write to myself, looking for the same sincere soul
I have always had my own pride. I want to do what I want to do and make the money I should make. I don’t want to live with a mask and can’t bear to let my soul compromise. I hope that the person who chooses me really likes me, my sincere soul, my passionate emotions, and everything that carries this soul, including the body. I've been living like this all the time, and I don't think there is anything wrong with this.
Until recently, I was unemployed. After three consecutive unemployment times in two years, I began to reflect. I found that in life, the straightforwardness, kindness, humility, and all the good qualities that I once thought I was proud of... When we were young, our teachers and parents taught us to treat others sincerely and not to deceive us.
books teach us to be kind and humble. I have always done this, but I found that this kind of self is incompatible with the office environment. No one cares about what the truth is, people are only willing to believe what they believe! Be kind, you have to do more work that does not belong to you. If you are humble, you have to give up your own interests to gain temporary harmony. If you resist, you will be eliminated soon. This is the first lesson that real society has taught to us young people who have left school.
Yesterday accompanied my mother to the hospital. I originally had the chief physician's number. Because of the repair of teeth, the root canal treatment was completed in 2 times. I had the first time half a month ago. This time, I was doing the second course of treatment. Before the start, the chief physician told me that the treatment time was relatively long and that I didn’t need to accompany me throughout the whole process and could go out for a rest. I would call me. So I left for a while.
When I came back, I found that another new doctor was treating my mother. I had never met a very young female doctor who looked very young. I kept standing by and didn't walk away. Until the end, I found that the young doctor was treating his mother throughout the whole process. The chief physician I registered was treating other patients at another workstation.
I feel a little bit cheated. This feeling is a bit like buying things online and taking photos of A and B. What you paid for was not what you originally liked, and you can also get a blind box when you seek medical treatment? For continuous treatments like this, do you need to communicate with the patient in advance if you change the doctor halfway? In addition, the registration fee for the chief physician is 100 yuan, while the registration fee for other physicians is 10 yuan. But I endured the discomfort and did not express my opinion because I did not want to affect the doctor's mood of work. I can’t help but think: The traditional virtues of the Chinese nation: seeking truth from facts, how many people are practicing it? How many people are destroying?
After I was unemployed, I started to learn to write some texts. I had no fans and no income. I really hope that when I woke up the next day, there would be many people who like me, but I also knew that it was impossible.
Because I hope that those who like me really like me, or can find resonance in my words, or maybe I like my sincere and pure thoughts...
How many people are as unemployed as me? How many people are as confused as me? How many people are still looking for that ray of light like me?
No matter what the next journey is, I hope that our beginning will begin with a story, a communication between hearts, and a search for the same sincere soul! It was a romantic encounter!
