still have many concerns, I can't take it up and let it go, and in the end I can only hide in the corner alone and feel sad?
says that if you never forget it, there will be an echo, but I have been reading it for so long and waiting for so long, but there is still no echo. Have you really forgotten me?
02.
Recently, the topic of "quantum entanglement" has been very popular.
What is quantum entanglement? Professional explanations are difficult to understand, and in a popular way: similar to telepathy.
A blogger said: "There is no unrequited love in this world. If you often think of a person, it means that he often thinks of you. According to the quantum mechanics theory, there is a connection between any two particles that transcends time and space. When a certain attribute of one particle changes, the other particle, even if it is tens of millions of light years apart, will change with the changes of this particle."
Quantum entanglement is science, telepathy is metaphysics, but there seems to be a close connection between the two.
Of course, we hope that the soul feels that it really exists. The person I misses misses himself, and then I feel comforted in my heart.
Once upon a time, we also had telepathy. When I miss you, you just called and said you miss me. At that moment, even the wind blowing towards me seemed to have a sweet taste, and it was sweet to my heart.
Are there any telepathy between us nowadays? I think there is, but we still have a tacit understanding and choose not to contact and not to disturb us. However, this tacit understanding is not sweet at all, only full of bitterness and sadness.
03.
has a kind of concern, called "I miss you."
has a kind of concern, called "Are you okay?"
, but I never said these two sentences to you in person later. So you may think that I don’t care about you or you.
But in fact, it’s not that I don’t want to say it, but that I don’t dare to say it. I am afraid of causing trouble to you, afraid of disturbing your peace, and even more afraid of being treated coldly. What if I am in your heart and it is no longer important, how can I bear these words?
In order to keep a little decent for myself, I chose to remain silent, even though I was concerned and thoughtful in my heart, I always kept silent.
Some relationships between people are very subtle. You know what you can say and what you can’t say. Anyone who is a little rational will not do whatever he wants. We are all over the age of being young and ignorant, how could we not know these principles?
I miss you thousands of times, but I never say anything.
html cares a lot, but never speaks., silently thinking about the two words I owe you, just owe you that. Maybe one day, I will contact you because I can't help but say to you and say to you in person: "I miss you, are you okay?"
At that time, I hope you won't be too surprised. Just smile back to me and I will be satisfied.
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Author: An Dongyue, a freelance writer, writes heartfelt words with warm strokes, and I wish to meet you in the deepest world. Welcome to follow.
