text/An Dongyue
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The rain passes by the sky and the sky is clear , the autumn is quiet and beautiful, and the sun shines on the ground. The sky was as blue as it had been washed.
likes such autumn days, such a sky, and likes to think of you quietly on such shallow days. The wind gently blew across the ends of the hair, leaving a faint fragrance. In a trance, I seemed to see you slowly walking towards me. You look as handsome as before, and your eyes are as deep as before. My heart is also beating wildly for you as before.
"As the same as before", the four words are so beautiful, but they also reveal endless sadness. Because no matter how beautiful the memories are, they are just the past and cannot be returned to them in the end.
cannot be returned, and it is also unforgettable. Although you are no longer by my side, but in the distance, you are still the deepest attachment in my heart.
The so-called attachment is a special emotion, more affection than nostalgia, more restraint than attachment, a kind of love that is both emotional and rational, only exists in one's heart, without any extravagance, I just want to keep a pure joy forever, and let the longing linger in my memories.
attachment, there is a kind of desolate beauty, sad and intoxicating. Just like sometimes, even though I know I am in a dream, I don’t want to wake up.
There is no dream that cannot wake up, only those who do not want to wake up; there is no love that cannot let go, only those who do not want to let go. And you are the dream I don’t want to wake up in this life and the person I don’t want to let go.
02.
At sunset, the afterglow of the sunset shines into the windowsill, and under the light and shadow, the whole house becomes warm.
took out your phone, took pictures of the beautiful Twilight, and shared it in your circle of friends. I hope you can see it.
For some reason, I always feel that you will definitely see, what does this inexplicable determination come from? I think it is probably because deep down in my heart that you, like me, have always been attached to the past and have never forgotten me. After all, we once truly love each other, how can we easily forget those who truly love each other?
Although I don’t know how you will recall me later, as long as you miss and linger with me, it is the greatest comfort for me.
Time flies, like water flowing, never returning. Day by day, month by month, year by year, it quietly left. What went away together was the flying youth and the beloved love.
If you ask what time has left us, you may only have vicissitudes of life, melancholy, and deep attachment to memories.
Over the years, I have been immersed in the trivialities of life and often feel tired. And whenever I feel tired, think about the past and think about the past, my heart is not so bitter, and life seems to have a hint of sweetness. So, missing you and missing you is actually a very beautiful thing. I like to miss you and like to miss you forever...
03.
There is a kind of love that is not around you, but in my heart, I will be attached forever and never forget it.
Such love is hidden deep in the years, but it always touches the heartstrings. Just like sometimes, when someone inadvertently mentions your name, his heart will suddenly tremble. Even though his face is quiet, his heart cannot be calm for a long time.
You are clearly in a city far away from me, but when I walk on the streets where people come and go, I always fantasize that you suddenly appear in front of me, we look at each other and smile, everything is indifferent.
When you hear the song you once liked, you will think of a lot of past events about you. Although it was a long time ago, it seemed to happen yesterday. The familiar feeling is real.
Reading a meaningful sentence that always falls into our story, so it feels particularly touching, as if the sentence is written for us.
Some people say that there is someone living in your heart, and you will always fall into longing involuntarily. It is very tired. It is better to forget the past and keep your own peace.
But I think there is someone living in my heart, very sweet, beautiful and very happy. So, even if there is some way that makes people forget the past, I am unwilling to try it. Because you are an indispensable existence in my life.
Although you are not by my side, my love for you will settle over the years and bloom in my heart.
There is a kind of love that is not around, but is attached to you for a lifetime. I don’t ask your heart to be like my heart, but I ask you to be safe and happy and everything goes well. This is enough.
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Author: An Dongyue, a freelance writer, writes heartfelt words with warm strokes, and I wish to meet you in the deepest world. Welcome to follow.
