I am a little confused about my first love. In my memory, she loves to laugh and is slightly fat. There is always light in her eyes. It is precisely this that amazed my entire college life. Rather than saying it was her first love, I was just her spare tire, because we had never done anything except holding hands. Actually, I know that her heart never belongs to me.
So, before we graduated from college, we broke up. She said she wanted to go to the capital to work hard all over the world, and I am a person who can take things as they go and only like the life of ordinary people.
I heard that she is now the vice president of a pharmaceutical company. After graduation, I joined a state-owned enterprise by a distant cousin. I am still a small employee, and I am more than less than the ones.
Not long ago, the class monitor in college said he wanted to organize a party. I suddenly thought that it had been ten years since I graduated, and I have also changed from a young boy to a middle-aged man with a family.
Time flies so fast. In recent years, there has always been a shadow of her in my dream. Occasionally, I will do things with her in my dream that we have never done before, but it will definitely come to an abrupt end and I will never dream of marrying and having children with her.
Because the university is in the provincial capital, after graduation, except for a small number of people returning to their hometowns, most of them stay here. The squad leader said that there would be a Beijinger to participate, and I thought of her, Yu Xia, my first love.
result was not as expected. In fact, there were several classmates who went to Beijing. Why did they think it was her? Maybe I really wanted to see her. After all, we haven't seen it in ten years.
Maybe we will have a exchange beyond friendship.
On the party day, I packed myself up early and told my wife to work overtime at night.
Actually, I don’t attend class reunions very much. At the beginning, it’s okay, but the more I go back, I get a lot of interest factors. When others know that I’m still a small employee, fewer and fewer people contact me. As for the squad leader, she is a woman with a superior family background and has a pretty good relationship with me. The most important thing is that she is Yu Xia’s best friend.
Yu Xia really appeared. She was the beauty of our class. I don’t know what luck I had at that time to win her favor in college. Of course, some people say that I am just her shield, and even so, I have been jealous of many people.
Yu Xia is becoming more and more mature now, and she has become more at ease compared to her youthfulness in school.
I suddenly felt a little nervous, but Yu Xia was not embarrassed at all. She walked straight to me and sat down, greeting me with a smile.
I smelled the unknown perfume on her body and felt a little excited, and my heart was tickling.
Yu Xia stared at me in a daze, as if she was in school. She would always treat me like this at that time. Maybe I had a certain place in her heart, after all, I fulfilled my obligation to be a boyfriend at that time.
The party quickly ended in the midst of the clinking of wine. Another disguised communication was made, and he said he would often contact him, but in fact, unless there was something wrong, you would not receive a call.
Yu Xia called me and asked me to accompany her.
It was getting late, Yu Xia said she was going to stay in the provincial capital for a while, and their company appointed her as the general manager of the province and region.
She didn't say anything about her marriage, and I didn't ask. We both knew each other tacitly. At this moment, there was no moral betrayal. There was only the two of us left between heaven and earth. Yu Xia said she wanted to complete the unfinished things with me in college. I know what it is, and I feel very accurate.
just walked around like this, walking to the door of a hotel, and we looked at each other and smiled.
entered the room and saw Yu Xia take a bottle of red wine. I remembered the first time I saw her in college, when she was filled with a youthful smile.
Yu Xia said she was very tired and lonely, and then looked at me affectionately, and I knew it, just like I promised her in college, "I'm here!".
gradually became drunk and our eyes became more and more unscrupulous.
Just as I had further thoughts, Yu Xia suddenly asked me, "Director Wang is your uncle?"
I was stunned for a moment. Director Wang is my distant cousin and works in the health department.
I nodded mechanically.
Perhaps Yu Xia saw my unnaturalness. In order to hide her embarrassment, she told me that she went to take a shower and even gave me a charming look.
I don’t know what will happen next, but I just feel very strange. In fact, I know that Director Wang is my cousin, maybe the only squad leader is the only one. That was only known by chance. So far, I have never told anyone except my family.
What is the purpose of Yu Xia’s appointment with me today? I am not a novice in the workplace. The word "Wang" exposed Yu Xia's purpose to me. I used to think that maybe I would accomplish my unfinished career, but now I think about how ridiculous I am.
How can there be so many coincidences and fate? I am just a small employee. What value can a regional manager be condescending and entrusting himself with me. If it weren't for the title of Director Wang, maybe Yu Xia and I met on the street, she would have pretended not to know each other.
Listening to the slam sound of water coming from the bathroom, I suddenly woke up. What am I doing? A family and family are no longer the one who would rather eat steamed buns and pickles for Yu Xia.
I didn't say hello to Yu Xia and quietly exited the room.
When I got home, it was already twelve o'clock in the morning. My wife was not asleep yet. She was in a daze and I hugged her.
My wife glanced at me and asked me why I didn’t live in the female classmate? I was shocked.
No wonder when I went out, my wife glanced at me meaningfully.
I hurriedly expressed my loyalty and said that I hadn't seen each other for many years, so I chatted a few more words.
Maybe my attitude is good, my wife didn't pursue it anymore.
The next day, Yu Xia called me out again, and I refused to let myself go.
Maybe I felt my perfunctoryness, Yu Xia didn't call me again, and I felt lost.
No matter what the purpose is, at least I can have a skin relationship with Yu Xia, which can be considered as fulfilling my dream in college, but why am I so decisive?
But I know that once this thing is touched, it will have no end, cannot get rid of it, and may even gradually enter the abyss.
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