With the help of the hustle and bustle of the Internet, Yu Xiuhua came to you and me with a high profile. I have not systematically studied her poems. What I have read are basically her famous poems pushed by the Internet. At first, when she and Yang showed off their affection in a high-profile manner, I was not optimistic about their deep affection; later, when I saw Yu Xiuhua in the live broadcast room, with disheveled hair, flushed face, and stammering accusations, my heart suddenly felt like it was being deeply penetrated by bees. The ground stung him!
I have no intention of elevating her, and I have no intention of belittling her. To be fair, she, a disabled village woman at the bottom of society, achieved a reversal of her life's destiny with her own persistence and hard work, coupled with the favor of the goddess of luck and the help of the Internet. Holding a bad hand, she stumbled all the way and climbed to a height that is difficult for all living beings to reach! This alone is enough to leave many ordinary people behind! Just think about it, if you were her, stuck in the mud, would you still insist on "writing poetry in the clouds" day after day?
As a mother, she may be no different from other mothers in the world: she earnestly hopes that her children will listen to the wind and pity the rain and be compassionate; but at the same time, perhaps, she is more sober than many mothers and does not demand The child described the wonderful world to her:
Son, compared to you, I am getting shorter and shorter,
So you have to see the scenery that I cannot see,
I don’t ask you to describe it to me,
But you I want to leave my footprints in a certain morning light,
hear the wind,
understand the wind,
hear the rain and feel pity for the rain,
pity the world and a disabled mother. touch. This poem may not be that amazing, but her helplessness as a disabled mother suddenly hit her weak spot! Disability is a fact that she cannot change no matter how hard she tries, nor is she a mountain that she cannot climb!
once watched a video, which basically said that if she had a daughter, she hoped that her daughter would not become a "good woman". At first glance, this statement seems a bit shocking, just like her explicit poems! But if you think about it a little, it seems reasonable. If I hadn’t encountered all kinds of injustices as a woman, I don’t think I would have such a profound understanding! As a woman, I am in good health, received a good education, and have a good job. But along the way, there are quite a lot of injustices encountered because of being a woman!
As a woman with money and traffic, when it comes to getting along with Yang, although Yu Xiuhua showed a rare sobriety from the beginning, believing that "any relationship has a purpose", and she is also willing to be manipulated, Be willing to fulfill him. But the extreme lack of love deep down in her heart for many years made her still choose to fly into the flames and believe in the sincerity of love! Many people may see a joke behind this vigorous so-called love. How many people can feel the sadness of Yu Xiuhua as a woman in this love? If the genders of the two were simply reversed, would the ending be different?
Although the outcome is already doomed before the moth flies into the flame. But this bravery is also worth learning from you and me! At least, she experienced beautiful love, even if it was short-lived. I am of the same generation as Yu Xiuhua. Frankly speaking, I am a "moth to the flame" and may have quietly slipped away long ago.
Yu Xiuhua, I hope you "look back to the desolate place where you came from, and when you return, there will be neither wind, rain nor sunshine"!
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