Liu Juan and the man sat face to face on both sides of the dining table. The man's head seemed to have more white hair. He was a little older than last time. Liu Juan thought to herself, but her face was as calm as water.
This is the impression she wants to leave to men - cold and emotional.
Over the years, their father and daughter have always been in this way of getting along - The heart can be turbulent, and the face must be as cold as ice.
But in recent years, my father was probably unable to pretend because of his age. He changed his strategy and began to show his feelings and tried every means to please her, but she pretended to be confused with her understanding, and always pretended not to understand on the surface.
"These dishes are all what you like to eat. See what else do you want to order?" My father showed a flattering smile, his eyes full of love.
Liu Juan deliberately did not go to see him, lowered her head and played with her phone, and whispered five words: "No need, thank you~". She didn't even add the word "Dad".
Liu Juan knows what her father asked her to come out for. It has been several years since my father’s ultimate goal is to urge him to get married.
Liu Juan is already 32 years old. She doesn’t fall in love or get married. Her mother has long passed away. As Liu Juan’s father, he is not in a hurry. How is it possible?
But, as Liu Juan, why must she get married?
As long as she can remember, her parents have been quarreling. Every time the father threw something, beat her mother, and then left...
At that time, every time the father came back from outside, his mother always served him in a very humble manner, making the food he liked, washing his clothes, and washing his feet...
But that's it. The father still beat his mother to a bruised nose and swollen face, and then left...
After the father left, the mother hugged her and cried bitterly...
When Liu Juan was older, she knew the reason why her father did this: her mother was weak and could no longer have a son for her father.
But even so, can the father beat his mother unscrupulously? Why?
Later, Liu Juan heard that her father had a son outside, but her father was angry and still beat her mother...
Liu Juan didn't know why her father did this? Before Liu Juan could figure this out, her mother died of illness. Before she died of illness, Liu Juan had almost never seen her mother laughing...
witnessed her mother's unfortunate marriage and her father's domestic violence. Liu Juan decided not to marry in this life. Why did she have to give birth to a child for a man, then endure the man's domestic violence, and repeat the tragedy of her mother?
"Xiaojuan, my father is old. In recent years, I have obviously felt exhausted. If one day I unfortunately leave, the one I can't let go is you. How can I see your mother after I leave..." During the meal, my father finally said straight to the point.
"Why are you embarrassed to mention my mother?" Liu Juan answered bluntly.
"You don't think about me and your mother? You are 32 years old, it's time to get married?"
"What are you doing to get married? Find someone to hit me like you did when you hit my mother?"
"No, not every man is like this. There will be good men. If you don't worry about your father, will your father find it for you?" The father said in a pleasing manner.
"Do you find someone like you?"
"I..."
My father sighed and his spirit suddenly became depressed. He stared blankly at Liu Juan in front of him but didn't know where to speak.
After sighing a few times, the father finally said helplessly: "Xiaojuan, Dad, I'm sorry for you, I beg you, don't be angry with me anymore, find a suitable person to marry, okay? Dad beg you..."
Liu Juan's throat tightened, as if a fishbone was stuck in her throat. She immediately controlled her emotions and said in panic: "I'm full, leave first..." Then she stood up, picked up her bag, and left the restaurant as if she ran away.
The father looked at Liu Juan in surprise, then stood up helplessly and followed her to the door of the restaurant...
Liu Juan didn't look back, leaving only a back as determined as her father left home.
After leaving the restaurant, Liu Juan immediately took a taxi, urging the driver to leave, and escaped...
Liu Juan thought her father favored boys over girls and would treat her like her mother. But after her mother passed away, her father followed her everything, eating, drinking, using, and playing. As long as she spoke, or what her father thought of, her father would buy her... At that time, she realized that her father also loved her...
She also loved her father. After her mother passed away, her father was the only person connected to her blood. Every time her father asked her to meet, she was reluctant to agree, but her heart was full of expectations. Every time she sees her father getting older, she feels sad. She was afraid that her father would leave her one day and leave her alone in this world...
But she also hated her father. Although he hated her for life, it also made her feel extremely insecure. How could she learn to love her when she grew up in such an environment?
The father watched Liu Juan's car go further and further away, and kept sighing. If his son hadn't died of illness when he was a child, would he have begged for his daughter like this?
Alas, karma~
(The above is a story, written in the first person, please do not take the role. If there is any similarity, it is purely coincidental; if there is no similarity, it is purely accidental)
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